"What? What kind of evaluation is that of being soft? I'm so disappointed."
"I drank yesterday and I don't know what to feel. Can you let me kiss you again?"
Ling pinched Bai Mu's chin and turned his face around, and said with a smile: "Is it okay?"
Bai Mu: "No. Your brother said you were reserved in relationships, but I don't think you're reserved at all."
Bai Mu didn't see why Ling was so reserved...
"Was that your first kiss yesterday?"
Ling asked hopefully.
Shiraki shook his head, recalling the horrible things. "My first kiss was taken away from me when I was eight years old. The woman said she would adopt me, give me money for school, and then drugged me in my lunch."
Ling's face immediately felt cold. How could there be such a terrible person in this world? She looked at Baimu with sympathy.
Bai Mu shook his head. "It's nothing. After she kissed me and was about to take the next step, I released all my strength."
"Then what?"
"There were 27 women and 15 men in the room that day. They were all crazy. That was the first time I broke the gentleman's code."
Bai Mu spoke calmly about the past. Those horrifying scenes were just spoken out of his mouth as if they were ordinary.
A big part of the reason why Bai Mu views women as demons is because of his experience since he was eight years old.
Seduction, coercion, abduction, countless such experiences continued to happen before Baimu had his own power.
Until one day, when Baimu could punch through steel plates with one punch, these things disappeared from his sight.
Ling's throat rolled, "That's terrible, and then what?"
Bai Mu looked at Ling and smiled, "Then I turned myself in. The sheriff at the time was also a woman, her name was Ying Ansa Odo."
"She ruled that I acted in self-defense and acquitted me."
Bai Mu was not completely against all women, and was also influenced by the young sheriff. For a long time afterwards, Bai Mu was taken care of by the sheriff.
He found himself gradually falling in love with her and decided to marry her when he grew up. Unfortunately, when he was thirteen years old, Ying Ansaoduo got married and gave birth to two children the following year.
He revealed his thoughts to Ying, who just touched Bai Mu's head and told him: "There are many good people in this world. I just did you a favor, and you just want to repay the favor. This is not love."
"When you grow up, you will definitely meet true love."
When he was fifteen, the Onsaodo family disappeared from this world forever due to the void disaster, and Baimu had no ability to save his benefactor.
He has been regretting it.
It was also that year that Bai Mu's father's writings gave him a way out.
Excerpt from the book:
[Chapter 102: Death and Hatred]
[In this world, people die abnormally every moment. When you hear the funeral bell tolling at the harbor, don't be sad or cry.
We should be filled with hatred! We should be angry!
In every exhausted morning, I grit my teeth to soothe this anger and never surrender to any desperate situation.
We are angry because we are alive. We are angry because those we love are gone.
Sadness and crying won't solve anything.
Only by stuffing the anger of the deceased into the stomach and turning it into the driving force of hatred can the deceased truly rest in peace.
We are angry so that more people can live. We are angry so that more people’s loved ones will not die.
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