Chapter 1174 "A Friend of Mine"

Just as she was about to leave, the doctor casually asked, "Ms. Gu, Mr. Li just discussed your problem with me, saying you don't like children and don't want them. If you don't want them... then why are you so anxious to treat this disease? When you were first diagnosed with polycystic ovary syndrome, you were very uneasy and subconsciously asked me if you couldn't have children. This shows that you care about pregnancy and hope to have a child in the future. Why do you not like it now that you are almost cured?"

Gu Wanqiu fell silent. Yes, when she was told that she had "polycystic ovary failure", she asked the doctor whether she could have children in the future.

But the child she wanted was not with Li Jinxing. The relationship between her and Li Jinxing would never allow them to have children.

The child born would become a vessel filled with hatred and lead to tragedy, which would be bad for all three of them.

Since you cannot devote your wholehearted affection to this child, it is better not to have one from the beginning. This is also another way of being responsible to the child.

Seeing that Gu Wanqiu didn't answer, the doctor asked again with concern: "Miss Gu, do you have any unspeakable secrets? If you have any problems in your heart, you should speak them out as soon as possible and solve them in time. Keeping them in your heart will only make you sick."

Gu Wanqiu smiled and said, "I have no secrets. I don't want children, and it has nothing to do with my desire to cure this disease. Polycystic ovary failure is not only the inability to conceive, but also premature uterine failure, which can cause other diseases. If it is delayed for a long time, it will become cysts, which will accelerate the aging of women. I am simply doing this for...

Consider your own body.

"I really don't want children right now. I'm not ready. To put it bluntly, my body is my own. What does it have to do with anyone else if I want children? Is my uterus a waste if I don't use it? Should it be completely destroyed and removed?"

When Gu Wanqiu finished speaking, there was a hint of sarcasm in her tone, which made the doctor not know what to say for a moment, and the doctor also felt like backing off.

What Gu Wanqiu said made a lot of sense. She was in charge of her own body and it had nothing to do with other people. Even the doctor had no right to interfere.

However, she already had a baby in her belly. What would she choose? Could she really just abort the child because she didn't want it? Even disregarding her own health?

"Ms. Gu, if you unexpectedly become pregnant when you don't want a child, what will you do?"

Gu Wanqiu glanced at her strangely: "Why are you asking me these unnecessary questions?"

A hint of embarrassment crossed the doctor's face. "It's a friend of mine. She's very similar to you. She also didn't want children. Now, she's suddenly pregnant. She's facing a lot of problems. One is that she feels she's too young to be a good mother. Plus, she doesn't like children. And, she's not married yet, and she got pregnant before marriage. Now... she feels her boyfriend is unreliable, so she doesn't want the child anymore."

A friend? Gu Wanqiu didn't know why she suddenly remembered a joke on the Internet, using "a friend" as an excuse, but it was actually about herself.

Gu Wanqiu subconsciously glanced at the abdomen of the female doctor in front of her and said, "Since it's not

If you want it, then don't have it. Why are you so entangled?"

The doctor didn't notice her little move, she continued, "But she went to the hospital for a checkup, and the doctor told her that her health wasn't good and that if she had an abortion this time, she might never be able to have children again."

Gu Wanqiu frowned and thought seriously, trying to put herself in the situation. If it were her, what would she do?

Doctor: "Ms. Gu, if... you were my friend, what would you do?"

Gu Wanqiu put herself in the situation. She also had a child in her belly. If she aborted the child, she would not be able to get pregnant in the future...

Gu Wanqiu bit her lip and said, "Then ask your friend if she is ready to be a mother. Giving birth to a child will be much more difficult than not giving birth to a child. The pressure and responsibility are very heavy. If she can't bear it, then don't have a child. Forcing the child to be born is irresponsible to the child. And you also said that your friend no longer likes her boyfriend. If she is forced to stay together because of this child, how will she live in the next few decades? Or, is she considering breaking up and becoming a single mother, raising the child on her own? If she can bear the pressure and the public opinion, then she can have it."

Having said that, the doctor also understood Gu Wanqiu's thoughts.

"So, if it were you, you would choose to abort the child, right? Even if you can't get pregnant in the future?"

"Maybe..." Her situation was much more complicated than her friend's, and the child couldn't be left behind.

"But what if there is no financial pressure? Her boyfriend loves her very much and treats her well. He wants to marry her.

Marriage is for a lifetime."

"But she doesn't like me, doesn't like me enough, but we are still together. That little bit of affection will be worn away by life sooner or later. Feelings are the most useless thing. They may exist today, but may be gone tomorrow. Instead of fantasizing about luck, I would rather accept the cruelty of reality and make the worst choice at all times." Gu Wanqiu lowered his eyes and sighed deeply.

Indeed, the pressure of having children is extremely great. Many people decide to have children on impulse or just let nature take its course, and are not prepared at all to raise a child.

New parents face all sorts of challenges, often arguing over their children's problems and complaining about each other's lack of understanding. Women often bear the brunt of this burden, dealing with postpartum anxiety, the challenges of daily life, body shape changes, minor health issues, and even children's cries. In recent years, the number of women diagnosed with postpartum depression has increased, which explains why young women are now more inclined to single life, not prioritizing marriage and childbirth, and striving to realize their full self-worth.

But does getting married and having children really only bring misfortune?

No, there are countless happy families. Those without love are free, and those who love love more. How many of those without love have looked towards those who are loved, hoping to find such happiness?

Because I dare not take a step forward, I can only stop in imagined fear.

The doctor couldn't figure out what kind of things Gu Wanqiu had experienced that would make her say such things. It seemed like she had no expectations for love at all.

But it was obvious that Li Jinxing loved her so much, a love that could be seen clearly by bystanders. Couldn't she feel it?

Maybe you can feel it

, just saying that she didn't love Li Jinxing enough.

But when the two were together, they looked surprisingly harmonious and well-matched. Gu Wanqiu subconsciously moved closer to Li Jinxing, and those little movements didn't seem fake. It was hard not to see that Gu Wanqiu had no feelings for Li Jinxing.

Could it be that this is all an act?

The doctor put away his thoughts and said, "Thank you, Miss Gu. I will tell my friend what you said. After all, it's her body. If she has an abortion, I just hope she won't regret it later." This was also advice to Gu Wanqiu.

Gu Wanqiu didn't respond to the doctor's words. She thought to herself, regret is a matter for the future. Who can know what the future will be like? It's better to care about the present than the future. As long as you do the things in front of you well and have a worst-case plan, then the difficulties you encounter now will be nothing.

The doctor suddenly mentioned the topic of "child" and "pregnancy". Gu Wanqiu initially thought that she was telling Li Jinxing about her pregnancy.

But after she left the room, the doctor didn't say anything. It seemed that Li Jinxing and the doctor had already discussed it and planned to continue keeping it a secret from her.

This is a good thing for her, at least she has time to buffer.

As soon as Gu Wanqiu walked out, she saw Li Jinxing opposite her. Li Jinxing also saw her at the first time. He was standing in the waiting area. There were many people around him queuing up with numbers. He was the most obvious one among them.

He was dressed simply, in a black coat that made him look tall and straight, and his handsome face was particularly dazzling. Many people around him secretly looked at him.

Li Jinxing is a person who attracts attention wherever he goes. It is impossible to be monotonous with him.

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Li Jinxing walked towards her, and Gu Wanqiu instantly became the focus of attention.

Li Jinxing strode towards her, his coat flapping backwards with his steps. He walked very fast and was in front of her in just a few steps.

"What were the test results?"