Fate is unfair. I was thrown at the hospital entrance right after birth.
But fate is kind. I was picked up soon after being abandoned.
【Su Yu × Su Yu】
Content Warning: Younge...
Chapter 34
Su Yu's requirement for me is that I cannot fall behind in my studies. If I fail again at the end of the semester, he will not let me go out again. He can't control me when I go to school, but he will lock me at home after school.
Hehe, locking himself in the house, he's really domineering.
That's what he said, but Su Yu didn't put any pressure on me at all. He arranged everything that was trending online for me, and whenever someone asked him to film a restaurant review, he would take me along for a free meal.
As she followed him more often, people inevitably started gossiping that Su Yu always had a tall man by her side.
Some people suspect he is gay.
Honestly, even if I wasn't dating him, Su Yu's clothes and appearance didn't seem like those of a straight man.
Another year of blooming flowers has arrived, and Su wanted to take photos of the flower fields she hadn't managed to capture during the Spring Festival. She dragged me out of bed early in the morning after packing her things.
We took the high-speed rail, then the subway, and finally a taxi before we arrived in this desolate wilderness. Su Yu's motion sickness had been cured back in junior high school, leaving me alone to suffer through the nauseating smell of gasoline.
Before I developed cognitive abilities, my parents lied to me, saying the truck would run on firewood, to get me to obediently ride along. Finding out the truck couldn't run on firewood was a huge blow to me!
What's even more infuriating is that Xiao Su didn't tell me the truth either!
He got off the car with a twirling left foot and a kicking right foot, and what appeared before us was the most authentic Huamanyuan Garden. It was definitely worth the trip.
Su Yu was very excited and eagerly asked me to take a picture of him.
Watching him wander among these flowers, who could tell Su Yu apart from the flowers! The dedicated photographer also provided action guidance and feeding services, taking a sip of water after every three photos and a break after every five. Only I in the whole world could take such good care of Su Yu.
There weren't many people on weekdays, and there were even small shops where you could change into Hanfu and take photos. Su was eager to try it out, and I fully supported her.
He wouldn't let me go in to look, only saying to wait for him to come out.
The clouds on the horizon were swirling in the wind, and a beautiful woman kicked me as I sat on a stone bench.
"Uh, hello?"
"So polite?"
"What you're saying, young lady..."
"Look who I am."
I squinted and looked closely at the beauty's face. Among the girls I know, only Qiu Jiajia would talk to me like this, but it would be a ghost if she were here now.
No way.
"elder brother!"
"arrive!!"
Su Yu dressed up as a little jade rabbit, with pom-poms inserted in the two buns hanging down on either side of her face, and her exquisite makeup made it impossible to tell whether she was male or female.
Her pale green dress seemed to have grown out of her body; she truly looked like a fairy.
A small lotus flower bloomed between his eyebrows, following the curve of his half-circle brows; where else could you find a rabbit like that?
A professional photographer took him to take pictures, and I followed behind them, still unable to escape from Su Yu's stunning beauty.
When the weather was just right for taking photos, Su Yu felt tired and said she needed to go back to select the photos.
After selecting about a hundred photos, we all agreed that no further retouching was needed. Su Yu was so flattered that she said she would promote the photos and try different looks next time.
I want to come too.
When I got home that night, I was exhausted from using modern transportation. Su Yu helped me, a man in his twenties, showing her filial piety.
I can't tell him this, or he'll unleash his invincible cat-like punch on me again.
The boy put me, this lump of "mud," on the carpet and ran to the bedroom. This made me feel disheartened, but since I couldn't move, I resigned myself to lying on the floor and feeling the path Su Yu's feet had trod.
My face feels itchy, like feathers, like spring water.
I looked up and saw that Miss Jade Rabbit from the daytime had come to my house.
Miss Jade Rabbit squatted down and scratched my chin with her pink hands. I opened my eyes wide.
!
Where did Su Yu find those clothes again?!
Unlike the formal Hanfu I wore when I went out this morning, this outfit, at least, I can say, has other functions. For example, it can enhance the relationship between husband and wife.
A delicate, bright red veil draped over his body, revealing his collarbone. His shoulders, elbows, and fingers... all exuded an irresistible pink hue from deep within his skin.
"Isn't this the jade rabbit you like?"
My beloved jade rabbit is stepping on my head with its paw. I hold its slender ankle and fiddle with its bell-shaped anklet.
It's really beautiful.
Fully recharged, the little jade rabbit tossed the ribbon at my face, grazed my nose, and lured me to the bedroom.
...
Every day living with Su Yu was a surprise.
My sense of responsibility as the top suddenly erupted, and I always enjoy the happiness and joy that Su Yu brings me. I have to find a way to repay him.
Su Yu has told me more than once that all he needs is for me to live and grow up healthy. Nothing else matters. His social media presence is already quite mature, and people are more tolerant of homosexuality than before, so he has nothing to worry about or be afraid of.
I've had experiences of being caught by him to do hard labor for money. It wasn't just that time I carried water; I've done other things too, but I won't go into details.
Su Yu was always very angry and made me wash his socks for a week as punishment, saying that if I worked too hard, he would lock me in the house and handcuff me with bracelets and anklets.
Whether it's punishment or reward, I don't know.
He only allowed me to work part-time at a coffee shop, because the people there were nice and the environment was good.
But if anything felt inappropriate or uncomfortable, he would tell me to run away quickly and not to make myself suffer.
I worked in that warm and cozy coffee shop for quite some time, and I went from only being able to carry plates to being able to communicate with them.
When the air is filled with warm sunshine, the store is constantly filled with pretty little girls from morning rush hour to noon rush hour to evening rush hour.
With my excellent social skills, I became close with the staff, and regular customers also liked to order from me.
That day, we wore lemon yellow short-sleeved shirts and jeans. Golden Retriever did my hair with ease and was able to create the perfect look based on my mood that day.
"Can I touch your muscles?"
The voice sounded strange; it had a feminine quality but also a tense tone. I turned around, and it was a boy.
After thinking it over, I struck a pose like a bodybuilder, pointing my upper arm muscles at him, and he pinched them with his claw-like hands.
"Does the handsome guy have a girlfriend?"
"have."
"Um...is it convenient to ask if it's a boy or a girl?"
"Boy."
"Wow!"
I don't know what he was surprised about, and I left after chatting for a short while.
After get off work, I didn't go home immediately. Looking at the little money I had saved in my savings account, I navigated to the most bustling shopping mall in our area.
The subway entrance was crowded with people, and trendsetters gathered together. Fortunately, my job still gives me a decent living.
As I walked in, someone poked my waist with their finger. I turned around and saw a young man in the store who wanted to touch my perfect muscles.
The young man looked me up and down, still wearing my work clothes, and raised his left eyebrow. "We meet again."
"Is there something you need?"
He walked over in two steps and took my arm.
"Want to play threesome?"
?
I quickly searched my brain, which was armed with a wealth of adult knowledge, for the meaning of this word.
"I don't want to."
"So innocent?"
"I don't want to. If you talk to me about this again, I'm going to call my brother."
"Oh, so you're a brother complex guy."
The little boy seemed to mistake me for a puppy sunbathing by the roadside; he kicked me and walked away.
I felt very uncomfortable being teased by anyone other than Su Yu, and I only went back to doing my job after calming down.
There weren't many people in the jewelry store on the first floor. I looked like a little kid with my hair still growing in my t-shirt.
There were no staff members to serve me, which was fine.
The white plaster bust was adorned with extravagant gold and silver jewels around its neck, glittering brilliantly under the warm yellow light. I pressed my face against the glass window, gazing at this luxury that I could never afford even if I worked hard for eight hundred lifetimes, and gripped my phone even tighter.
Men's rings are more basic than women's rings. Su would definitely look better in silver, but I want to buy him a gold one.
The ring I made for him by hand is almost fading from his wear; that's really my fault.
"Hello, are you looking to see a ring?"
"Um...um, I want to buy it for my boyfriend."
"These are the men's styles, and the ones in this cabinet are the women's styles."
My partner is male.
The saleswoman displayed excellent professionalism, showing no sign of anything amiss, little did she know that I was also holding my breath as I spoke.
"Then take a look at these... I feel that the other person is probably petite, and the thinner ones are more suitable for young people."
That's true; even my mom said that thicker ones are suitable for middle-aged people like them.
I looked around and saw no difference; the thinner ones and the thicker ones weren't that different either. My eyes were getting tired of looking at them. The salesperson noticed my distress and asked if I could look at the other person's photo.
I proudly and confidently took out hundreds or thousands of different photos of Su Yu on my phone. The young lady glanced at them and suggested that I choose a more square one, so that it would make Su Yu's hands look white and long when worn.
I accepted her suggestion and narrowed down the options, finally choosing my favorite one from the two choices.
It's the perfect thickness, the right size, and I'm very satisfied with the weight.
The payment was processed faster than when I bought three bananas at the fruit shop near my school.
The small, deep red gift bag was adorned with three gold-plated name tags, and inside, carefully placed in a velvet box, was the gold ring I had given to Su Yu.
I put my valuables in the inner layer of my shoulder bag and carried it in front of me. I've never felt so light on my feet. Just as I was about to enter the station, Su Yu called me.
Come back quickly!
"What's wrong? Why are you in such a hurry?"
Something's happened! My mom told us to come home sometime, and her tone was really bad.
Nothing is more important than Su Yu's situation, so I took a taxi instead. When I got out of the taxi, I saw Su Yu waiting for me at the entrance of the residential area like a waiting-for-husband stone.
When he saw me come down, he couldn't help but feel happy, but he swallowed it back and instead launched into a long string of words.
To summarize: A relative he secretly followed in his past life suddenly saw his video and followed him back, so those sweet and loving videos of us that were mutually visible were also seen by the elders.
Then their parents were told.
We will face this day sooner or later, but it is clearly not now.
"My mom told us to come home when we had some free time, she definitely wanted to talk about this. They probably won't be able to process such a big thing right away, so this is giving us time to process it and think of what to say."
Su entered the password and pushed open the door, muttering something under her breath.
"Oh my, you're dressed so brightly today, you look like a college student. Let me give you a kiss."
During his conversation, he didn't forget to kiss me, a current college student who looked like a college student.
We sat on the sofa thinking about what to do, from discussing whether to break up first to telling them that there was no such thing.
The situation is clear now, and none of us want to run away from it.
We all want to face this side by side, hand in hand.
Once we get through this hurdle, we can be together openly and honestly.
Anxiety is caused by overthinking, so let's just throw up our hands and go to the bedroom for a good workout.
The effect was very good. After being tired, one's mind becomes simple. After washing him in the bathroom, we sat in the bathtub.
"Anyway, I won't lie to them, and I don't want to lie to myself."
"Then I'll be the same as you."
When you have a set number of days in your mind, every moment feels like a countdown.
That day finally arrived. We boarded the high-speed train and knocked on the door of our home with trepidation.