Chapter 6 Why Are You So Cold To Me?
Ning Yan had also worked as an undercover agent when he was a killer. He was very good at analyzing other people's psychology. Later, he went to Beijing and opened a gay bar for a few years. This skill gradually developed in a strange direction.
He developed himself into an emotional expert.
She is like a sweet talker, who can coax men and women, and speak sweet words one after another.
Her long pink hair was tied into a lazy low ponytail, she wore a white shirt and black cuffs, and her appearance was captivating.
Coupled with a gentle smile and a tilt of his head, he looks like a male vixen, completely crazy and murderous.
At that time, there was a long queue of men, women, young and old who had a crush on him in Beijing.
The most impressive feat was when Yu Li kidnapped a rich young man, threw him to the ground, beat him up, and still couldn't get what he wanted out of him.
Ning Yan coaxed her gently for half an hour, and not only did he get the thing out of her, but the rich young man also cried and shouted that he would not marry anyone else.
For him, she kicked the cabinet door directly in front of her family.
Even when he was tied up and beaten by his family, he still yelled with red eyes: "You don't understand me! You don't understand me at all! He is the only one who understands me the most! I will marry him! I, Su Jinwen, have decided on him for my whole life!"
Actually, it is understandable. Ning Yan herself knows that she is very beautiful and very likable.
But Ning Yan is not beautiful now.
So when Yu Chengbai said that he didn't mind polyandry, Ning Yan was extremely shocked.
He doesn't understand.
He doesn't understand at all.
He even wanted to call Yu Li and tell her in horror: "Your brother is crazy, really, he seems to be in love with me!"
That’s right, this is Ning Yan’s strength.
His analysis of emotions has reached a terrifying point where he is no longer affected by his own emotions.
Not only can he analyze other people's feelings calmly, rationally and correctly, he can also analyze his own.
There was no confusion, and even less self-deprecation and doubt: "This is an illusion, he can't possibly like me, right?"
No matter who it is, as long as they are slightly interested in him, Ning Yan can tell at a glance whether the other person wants to seduce him, sleep with him, or love him.
But Yu Chengbai is too simple.
Not to mention knowing him for five years, even half a year would be enough for Ning Yan to completely understand him.
This kind of gentleman who has been nurtured in propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame since childhood, who would slam his phone down if he accidentally saw a video that skirted the line, and then pinch his eyebrows and take a deep breath, it is normal for him not to be angry when he saw his wife cheating with his own eyes.
——After all, he is generous.
But it is not normal for Yu Chengbai to say that he does not mind polyandry.
Because this kind of thing is a heresy that breaks his previous moral bottom line and is a shameful behavior based on his selfish desires.
Ning Yan said the talk about polyandry was a flirtation;
But Yu Chengbai said that it would be a collapse of his character.
Based on Ning Yan's experience in emotional analysis over the years, there are only three reasons for the collapse of character settings:
1. Lost my memory.
2. Become evil.
3. In love.
Yu Chengbai could only be in love, and the object was him.
Ning Yan couldn't figure out why he fell in love with his current self? How did he fall in love with her? When did he fall in love with her?
After returning to the manor from the hotel, Ning Yan thought about it all the way but still couldn't figure out the problem.
I originally planned to ask Aya and the doctor, or ask other servants in the manor.
However, those people who used to love to stick to him all disappeared today, leaving him alone, sitting in the study, playing chess with himself bored.
Behind the desk was Yu Chengbai, who was dealing with piles of official business.
When Aya left, she pulled him aside, repeatedly admonishing him: "Madam, you have to wait for your husband to have dinner together, okay? You haven't seen each other for months, so have a good chat. There's nothing you can't talk about."
It is only necessary to talk it out when misunderstandings and contradictions appear at the same time, but Ning Yan feels that it is unnecessary.
After all, Yu Chengbai himself said that he doesn't mind polyandry.
If Cheng Zhengze had not sternly refused and moved out his "deceased wife" at that time, it would probably be the three of them sitting here waiting to have dinner together.
"Evie."
Ning Yan heard Yu Chengbai calling him.
It wasn't the corny name between lovers, just two simple words that even ordinary friends could call each other. But when it came out of Yu Chengbai's mouth, it had the subtlety and tenderness of a loving couple who had been in harmony for many years.
Ning Yan looked up and saw that Yu Chengbai did not stand up from behind the desk, but just looked at him gently.
It seems the work is not yet done.
Ning Yan quickly retracted his gaze, lowered his head and continued playing chess with himself, sighing: "I'll go get you some water after I finish this game. Milk, orange juice, coffee, or tea. Which one would you like, Mr. Yu?"
Yu Chengbai: "..."
Ning Yan didn't want to be Mrs. Yu, nor did he want to stay in the manor, so from the beginning he had no intention of maintaining the gentle and shy personality that Aya described in front of Yu Chengbai.
This is also why he was misunderstood to have an affair with Cheng Zhengze, but he was not in a hurry to explain.
As for the fact that Yu Chengbai loves herself, Ning Yan's first reaction was shock, and the second reaction was "I'm so awesome!"
And then it was gone.
After all, he has never lacked love and is immune to it.
"Aya told me that you fell down the stairs and hit your head the day I left, and you forgot a lot of things." After a moment of silence, Yu Chengbai spoke in a gentle voice.
"Well, actually I'm not really injured. Look, I'm full of life, aren't I?"
Ning Yan didn't care about it at all, and said casually: "And I haven't forgotten anything. I remember everything I should remember."
He is broad-minded and thinks that as long as he doesn't forget who he is, it's not a big deal.
Mobile phones also clean up their memory regularly. Since it can be cleaned up, it means it is not important.
"Really? Do you really remember everything?"
"yes."
Yu Chengbai looked at him in front of the window, suddenly smiled, and asked, "Then why are you so cold to me?"
Ning Yan: “…”
Yu Chengbai seemed not to notice the shock on his face when he looked up, or perhaps he had already prepared himself mentally, and he still maintained a smile on his face.
Just preparing myself mentally doesn't seem to be able to erase the pain of being forgotten by my lover.
His smile was bitter.
His statement during the day that he didn't mind having two husbands was a compromise he made out of helplessness, but it didn't necessarily represent his true generosity.
"You used to..." Yu Chengbai looked into his blank eyes and smiled softly. It was the first time he smiled, but it felt a bit too weak to control. He said in a hoarse voice, "You were never this cold to me."
“…”
Ning Yan's eyes were blank and his expression was shocked.
After waking up, everyone in the manor kept emphasizing to him the touching love between him and Yu Chengbai, how much they loved each other, and how much he liked Yu Chengbai.
He never felt anything.
Never take it seriously.
Until now——
Yu Chengbai sat behind the desk, looking into his eyes from half the room away.
Outside the window, the night was deep and the lights were dim. He sat in the bright light of the hall, with the light falling all over him, but he was as lonely as the only dimmed lamp in the hall.
He smiled and asked, "Weiwei, did you forget me alone?"
"No, there are also Aya, Beibei, Dr. Zhou and others." Ning Yan lowered his head to play chess again. This time when he pressed the chess piece, the white jade piece slid slightly on the chessboard.
"Then why can they accept them but not me?"
"No one can accept suddenly having a strange husband, right?" Ning Yan said casually.
"Is that so?" Yu Chengbai murmured softly, slightly lost in thought. "Then why is it that my brother can accept someone who was once his enemy suddenly becoming his husband?"
Because your brother loves him and doesn't know it.
"Because you don't love me, right?"
Yu Chengbai's gentle voice overlapped with Ning Yan's inner thoughts.
Ning Yan was stunned for a moment, looked up at him, and suddenly thought of the phone call Yu Li called him in the middle of the night a year ago.
At that time, Yu Li was silent on the phone for a long time, and then she said in a very soft voice: "He just cried... This is the first time I saw him cry, what should I do?"
Times change and life is unpredictable.
At this moment, Ning Yan wanted to call Yu Li back, then grabbed her hair and asked him with a look of despair: "Now your brother is crying too. I didn't expect him to cry. What should I do?"
I really didn't expect Yu Chengbai to cry, and I didn't expect someone to cry so gently.
The tearful eyes blurred the vision in the smile.
Like a drizzle on a sunny day, it poses no threat, but is so beautiful and romantic that it makes people intoxicated.
Ning Yan felt that Yu Chengbai could cry even more than girls. It wasn't that he could cry, but that he knew how to cry, and he cried with great skill.
Ning Yan felt guilty for the first time because he heard someone cry, and he felt like a scumbag.
"Because you don't love me, right, Weiwei?" Yu Chengbai seemed to see the guilty conscience that flashed across his face. He was not angry and his tone remained gentle.
"The person you love is Cheng Zhengze, right?"
"Beibei...it's actually your child with him."
“!!!”
Ning Yan was really shocked this time. He stood up suddenly and couldn't imagine hearing such explosive words from Yu Chengbai.
Isn’t Beibei your child?
Am I not a stepmother?
How does this involve Cheng Zhengze again?
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PS:
Ning Yan: Brother, don't do it. Even if Cheng Zhengze has supernatural powers, I, a man, can't give birth to a child! What's more, I haven't even kissed him!
In Yu Chengbai's eyes, this is a story of extreme cruelty, while in Ning Yan's eyes, this is a thriller and suspense story. The known information about the two people does not match at all.
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