Chapter 193: Game Simulation of Omega Life

Xue Guanlan really didn't understand.

To be precise, she not only did not understand Lin Qin's determination back then, but she also did not understand what Shen Qingzhu said, that most of the Alphas in the empire did not understand the pain of Omegas.

Because in the education she received since childhood, Omegas have always been weak and need to be protected.

For an Alpha, as long as he can provide his Omegas with a good life without worries about food and clothing, protect them from all hardships, let their children grow up in a wealthy environment, and be loyal to his relationship and not mess around with other people, he will be a model Alpha praised by countless Omegas in the Leman Empire.

Xue Guanlan did all of these back then.

So she really didn't understand why Lin Qin, who lived in such a good environment, would feel miserable?

It is no exaggeration to say that although Xue Guanlan has been single all these years, because she has always been clean and has a clean private life, there have always been many Omegas and Betas who actively pursue her.

So, although he has always been brooding over the fact that Lin Qin broke up with him and still deeply loves Lin Qin, Xue Guanlan actually doesn't think that there is really any big problem with himself.

But Shen Qingzhu's words, which were similar to Lin Qin's, made Xue Guanlan fall into self-doubt again.

After pondering for a while, Xue Guanlan, who couldn't figure it out no matter what, finally humbly asked Shen Qingzhu for advice, "Doctor Shen, can you tell me more specifically?"

Shen Qingzhu has been observing Xue Guanlan silently.

Because although what he said before was all true, it would definitely break the defenses of many arrogant Alphas in the empire.

Fortunately, although Principal Xue was very puzzled, there was no resentment or dissatisfaction in his eyes. He was very sincere when asking Shen Qingzhu for advice, even a little cautiously.

Shen Qingzhu could see that she really cared about Ms. Lin Qin.

Judging from the recent progress between her and Ms. Lin Qin, Lin Qin is not indifferent to her.

Shen Qingzhu then said thoughtfully, "I roughly know something about Vice Principal Lin Qin's childhood."

"Becoming a soldier has been her dream since she was young."

I didn't expect Shen Qingzhu to say this suddenly. After a brief surprise, Principal Xue raised the corners of his lips and seemed to be lost in memory. "Indeed, she and I were classmates in middle school. Since I met her, she has always been very interested in the military."

It is impossible for Shen Qingzhu to know about Lin Qin's childhood out of thin air. It can only be that Lin Qin told him about it herself. Because of this, Xue Guanlan can feel relaxed when talking about their past.

"Don't be afraid of you laughing at me. In fact, during my six years in middle school, I never beat Lin Qin in the school's physical fitness tests. She is very capable in all aspects. She even won the shooting championship in the Planet Middle School Competition for four consecutive years."

"At that time, many well-known military academies, including the First Military Academy, listed her as a key enrollment target and were just waiting for her to complete the secondary differentiation."

"As long as she differentiates into Alpha or Beta, the top military academy in the empire will definitely recruit her."

As if thinking of the grand occasion of that year, Xue Guanlan's eyes were full of pride and nostalgia, but after recalling what happened later, he fell silent.

After a moment, he sighed and said, "But later, Lin Qin differentiated into an Omega, and an S-level Omega."

"She was very unstable during her second differentiation, but she still insisted on applying to the military academy."

At this point, Xue Guanlan paused and evaded the main point, "... Later, she was admitted to the Imperial University, and for more than ten years, she had no contact with the military."

After the words fell, no one in the box spoke for a long time.

Through these few words, Shen Qingzhu could almost see a young Lin Qin who was full of ambition and vigor.

But in Shen Qingzhu's impression of both lives, Ms. Lin Qin has always been cold, aloof, depressed and gloomy.

Her health was not good either. After the glands were removed, an Omega's body would always have problems of one kind or another.

So she was not only Shen Qingzhu's physical training teacher, but also his patient.

In her, Shen Qingzhu could always sense a deep anger similar to his own.

Shen Qingzhu knew what that was.

He sighed and said to Xue Guanlan, "Principal Xue, you actually know how unwilling and angry Ms. Lin was back then."

Otherwise, Xue Guanlan wouldn't have sighed just now, and his tone was full of genuine regret.

"Just because she became an Omega, her dreams, beliefs, pride, and all the hard work she had put in were all negated."

"In fact, if you put yourself in her shoes, imagine if you had differentiated into an Omega and experienced everything that Ms. Lin went through, you would probably be able to understand one ten-thousandth of the pain and despair that Ms. Lin endured."

When the description of "one in ten thousand" came out, Xue Guanlan was shocked all over. He froze, and a terrible chill rose from the bottom of his heart.

She said subconsciously, "But since ancient times, all Omegas have had similar experiences."

This is indeed the true thought of the vast majority of Alphas.

As vested interests, as long as the suffering of Omegas is labeled as "since ancient times" or "always like this", the suffering and despair seem to become natural, and even crying out in pain will be accused of being "pretentious".

This is determined by the education that the imperial people received since childhood and the deep-rooted social atmosphere, so Shen Qingzhu does not blame Principal Xue.

But even so, he still felt as if something had stabbed him hard in the heart, like something stuck in his throat that he couldn't feel relieved until he got it out.

He silently suppressed his smile and said firmly, "It is precisely because all Omegas experience this that everyone regards their suffering as normal, and takes the fate of all Omegas that has been forcibly distorted and framed as a matter of course."

“But that’s not right.”

“No one is born to be someone.”

"No one deserves to be denied everything and kept in captivity by others just because they differentiate into Omega."

"How much have those who differentiated into Omegas been forced to lose? Are you really unaware of it?"

Although Shen Qingzhu is always gentle, when he doesn't smile, his clear and transparent emerald eyes seem to be able to see through all weak disguises, revealing the most secret darkness in people's hearts.

To the extent that even Xue Guanlan, who was much older than him and had experienced countless ups and downs and met countless people, couldn't help but avoid those eyes.

The conversation ended with Xue Guanlan's long silence.

Not only her, Shen Qingzhu was not in a good mood when she returned home.

Ji Mingxue, who had just returned home from the "Qiming" headquarters, keenly noticed that Shen Qingzhu was a little unhappy. She immediately pushed him down on the sofa, hugged and rubbed him for a long time before finally making Shen Qingzhu smile again.

It was only then that Ji Mingxue asked him, "Are you mad at Principal Xue?"

He knew that Shen Qingzhu was asked out for dinner by Principal Xue again today.

Shen Qingzhu couldn't help but laugh, "How did you know?"

Ji Mingxue leaned on his chest and said with a smirk, "Although Principal Xue has a good personality, she is an Alpha after all. She probably has some Alpha bad habits. It's normal for her to make you angry."

These words really touched Shen Qingzhu's heart.

He tightened his arms around Ji Mingxue's waist and took several deep breaths of the scent of the Star Rose on Ji Mingxue's neck, knowing that Ji Mingxue was using her pheromones to soothe him.

Shen Qingzhu was indeed comforted by him. She lifted Ji Mingxue's chin and rubbed it against his beautiful lips slowly, pecked him lightly, their lips and teeth touching, their breaths blending together.

Until their lips turned red and were covered by the water, they had to separate to catch their breath. Shen Qingzhu sighed and said, "Alpha will never truly understand Omega."

Ji Mingxue chuckled, "You make it sound like you're not an Alpha."

Shen Qingzhu's eyes flickered slightly. He was not an Alpha in the past.

In fact, to be honest, if Shen Qingzhu had not had the experience of differentiating into an Omega, but had been differentiating into an Alpha from the very beginning like himself in this world, he really didn't know whether he could empathize with Omega like he does now.

After all, the butt determines the head.

But it is precisely because of this that Shen Qingzhu has complicated feelings towards many Alphas, including Principal Xue.

Because he knew that those Alphas were not born that way.

Ji Mingxue also knew a lot about Principal Xue and Vice Principal Lin. Shen Qingzhu shared the content of their conversation today with Ji Mingxue and couldn't help but complain about it.

Ji Mingxue couldn't help laughing again after hearing this, and suddenly said, "By the way, didn't you say before that you wanted Alpha to experience the life of Omega as well?"

Shen Qingzhu: "Hmm?"

Ji Mingxue: "Most of the Omegas in Qiming also have this idea, so they simply developed a holographic game that can realistically simulate the life of an Omega."

“But it’s still in the internal testing phase, and they say they’re planning to develop Alpha and Beta versions.”

Ji Mingxue shook the non-existent demon tail behind her, her golden eyes full of cunning, and she secretly said, "If Principal Xue is really sincere, why not let her personally experience what Vice Principal Lin experienced back then? Maybe she will suddenly understand."

Shen Qingzhu hissed softly. He didn't expect that everyone at "Qiming" was so proactive and had come up with such an interesting project.

But he had to admit that Ji Mingxue's proposal did make him excited.

After all, the needle will only leave a deep impression and make people feel pain when it is inserted into one's own body.

I just don’t know if Principal Xue has the courage to accept this proposal, and whether he will let go of the Alpha’s inexplicable pride and truly understand the life that Omega has experienced.

…

Shen Qingzhu did not try to persuade Principal Xue. She simply told her about the game and that it might help her understand Vice Principal Lin Qin.

After seeing the message he sent, Xue Guanlan pondered for a long time.

It has to be said that Shen Qingzhu's words today did have a profound impact on her.

For the first time, Xue Guanlan began to face up to the pain that her lover might have experienced in the past, which she had intentionally or unintentionally ignored.

Because of this, that night, Xue Guanlan asked Shen Qingzhu for the holographic game that simulated the life of an Omega and officially started to try it out.

As an Alpha, Xue Guanlan often plays games that are mostly combat-related, and those games are all developed by Alpha or Beta.

But then again, there are indeed no games made by Omegas on the market so far, because Omegas are mostly raised by their parents or AB partners and rarely go out to work.

Therefore, Xue Guanlan was indeed somewhat curious about this game developed by Omega, which he had never come across before.

She lay in the holographic cabin and quickly logged into the game.

Like most role-playing games, after logging into the game, players need to set up their own characters first.

This game is naturally no exception, and provides players with a vast amount of character setting materials, from appearance, height, personality, to the character's family and social background settings, and even the environment the character is about to enter, such as school or company, can be set in great detail.

Xue Guanlan has only one purpose in playing this game, which is to simulate Lin Qin's experience back then.

So she set herself in the game according to her memory, to look like Lin Qin, who was only 12 years old when she first met her, and restored the school and Lin Qin's family in her memory as much as possible.

After this, Xue Guanlan officially entered the game and began to experience the glorious time of Lin Qin's youth from a first-person perspective.