Chapter 238 Causes of Miscarriage + Don’t worry, I won’t do anything... No way!
No one knew about Shen Tunan’s miscarriage except himself.
He kept this secret for two years.
I never expected Jing Yuan to suddenly know about it.
His expression instantly turned extremely ugly, and he exclaimed, "You knew I had a miscarriage?"
"The doctor said that miscarriage is very harmful to your body and you need to take good care of yourself."
Jing Yuan stared at him deeply, with inquiry and questioning in his eyes.
But after meeting Shen Tunan's gloomy brows, those emotions quickly retracted into his pupils.
He could clearly feel that Shen Tunan didn't want to mention the miscarriage.
The clinic fell into a dead silence.
The oppressive atmosphere was not broken until the number-calling machine rang.
A lady pushed the door open and walked in. Seeing that there was someone else in the clinic, she looked down at the number one card in her hand and asked in surprise, "Doctor Shen, isn't I number one?"
"You are number one. This person is not here to see a doctor."
Shen Tunan used his eyes to signal Jing Yuan to leave.
Jing Yuan knew that now was not the time to talk, "Nan Nan, I'll wait for you to get off work."
After leaving these words, he walked out of the clinic in a depressed mood.
Shen Tunan pursed his lips, the melancholy on his face had not yet dissipated.
The lady sat on the chair, looking gossipy: “Doctor Shen, was that handsome guy just now your boyfriend?”
Shen Tunan came back to his senses, “No, just an ordinary friend.”
"He's quite handsome!"
The lady was very interested: "Is he single? I have a daughter and a nephew. Does he like men or women?"
Shen Tunan's heart shrank, and the fingers holding the pen trembled violently.
"He! He has a wife and three children."
The lady believed it and said: "So he has a wife and children, then forget it."
A triumphant light flashed across Shen Tunan's eyes. He took the pulse pillow, replaced it with a new tissue, placed it on the pulse pillow, and motioned the lady to put her wrist on it...
After the morning work was over, Gu Zhuoxun came to Shen Tunan for lunch.
"Tutu, let's go! There's a new noodle shop nearby, let's go try it."
Shen Tunan was bored: "I don't want to move, go eat!"
Gu Zhuoxun: "Man is iron and rice is steel. If you don't eat for a meal, you will be hungry."
Shen Tunan curled his lips: “No appetite.”
Gu Zhuoxun: "A person who works hard to eat is a good eater. Anyone who works hard to eat is a good eater."
Shen Tunan: “I don’t want to eat.”
Gu Zhuoxun: "Then I'll go."
Shen Tunan: “bring it back to me, I want a bowl of noodles.”
Gu Zhuoxun: “…”
Shen Tunan blinked,
There is a very gentle feeling when his peach blossom eyes look at people.
Gu Zhuoxun was speechless at the time: "Okay, stop looking at me like that. There is no future for two zeros."
Shen Tunan: “then bring me the food quickly, and I won’t seduce you. Otherwise, I will discharge you every day.”
"Come on, can't I buy you food? I must have owed you in my past life."
Gu Zhuoxun left the clinic mumbling and worked tirelessly as a delivery rider.
Ten minutes later, Gu Zhuoxun came back with many lunch boxes in his hands.
Shen Tunan was shocked and said, "What's going on with you? Why are you buying so much? Are you really interested in me? Let me tell you, I'm a nobleman that you can't even reach."
Gu Zhuoxun rolled his eyes: "As a divorced man, where do you get the confidence from?"
Shen Tunan raised his chin proudly: “I have experience.”
"Tsk! Then tell me quickly, how did you train your ex-husband so well?"
Gu Zhuoxun raised the lunch box in his hand: "These were all sent by your ex-husband."
Shen Tunan’s expression immediately turned cold, and his whole body was filled with rejection.
"Give him the lunch box back. I won't eat it."
Gu Zhuoxun handed him one of the insulated boxes and said, "This one is yours. The others are for the doctors and physicians in the clinic. You have nothing to do with them."
Shen Tunan gritted his teeth,
Jing Yuan is really a resourceful person.
If it's all given to him, he can refuse.
But these meals really have nothing to do with him.
Shen Tunan grabbed the thermal box.
There was no need to get angry with Jing Yuan and hurt his stomach. After all, he had just been released from the hospital and couldn't go back to the hospital.
A double-layer insulated box, with bird's nest at the bottom and small pastries on top.
It is very nutritious and is what Shen Tunan likes.
He could tell at a glance that it was Chen Ma who did it.
Shen Tunan's eyes were hot.
Aunt Chen is still good to him.
He finished all the food in the thermos and started his afternoon work after a lunch break.
At six o'clock in the evening, he came out of the clinic and saw Jing Yuan standing on the side of the road.
Shen Tunan walked over and handed him the lunch box: “I’ll give it back to you.”
Jing Yuan raised his hand to take it and asked, "What do you want to eat tomorrow?"
Shen Tunan frowned and looked at him: "What do you mean? Are you still planning to report to the clinic every day?"
Jing Yuan's eyes were burning: "If you don't mind, I will come and bring you food every day."
"I don't need it, and I don't want to see you."
Shen Tunan turned around and was about to leave, but Jing Yuan grabbed his arm: “Nannan, let’s talk.”
"I don't want to talk to you."
Shen Tunan's expression was resistant. He knew what Jing Yuan wanted to ask, but he didn't want to say it.
That memory is too painful, I never want to touch it again in my life.
"Nannan, tell me, that child..."
Before Jing Yuan finished speaking, Shen Tunan shouted out of control: “Don’t mention the child!”
Shen Tunan trembled all over, with a deep pain in his eyes.
Jing Yuan realized that something was wrong with him and immediately stopped talking.
He walked forward and held Shen Tunan in his arms.
Shen Tunan struggled hard, trying to get out of his arms.
But Jingyuan hugged him very tightly, trying to comfort him with this hug.
At first, Shen Tunan struggled hard, but began to compromise amid Jing Yuan’s stubborn actions.
This embrace was so warm that he unconsciously wanted to rely on it.
Feeling that Shen Tunan had become quiet, Jing Yuan raised his hand and stroked his back, one by one, with extreme tenderness.
"Nannan, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you."
Almost at the same time as his voice fell, Shen Tunan's trembling voice rang out: "He is only two months old...The doctor said that the embryo is not developing well and can only be aborted."
Jing Yuan's heart was broken.
Their baby died when he was only two months old.
And when Shen Tunan was most sad and upset, he was not able to be by her side.
"Nannan, everything is over."
Jing Yuan raised his hand and wanted to touch Shen Tunan’s hair, but he realized that his fingers were shaking badly.
It’s said to be in the past, but the sadness and sorrow still remain in my heart.
Shen Tunan was sad, and Jing Yuan felt very uncomfortable.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
After two years of suppressing the things in his heart, he finally said it out. Shen Tunan felt the shackles in his heart disappear. He broke free from Jing Yuan's arms, met his gaze and said, "The child is gone, and the only bond between us is gone. Jing Yuan, don't come to me in the future. Divorce is divorce, and there is no point in entanglement."
Jing Yuan looked at him in shock. He never expected that Shen Tunan would break up with him so decisively.
After knowing about the child, he lost the chance to reconcile.
Jing Yuan said anxiously: "Nan Nan, give me a chance."
"At that moment just now, my heart was really moved."
Shen Tunan curled the corners of his lips and exhaled a foul breath: "But Jingyuan, we tried it, and we separated when we knew it was not suitable. So, there is no need to try again."
"That's what you think is inappropriate. In my opinion, you and I are the most suitable."
Jing Yuan was unwilling to give up easily.
He was afraid that once he let go, Shen Tunan would really fall into the arms of someone else.
If you miss one step, you will miss everything in the future.
He can’t lose Shen Tunan again.
Shen Tunan pinched the hem of his clothes with his fingers, lowered his head and was unwilling to speak.
Seeing his evasive attitude, Jing Yuan really wanted to take him home and lock him up without caring about anything.
But he didn't dare.
He was afraid that Shen Tunan would be angry and would never pay attention to him.
Jing Yuan was really being tortured to death.
He pulled Shen Tunan's hand, his eyes flushed: "Nannan, do you really not like me anymore? You said that first love is the most unforgettable."
The words “first love” deeply hurt Shen Tunan’s heart.
Jingyuan is his first love.
But in Jing Yuan's heart, he is just a substitute.
Shen Tunan pulled his hand back forcefully: “Forget it! So what if it’s first love? It still can’t match the deep affection of many years.”
The latter part of the sentence was said in a low voice, and Jing Yuan did not hear it clearly: "Nannan, what did you say?"
"Jingyuan, a broken mirror cannot be mended. Even if you force it back together, there will still be cracks. Even if we remarry, there's no way we can go back to the way we were before."
Shen Tunan knew very well that the person Jing Yuan liked in his heart was Shen Nanci.
It's just that after failing to get what I wanted, I treated him as a substitute.
Feelings can be mistaken for real. Sometimes, when you spend a long time together, it can give people the illusion that you like someone.
In fact, Jing Yuan didn't like him at all. If it weren't for his face that was similar to Shen Nanci's and his identity, how could Jing Yuan have been pestering him so much?
Shen Tunan is no longer impulsive, he is calm now.
Calmly know that you can no longer be a substitute.
"Jingyuan, forget it! A forced marriage won't be happy."
Shen Tunan shrugged pretending to be relaxed: "If you let me go, I won't bother you. We should all have our own lives."
"What you mean by living your own lives is the endless entanglement with Xu Qichen?"
Jing Yuan yelled, "Or do you want to find another man?"
Shen Tunan lowered his eyes and smiled self-deprecatingly: “Who would want a man with a dead body in his stomach?”
Jingyuan's expression suddenly changed, his eyes were red.
He suddenly hugged Shen Tunan and choked out a sob: "Nannan, stop torturing each other. Is it so difficult to admit that you still like me?"
Shen Tunan repeatedly warned himself that Jing Yuan was like a drug that he couldn't touch.
Once you get addicted, you may not be able to quit.
But I will still be moved by this moment of tenderness.
He didn't know how Jing Yuan pulled him into the car. Only when he arrived at Jing Yuan's house did he come to his senses.
But it was too late for him to leave.
Jing Yuan was blocking the doorway, his tall body like a wall.
Shen Tunan looked at him angrily: “Do you still want to put me under house arrest?”
"If I dare to put you under house arrest, not to mention your family's disapproval, my mother will kill me."
Jing Yuan grabbed Shen Tunan’s wrist and pushed him into the bedroom: “This place is close to the clinic, so it’s convenient for commuting.”
Seeing the bedroom, Shen Tunan was shocked: “What are you going to do?”
Jing Yuan: "Don't worry, I won't do anything."
Shen Tunan blurted out: “That’s what you said when we were in love.”
Jing Yuan didn't feel the slightest bit of burden from being exposed, and said with a thick-skinned smile: "So, don't believe what men say."
"I want to go home."
Shen Tunan turned around and ran but was caught by Jing Yuan around the waist.
Jing Yuan took him directly into the bedroom without saying a word.
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