Chapter 537 Yanyan, it was me last night!
Yan Zeyun slept for a long time, but his sleep was not sound.
He has been haunted by nightmares.
Those disorganized dreams had no content, but they were like countless tentacles tearing at him, making it impossible for him to struggle.
After an unknown amount of time, he woke up from his dream.
Yan Zeyun was gasping for breath, and it felt like there was a razor blade hidden in his throat, causing intense pain with every breath.
He sat up, clutching his throat.
I found myself surrounded by familiar furnishings.
This is Si Lin's house.
Thinking of what happened last night, Yan Zeyun curled up in embarrassment.
He was taken home by Si Lin.
What would Si Lin think when he saw the scars all over his body?
Did you already know that he had intimate relationships with other men?
Yan Zeyun quickly got up from the bed, tidied his clothes and ran out the door.
He didn't know how to face Si Lin.
At this moment I just want to escape.
Hearing the noise, Si Lin came out of the kitchen and saw Yan Zeyun running out the door. He quickly chased after him: "Yan Yan!"
Si Lin was tall, long-legged and fast. He ran over in a few steps and blocked the exit.
"Where are you going?"
Yan Zeyun glanced away, not daring to look him in the eye. "Get out of the way. I want to go back."
"Where to go back to?"
Si Lin said in a deep voice: "If you are going back to the Yan family, then there is no need. You don't have to go back again in the future."
The Yan family villa had been razed to the ground by him, and Yan Danming was also put in detention.
Yan Zeyun quickly raised his head, his eyes filled with astonishment: "What do you mean by not having to go back?"
"Stay with me from now on."
Si Lin took a step forward, put his arms around his waist, and pulled him into his arms. "I can give you happiness and a home. Yanyan, marry me."
Yan Zeyun seemed to be stabbed, and suddenly raised her hand to push him away: "I won't marry you."
"What are you talking about?"
Si Lin stared into his eyes and said, "Tell me why you don't want to marry me?"
"I……"
After the dirty experience last night, Yan Zeyun felt that he was not worthy of Si Lin at all.
If Yan Dan knew that he was still entangled with Si Lin,
This matter will definitely be exposed.
He may not care about his own reputation, but he cannot let Si Lin be laughed at.
Yan Zeyun endured the tearing pain in his chest and gritted his teeth, "Si Lin, you brought me back, you should know what happened yesterday. Since you know everything, then don't be with me anymore."
"I know what happened to you after you came home. It won't stop us from being together."
Si Lin held Yan Zeyun's shoulders with both hands, stared into his eyes and said, "Yanyan, what your father did has nothing to do with you. Don't go back in the future. I will take good care of you."
Even though Yan Zeyun tried hard to ignore the concern in his tone, he was still affected by his gentle tone.
The pretended strength crumbles.
Yan Zeyun asked with red eyes: "You really don't care?"
Si Lin: "The past is in the past. What I care about is the future."
"Even if I've been touched by someone else, you don't care?"
Yan Zeyun knew this question was cruel.
But he couldn't be with Si Lin as if nothing had happened after having an intimate relationship with someone else.
This is very unfair to Si Lin.
"Yanyan, I told you when I first met you that I don't care about the past. I don't care how many boyfriends you've had or what happened."
Si Lin held him in his arms: "I just want to be with you."
"Si Lin!"
The emotions suppressed in his heart suddenly burst out, and Yan Zeyun hugged Si Lin's neck tightly and cried inconsolably.
So many things happened in the past two days, and every one of them could overwhelm him.
He didn't know what he would become if Si Lin was not around.
Yan Zeyun hugged the man in front of him tightly, like a drowning man grabbing at the only life-saving straw.
"Yanyan, be good and stop crying."
Si Lin patted his trembling back gently, his voice full of heartache: "You still have a fever, go back to bed obediently."
Yan Zeyun shook his head: "No, I just want to hug you."
His dependence made Si Lin's heart soften. He leaned over, picked him up, and carried him into the bedroom.
Yan Zeyun was sent back to bed, but he held Si Lin tightly and refused to let go: "Don't leave, just stay here with me."
"I'll go cook first..."
"no!"
Yan Zeyun interrupted him and looked up at him: "Stay with me, okay?"
There were still undried tears on his eyelashes, and his red eyes showed pleading, which made Si Lin unable to refuse.
He sat next to Yan Zeyun and held him in his arms.
"I'm here with you, always."
Yan Zeyun leaned in his arms with peace of mind.
He was very confused when he suddenly changed his place after waking up: "Si Lin, where did you find me?"
Si Lin: "Yan family villa.
Yan Zeyun's body tensed up instantly: "What did my father say to you?"
Si Lin: “I didn’t say anything.”
Surprise flashed across Yan Zeyun's eyes.
How could his father let him go so easily?
"You wanted to take me away, and my father didn't stop you?"
Si Lin lowered his eyes and looked at him: "No one can stop me from taking you away."
Yan Zeyun was stunned by the aura in his eyes.
He vaguely felt that the man in front of him was not who he thought he was.
He seemed unable to see through Si Lin.
"Yanyan, have a good rest. I will take care of your family's affairs."
Si Lin touched Yan Zeyun's hair: "Does your body still hurt?"
"No...it doesn't hurt much anymore."
Yan Zeyun pulled up the quilt to cover the marks on his body as much as possible.
This was left on him by other men, and he didn't want Si Lin to see it.
"let me see."
Si Lin tried to pull back the quilt, but Yan Zeyun pressed the back of his hand hard: "Don't look!"
How could he let Si Lin see such a disgusting scene?
Finding that the man didn't let go and was still trying to pull the quilt away, Yan Zeyun became anxious: "Don't force me, you're making me feel embarrassed."
Si Lin's heart skipped a beat.
Yanyan is angry!
She must be blaming him for being too rough last night.
"Yanyan, it's my fault."
Si Lin apologized humbly: "I'm sorry! I will be careful in the future and won't hurt you again."
Yan Zeyun felt that this sentence was strange, as if something was wrong.
While thinking,
Si Lin came to lift the quilt again.
"I've been told not to watch it."
Yan Zeyun wrapped the quilt tightly around himself and used one hand to push him away: "Go cook, I don't want you to accompany me anymore."
"Yanyan, it's time to apply the medicine."
Si Lin originally wanted to apply medicine to him while he was asleep.
But in the end I gave up the idea.
The effect should be better if the baby wakes up and applies the medicine.
As for what the effect is, only he knows.
When Yan Zeyun heard the word "apply medicine", his cheeks turned red.
He wanted to dig a hole and bury himself.
Embarrassed and awkward, he looked away: "I don't need any medicine."
Even if Si Lin didn't care about what happened yesterday, Yan Zeyun did.
He couldn't face it calmly.
He didn't want Si Lin to see him in such a miserable state.
"Si Lin, please go out first! I want to be alone for a while."
"Yanyan, are you still angry?"
Si Lin leaned down and looked at him: "I will be gentle and won't hurt you again."
"I don't want any medicine."
Yan Zeyun's eyes turned red again: "Don't force me to remember what happened yesterday."
Si Lin's expression froze: "Last night..."
"Stop talking!"
Yan Zeyun raised his voice and interrupted him: "What happened last night was too disgusting, please stop talking about it!"
Si Lin's expression instantly turned extremely ugly.
For Yan Zeyun, is it so disgusting to have an intimate relationship with him?
"Yanyan, I shouldn't force you, but last night..."
"Si Lin, I beg you, stop talking."
Yan Zeyun buried his face in his chest, tears welling up in his eyes.
Si Lin felt very uncomfortable.
He had always been looking forward to close contact with Yan Zeyun, and he thought Yan Zeyun would have the same idea.
But in fact, he was overthinking it.
Looking at Yan Zeyun's helpless look, Si Lin finally couldn't bear to say anything harsh.
If Yan Zeyun doesn't let him touch it, he won't touch it.
As long as I can protect this person, I can let him do anything.
"Yanyan, you take a rest first. I'll go cook."
Si Lin left the bedroom and returned to the kitchen.
The doctor told Yan Zeyun that he could not eat spicy food, so the meals he cooked were very light.
Yan Zeyun stayed in the bedroom, with the chaotic scene of last night flashing back and forth in front of his eyes.
That man... again and again...
Just thinking about it made him feel dirty.
Even if Si Lin didn't care, he couldn't get past this hurdle.
He couldn't pretend that nothing had happened and stay with Si Lin in a despicable manner.
Yan Zeyun lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
He came to the kitchen and looked at the busy man. After struggling for a while, he gritted his teeth and said, "Si Lin, let's break up! I don't want to be with you."
Si Lin's fingers suddenly tightened, and she turned back to look at him: "Because of what happened last night?"
Yan Zeyun was embarrassed, but had to face it: "I can't pretend that what happened last night didn't happen. I feel sick whenever I think about it. I can't feel at ease being with you when I know I can't accept it."
Si Lin clenched his fingers even tighter and his expression became even uglier.
He couldn't figure it out.
Others can do it, why can't Yan Zeyun and him?
Yan Zeyun clearly saw the sadness in his eyes, and his heart felt as if it was being cut by a knife.
"Si Lin, you can meet someone better. Don't waste your time on me."
"What do you mean you can meet someone better?"
Si Lin raised his voice and almost growled, "In my heart, you are the best."
"But I don't deserve it."
Yan Zeyun ripped open his clothes, pointed at the marks on his body and said, "These are marks left by another man. Don't you feel disgusted? I really can't forget what that man did last night."
Si Lin finally realized the abnormality.
He held Yan Zeyun's hand and pulled him in front of him: "Yan Yan, how much do you remember about last night?"
"I……"
Yan Zeyun looked at him in a daze and found that Si Lin's expression was not right.
He hasn't figured out how to get back.
Si Lin had already said, "Do you remember who touched you?"
Yan Zeyun didn't have much impression of what happened last night, but he knew that the man should be the Minister Liu his father mentioned.
But when he heard Si Lin ask this, he suddenly became confused: "I... I..."
His hesitant tone made Si Lin realize that he didn't remember what happened last night at all.
"Yanyan, it was me last night."
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