Chapter 102 Why not kill him?
A drop of water fell from the eaves, the cold wind blew open the window, and the snow-colored curtains danced lightly.
Ning Yan looked up and saw that the sky was getting dark and it was raining outside.
The clock on the wall pointed to ten o'clock. Almost four hours had passed since Shi Ming left. He had indeed been in a bit of a bad state recently. There was no reason for him to be distracted for so long. It was even more serious than Alzheimer's.
The reaction is also much slower.
The phone on the table suddenly rang. I picked it up and saw that it was Shi Ming calling.
"Hello?" Shi Ming was in the film and television city. Even though he tried his best to walk to a quiet corner, Ning Yan could still hear the director's scolding voice over there, almost drowning out Shi Ming's voice. "Are you up yet?"
"Yes, I got up. Didn't I get up when you left?"
"You didn't continue sleeping after I left?" Shi Ming was surprised and confused.
As a lazy workaholic, he couldn't understand why people like Ning Yan, who didn't have to go to work on weekends and had no career to be busy with, didn't take a good nap on the weekend.
Ning Yan understood what he meant, was stunned for a moment, and also felt strange: "Actually, when I was abroad, I would get up very late if I had nothing to do. Maybe I am not used to the climate here since I just returned home."
Shi Ming, who often traveled on business, could empathize with the phrase "not acclimatizing". He nodded and asked something else: "Where's Yu Chengbai? Did he come to see you?"
Ning Yan shook his head: "No, I haven't heard anyone knocking on the door in the past few hours. Yu Chengbai might still be sleeping, I guess."
Shi Ming seemed to pause for a long moment, then asked him in a strange tone, "Ning Yan, why do I feel like you're not speaking in the right state? You look so dull, are you out of your mind?"
It's not that I lost my mind, but I was a little tired because I kept thinking about things that I should have forgotten years ago.
He is a straightforward person and doesn't like roundabout ways. If he has a grudge, he will take revenge on the spot. If he doesn't take revenge on the spot, it basically doesn't count as a grudge.
For example, Cheng Zhengze saved him so many times in the past, but was shot by him in the end. Many years later, Ning Yan was still able to save him the second and third time without holding a grudge.
Cheng Zhengze refused to help, and Ning Yan turned around and left without saying a word. He didn't think about why Cheng Zhengze didn't help him, whether this person was too conscienceless, or how he was going to use tricks to force him to help him.
Ning Yan always thinks very simply: if you want to help me, I will help you. If you don’t want to help me, get out and I will find someone else.
So when Ning Yan woke up in Ilok Manor more than a month ago and found that he had lost his memory and that his husband was Yu Chengbai, he didn't think anything was wrong.
He courageously thought that it was okay, as long as he was alive, amnesia was not important.
The next second he got up and went out the window.
He was only able to give up after being pulled back by the doctors, nurses and servants who howled loudly.
Later, he video-called, made phone calls, and had various other contacts with Yu Chengbai, but he never thought about the fate he had with this man many years ago, nor did he think that they would be together in the jungle for life and death.
He thought that Yu Chengbai was a blind man. Not only did he fail to recognize him when he was in the capital, but now that he had sneaked into his house and had sex with his wife, he still didn't realize that something was wrong.
This man is really blind to a certain extent.
Until the housekeeper of the manor told him that his name was Evie and his daughter's name was Beibei.
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Ning Yan finally remembered that a few years ago, he and Yu Chengbai seemed to have had a short memory of life and death together, and they also picked up a child.
The name he used at that time seemed to be Yiwei, and the child he picked up was also called Beibei.
What a coincidence, how could it be such a coincidence?
A few days later, Ning Yan discovered the basement in his bedroom again, which was filled with his commonly used weapons, various disguise equipment, and voice-changing drugs.
From the ease with which the various items in the basement are placed, it can be seen that he definitely participated in the construction of this basement himself.
Emotions that come to an abrupt end are always difficult to reconnect, and the same goes for feelings that collapse halfway. Ning Yan, who has been away for many years, can no longer recall the heart-pounding feeling she had for Yu Chengbai during that time.
So, he is much calmer than he was back then.
Standing at the end of the incident and looking back, Ning Yan could actually easily discover Yu Chengbai's lies.
He is lying, he is saying one thing and thinking another, he is clearly moved.
But he just wanted to pretend for Ning Yan to see. Not only did he pretend, but he also wanted to stab Ning Yan's heart with every word he said, creating the illusion that he had misunderstood Ning Yan.
Ning Yan misunderstood as he wished, and then left for five years.
Now five years have passed, Yu Chengbai has married a wife named Yiwei, and his wife also brought a child named Beibei.
To say this is a coincidence is too much of a coincidence.
Especially Yiwei's face, which was too ordinary, so ordinary that it directly killed the possibility of Yu Chengbai being fascinated by her beauty.
Despite everyone's confusion, he married a woman with a child, and almost 80% of the reason for this was that he was attracted to her.
But more than a month ago, Ning Yan didn't actually think so much.
When Ning Yan found out that his name was Yivi, his daughter's name was Beibei, and there was a basement in his bedroom that he suspected he had built himself, his first thought was that he was plotting against Yu Chengbai.
Although he had lost his memory, he didn't even know what he was planning.
But the saying that a beauty trap never requires a beauty is greatly reflected in Yu Chengbai, and based on Ning Yan's understanding of him, he is ruthless enough after his feelings cool down.
Therefore, he could definitely use the names "Yiwei" and "Beibei" to plot against Yu Chengbai, gain his sympathy and pity, and use him for his own purposes.
After being forced to become Yu Chengbai's wife, Ning Yan, who had long since withdrawn from love, could always clearly see this man's love and indulgence, preference and accommodation.
But he didn't cherish her, nor did he care, and he just threw her out of bed on the first night.
It had nothing to do with revenge after being rejected that year. Ning Yan really didn't care about this man.
He just wanted to take advantage of his power and use his identity to protect himself, and he took advantage of it as a matter of course and very conveniently.
Then, less than two months, just over a month.
Things started to develop in an uncontrollable direction.
He became more and more curious about why Yu Chengbai loved Yiwei and why he didn't love Ning Yan, and wanted to know more and more, even to the point where he inevitably wanted to go crazy and get angry.
When Moros asked him if he had been secretly in love with Yu Chengbai for many years, Ning Yan fell silent, and then the sky fell.
The first time I planted it on Yu Chengbai, it took less than two weeks;
The second time, it took less than two months for Yu Chengbai to be killed.
He couldn't explain what charm this man had. He was obviously as boring as boiled water, so why did he attract him again and again?
There was no other way, in the end Ning Yan could only attribute it to unwillingness -
It must be because I didn’t sleep well that year, so I’m not willing to accept it!
So I'm crazy about his body!
The consequence of self-deception is like scratching an itch through a shoe. The more you scratch, the more it itches, and you end up scratching yourself until your hands bleed.
"Why not just kill him?" Ning Yan had this thought many times when he was in a state of collapse.
Ning Yan had previously told Moros that if Yu Chengbai wanted to kill him, he would kill him without hesitation. However, when Yu Chengbai did not threaten his life and instead obeyed him in everything, Ning Yan still wanted to kill him.
I woke up several times at night and wanted to touch the knives and guns under the bed.
There was no other reason, he was really worried that once he took off his pants, Yu Chengbai would tell him like he did back then that he had misunderstood and that he didn't mean that.
If I wait until that time to kill him, it would seem that I was angry and embarrassed.
Rather than getting angry and embarrassed, Ning Yan would rather be a loyal psychopath.
"Are you distracted again?"
Shi Ming's voice came from the other end of the phone. He called out several times but heard no response. He couldn't help but frowned: "What's wrong with you?"
The rain outside the window was getting heavier. Ning Yan pinched his brows and sighed, then said calmly: "Nothing, I just want to kill someone."
"..." Shi Ming was silent for a while, then asked him, "Are your hands itchy?"
It didn't sound sarcastic and the question was asked seriously, so Ning Yan answered seriously: "Yes, my hands are itching to kill something to calm me down."
Shi Ming immediately said: "Okay, wait for me at home, I'll come pick you up now."
Ning Yan suspected that he had misheard: "Pick me up? You're not going to work?"
"No."
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Gu Jiujing: ...stealing the house?
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