Li Xi, a new media professional, transmigrated into a book and became the infamous beautiful waste of Jiangcheng. Her biological father didn't care for her, her stepmother didn't love her, ...
Li Xi had been spouting insults all night, not much hurtful but extremely insulting. Not to mention the younger generation, even the elders wanted to go up and shoot her, but there was a door god-like figure standing next to her, Luo Jingxuan.
No matter how annoyed she was, she couldn't just yell at them. It would be embarrassing, and Luo Jingxuan's rage for his beloved would cut off their financial resources. It wasn't worth it. You have to know, Luo Jingxuan kept them in the Luo family to "make trouble" not because he cared about them or valued family ties, but because of the advice the Luo Er and his wife had given them when they were still alive - blood is thicker than water, and one should treat uncles and their families well, even if they were scum.
In the original story, didn't Luo Jingxuan know that it was Luo Da and Luo San who harmed his parents? Given his abilities, he should have been able to find out, but he simply didn't dare investigate, or rather, if he did, he wouldn't dare expose it. Because these people were the "relatives" his parents had repeatedly urged him to take care of. Even if he didn't care about blood ties, he couldn't ignore his parents' instructions.
Some people may think that this idea is a bit "holy", but for Luo Jingxuan, "taking care of relatives" can be regarded as an anchor point, an anchor point that proves that he is still a "human being".
When Luo Jingxuan and his wife first met their end, he was filled with resentment. While he wasn't ready to destroy the world, he wasn't exactly eager to give away his parents' fortune. The moment he watched his parents' bodies being sent into the incinerator, he wished he could completely destroy the Luo family and prevent anyone from claiming them.
However, he was too weak at that time and could not stop his uncles from seizing the business built by his parents' hard work, nor could he influence the shareholders to favor his uncles, nor could he change his grandfather's determination to send him away.
During his first two years away from home, he harbored a relentless drive: to return once he was fully grown, to seek revenge: his eldest and second uncles who had harmed his parents, and his grandfather who had done nothing. But in the following years, the burden of schoolwork, the loneliness of having no one to confide in, and the internal resentment gradually made him lose himself. He no longer knew why he was studying, why he was living, or the meaning of his existence.
He began to doubt himself, his life, and the world. He studied and enriched himself step by step, planned his revenge step by step, and grew up step by step. But if you ask him what the meaning of doing this is, and what he will do after revenge, his answer is likely to be that he doesn't know, it doesn't matter, and he doesn't care.
Emm, or to put it another way that everyone understands, he suffers from depression.
How is depression treated? Medication combined with psychotherapy is the most common approach. But neither approach is practical for Luo Jingxuan. It's not that he's afraid to see a doctor, but rather that his situation doesn't allow it.
When Luo Er and his wife had just had the accident, Luo Jingxuan's mentality was actually not too bad. He was in line with the image of a teenager whose parents had suddenly had an accident: sad, upset, depressed, and in disbelief.
By the time he realized his parents' misfortune might be linked to his eldest and third uncles, Old Man Luo had already sent him away. At that moment, one can imagine the young boy's feelings—as if he had been betrayed by the entire world. Therefore, in the first few years after being sent away, Luo Jingxuan was filled with resentment, his mind preoccupied with revenge.
However, he was too weak at the time and could do nothing. He could only study desperately under the arrangement of his father's friends. The intense study distracted Luo Jingxuan, gradually smoothing his edges and erasing the hatred in his heart. It didn't mean that he no longer hated or wanted revenge, but he just didn't know where the hatred would end.
Luo Er and his wife were traditionally kind people, especially tolerant of their blood relatives. Needless to say, Luo Da and Luo San, despite their limited abilities, were given high-ranking positions within the group, with substantial shares and dividends, though they didn't have as much say. While he didn't offer high-ranking positions to his collateral relatives, he would always offer them a well-paid position if they approached him.
They often instilled such ideas into Luo Jingxuan. Although Luo Jingxuan disagreed, he never refuted them. After all, the Luo family was quite profitable, so he wouldn't feel bad about giving some of the money away.
Luo Jingxuan wasn't as tolerant of his "blood-related" relatives as his parents, often even feeling like they were leeches sucking blood from Luo Er and his wife, unwilling to even glance at them. However, his good upbringing and his parents' advice did make Luo Jingxuan more tolerant of these people.
When Luo Jingxuan first discovered that Luo Da and Luo San had conspired to kill Luo Er and his wife, he felt like tearing their flesh and blood from them. But as his reason returned, his overly intense hatred faded. After all, those were blood relatives whom Luo Er and his wife had protected with their lives. From what Luo Jingxuan knew about them, even if he knew it was his own brothers who had murdered him, Luo Er wouldn't turn against them.
After calming down, Luo Jingxuan thought a lot. He thought about the past when his parents were still alive, the words his parents always said, the expressions and decisions his parents might have when they learned that their brothers were killing each other, and whether he should take revenge and how he should take revenge.
The intense study schedule and chaotic thinking threatened to overwhelm Luo Jingxuan's brain, plunging him into a vortex of pain. Perhaps it was his body's self-rescue mechanism that kicked in, allowing him to find light amidst the darkness. Of course, it wasn't redemption, but simply finding a balance—transforming himself into a workhorse for Mo's emotions.
Didn't the people around him notice his abnormality? Yes, they did.
In other words, from the moment he was sent away, Grandpa Luo had arranged for him to receive regular counseling from an excellent psychologist. However, Luo Jingxuan's psychological defenses were high, and coupled with his hostility towards the person his grandfather had assigned him, it was difficult for him to open up to the psychologist. As a result, the doctor could detect that he had mental problems, but he didn't know the exact cause of the problem.
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