Chapter 834 Uncle Jiang has a mental illness
Chu Yanpeng was very angry. He was angry all day, but Jiang Yinhuai didn't even know why he was angry.
Too much!
"Pengpeng, don't hide anything from me. Just tell me what you want me to do."
Jiang Yinhuai couldn't guess what Chu Yanpeng was thinking, so he could only ask directly.
Chu Yanpeng raised his head and met the man's gentle gaze.
Will Jiang Yinhuai satisfy him as long as he makes a request?
The indulgence in Jiang Yinhuai's eyes fueled Chu Yanpeng's greed and courage.
He said bluntly, "I'm angry that you won't touch me. If you can't give me pure feelings, and now you can't even give me a person, then what do I need you for?"
Jiang Yinhuai breathed a sigh of relief.
So that's the reason.
Fortunately, I don’t hate him or want to be with him.
"Pengpeng, I have desires for you, and I always have. But your current physical condition is not suitable for intimate things. I can't hurt you recklessly."
Chu Yanpeng: "The doctors all said it's okay as long as it's appropriate."
Jiang Yinhuai's eyes showed hesitation: "Is it really okay?"
"Can't we have intimate contact after we get pregnant? I can see you don't want to touch me at all."
Chu Yanpeng glanced away angrily, but Jiang Yinhuai quickly turned his head back.
The man's handsome face appeared in front of her eyes, and soon, a soft touch fell on her lips.
The familiar scent and touch rolled over his lips and teeth, making Chu Yanpeng's heart feel hot.
He didn't know if it was a psychological dependence or a physical habit, but he loved Jiang Yinhuai's touch so much, wanting his kiss, touch... and even deeper...
Chu Yanpeng tried hard to dispel the emotions that were gradually getting out of control in his mind.
He thought it was because she was not satisfied after pregnancy.
Jiang Yinhuai kissed his lips and did not take any further action, but held him in his arms.
Chu Yanpeng rested his head on his chest, feeling his body temperature and heartbeat, and his chaotic thoughts gradually calmed down.
No one can replace Jiang Yinhuai and give him this feeling.
He knew clearly that he couldn't live without this person, and he couldn't let go of Jiang Yinhuai.
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Chu Yanpeng is going to stay in Kyoto to attend his godson's full moon banquet, and he is still living in Jiang Yinhuai's villa.
My belly is too big, so I stay at home most of the time.
Jiang Yinhuai rarely goes to the company and often stays with him.
When the day for the pregnancy check-up came, Chu Yanpeng went to the hospital.
After learning that she was pregnant, he went to Qucheng and had been doing pregnancy checkups at the hospital there.
The doctor in Kyoto asked about the situation and registered.
Chu Yanpeng said: "I'm 26 weeks pregnant. I found out I was pregnant at 13 weeks, and started doing prenatal checkups in Qucheng at 14 weeks. I did the checkups on time, and all the data were in line with the standards. The doctor said both babies are developing well."
Jiang Yinhuai stood beside him and heard what he said clearly.
Two babies...
Jiang Yinhuai's expression gradually changed: "Pengpeng, are you pregnant with twins?"
"Don't you know about this?"
Chu Yanpeng looked up at him and noticed the shock and confusion in his expression. He realized that he had not told Jiang Yinhuai about the two babies.
"Then I must have forgotten to tell you."
Jiang Yinhuai's expression turned visibly ugly, but the emotion on his face was quickly subsided.
Chu Yanpeng still noticed the change in that instant.
Why does Jiang Yinhuai seem so nervous?
After completing the registration, the doctor asked Chu Yanpeng to go to the prenatal examination room for examination, and Jiang Yinhuai could only wait outside.
After the door of the prenatal examination room was closed, Jiang Yinhuai's forced calmness completely collapsed.
His whole body was trembling, and the intense fear that lingered was tormenting his nerves.
The twenty-minute examination felt like an eternity to Jiang Yinhuai.
Seeing Chu Yanpeng coming out, he quickly stepped forward and asked, "How do you feel? Are you feeling unwell?"
"fine!"
Chu Yanpeng noticed that Jiang Yinhuai's forehead was covered in sweat.
The central air-conditioning temperature in the hospital was just right, and even a pregnant man with a high body temperature didn't feel hot. What happened to Jiang Yinhuai?
Something was not right since I found out he was pregnant with twins.
"Uncle Jiang, are you too nervous?"
Jiang Yinhuai's expression was very stiff: "No...it's okay."
He said he was fine, but he didn't look fine at all.
Chu Yanpeng was puzzled, "What's wrong with you?"
"It felt like you were in the prenatal exam room for a long time, and I was a little worried."
"All the examinations were normal, and the doctor said both babies are developing well."
Chu Yanpeng took Jiang Yinhuai's hand and said, "Don't worry too much. Medicine is so advanced nowadays. The chances of accidents during pregnancy and childbirth are very small."
Jiang Yinhuai suddenly clenched Chu Yanpeng's hand, and his fingers trembled slightly.
Chu Yanpeng sensed his nervousness and leaned over to hug him: "Adjust your attitude. You have to know that nervous emotions are contagious. This makes me, a pregnant husband, very uneasy."
Jiang Yinhuai tried very hard to control his emotions and tried not to show them in front of Chu Yanpeng.
But the panic in his heart did not ease because of the suppression, but became more intense.
After Chu Yanpeng fell asleep at night, Jiang Yinhuai couldn't fall asleep at all. He sat by the bed and looked at Chu Yanpeng quietly until dawn.
For many consecutive days, Jiang Yinhuai suffered from insomnia at night and stayed awake until dawn.
Without proper rest, the nerves are in an extremely tense state and the whole person becomes decadent and trance-like.
Chu Yanpeng obviously noticed his abnormality, "Uncle Jiang, what's wrong with you recently?"
Jiang Yinhuai: "The project has affected my mood. I'm sorry to have made you worried."
Chu Yanpeng frowned.
Is it really just a project matter?
He always felt that Jiang Yinhuai was hiding something from him.
Chu Yanpeng wanted to ask clearly, but Jiang Yinhuai went to the study on the pretext of being busy with work.
This busy time lasted till late at night.
Chu Yanpeng became more sleepy after she became pregnant. He couldn't wait for Jiang Yinhuai to come back to accompany him and fell asleep before ten o'clock.
Not long after Chu Yanpeng fell asleep, Jiang Yinhuai returned to the bedroom and sat by the bed to watch over him.
In the middle of the night, Chu Yanpeng climbed out of bed in a daze. Before he opened his eyes, he fell into a hot embrace.
"Are you going to the bathroom?"
"Hmm!" Chu Yanpeng was very sleepy. He buried his head in Jiang Yinhuai's chest and let him carry him to the bathroom.
After going to the bathroom, Chu Yanpeng was carried back to the bedroom. He lay on the pillow and suddenly realized a problem while half asleep and half awake.
Didn’t Jiang Yinhuai sleep?
"Uncle Jiang, why don't you sleep?"
Chu Yanpeng's voice was very soft, revealing a strong sense of sleepiness.
After asking this question, he fell asleep again without waiting for Jiang Yinhuai's response.
Jiang Yinhuai lowered his head and looked quietly at the face sleeping soundly in his arms.
I stayed up like this until dawn, and it was another sleepless night.
It was three days later that Chu Yanpeng discovered something was wrong with Jiang Yinhuai.
I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Jiang Yinhuai sitting in the bedroom, his figure immersed in darkness, and he looked so depressed.
Chu Yanpeng didn't say anything and lay on the bed waiting. When he couldn't bear it anymore and fell asleep, Jiang Yinhuai still hadn't come to sleep.
The next morning, the sunlight slanted down into the bedroom. Chu Yanpeng looked at the place where Jiang Yinhuai had sat last night and felt cold all over.
Jiang Yinhuai has become abnormal since she learned that he was pregnant.
I don't want to touch him, and now I don't even want to share the bed with him.
The pregnancy affected Jiang Yinhuai's feelings for him, and she was probably only with him out of responsibility.
Chu Yanpeng felt disappointed. He was willing to care about Jiang Yinhuai because of Jiang Yinhuai's love for him.
If you don't fight for his wholehearted love, don't you want to give him even a little bit of love?
Chu Yanpeng was almost driven crazy by the torture.
He really couldn't hold it in any longer, so he walked out of the bedroom and prepared to find Jiang Yinhuai to ask him clearly.
But Jiang Yinhuai was not in the villa, leaving the servants to prepare breakfast.
Chu Yanpeng learned from the servant that Jiang Yinhuai had gone out for something and would probably not be back until evening.
For three consecutive days, Jiang Yinhuai went out early and came back late.
The empty villa seemed to be forgotten in the darkness, exuding a lonely and desolate feeling.
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Jiang Yinhuai woke up from his dream with beads of sweat on his forehead.
There was still panic in his eyes, and he seemed not to have woken up from the dream just now.
The psychologist sitting next to him comforted him softly, gradually calming him down.
The psychiatrist handed over a glass of warm water: "Drink some water first."
Jiang Yinhuai held the water cup, but his fingers were trembling slightly.
The psychologist softened her tone and said, "Mr. Jiang, you're under too much mental pressure. I know it stems from that painful experience in the past. You should try to let it go. Don't bear it alone. Tell your loved one about your feelings."
Jiang Yinhuai's expression was tense: "I can't let him worry."
"When your lover spends time with you day and night, it's likely that you'll develop an emotional resonance. He'll experience similar emotions because of your emotions, which in turn will have an impact on his own emotions."
The psychologist said: "Try to face your own heart, overcome your fear, communicate with him effectively, and let him know what you are thinking. You want to bear it alone and not let him worry, but this is just your idea. You haven't asked him, so how do you know if this is what he wants?"
After walking out of the psychological clinic, Jiang Yinhuai stood on the busy street with mixed feelings.
Should I tell Chu Yanpeng what’s hidden in my heart?
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When Chu's mother came to see Chu Yanpeng, she obviously found that her son was in a bad mood.
"Son, what's wrong with you?"
Chu's mother touched Chu Yanpeng's face and said, "Why are you so thin? You look so lost."
"Mom, Jiang Yinhuai and I may not be able to be together anymore."
Chu Yanpeng's eyes were red, his eye sockets hurt, and his heart hurt even more.
"Are you and Yin Huai still quarreling? Haven't you reconciled?"
"I don't care about the past. I want to live a good life with him. But he has been avoiding me recently, leaving early and coming back late every day."
It has been almost half a month since he came back from Qucheng, and Jiang Yinhuai has never touched him once, and is even unwilling to sleep in the same bed with him.
These private matters were difficult to talk about, and Chu Yanpeng was too embarrassed to mention them in front of his mother.
Mother Chu hesitated to speak: "You mentioned this matter... Actually, Yin Huai also has his own difficulties."
Chu Yanpeng quickly raised his head and looked at his mother, "Mom, do you know something?"
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