Chapter 593 End: There is no more Chen Zhichu in the world

There is no more Chen Zhichu in the world.

Li Jingshen's knees went weak and he knelt on the ground.

When a person is in extreme pain and is crushed by a heavy blow, the body will involuntarily trigger protective functions, just like a machine. But now this machine has become rusty and missing important parts, and it has even lost its response to external stimuli.

Who can tell him what the meaning of his rebirth is?

Why are you crying? Isn't this what you prayed for?

Haven't you ever thought about this? Isn't this life the next life you prayed for in your previous life?

Just as Shen Zhichu thought, in a world without her, her mother would not die to protect her. She is in good health and will love Shen Changnan for the rest of her life and teach Shen Xiuli well.

None of the "misfortunes" she had experienced in her previous life came upon her. They were cut off at the source, Shen Zhichu killed himself, and everything was just as she expected.

But without you, the world loses some meaning.

Shen Changnan had been eavesdropping outside the door. When he heard his wife's choked cry, he rushed in, coaxing her and wiping her tears.

Li Jingshen had never seen such a Shen Changnan before. In his previous life, the Shen Changnan he met was a man who only knew how to insult his daughter and lose money.

I'm afraid even Shen Zhichu has never seen such a gentle side of Shen Changnan.

Although Chen Xiuli still brags like he did in his previous life, the difference is that he has a pair of loving parents who care about him and teach him, and will not let him become a gambler and promiscuous person like in his previous life.

At this moment, everyone's trajectory changed, and Shen Zhichu fulfilled everything with her own death.

Shen Changnan comforted softly: "Don't cry, everything is over, I believe our daughter will live well in the other world."

Mother Shen cried inconsolably. If her daughter had not died, she would have been four years old this year. She had never seen her, but she had missed her for four whole years.

She shouldn't have said this to Li Jingshen, but when she heard him ask, her heart ached, and a voice in her subconscious told her that she should let the child know.

The harder his wife cried, the more Shen Changnan blamed Li Jingshen. He didn't know where this child came from, as if he was deliberately trying to open up their family's wounds.

Li Jingshen had already lost consciousness. He got up from the ground, staggered out, and ran into Shen Xiuli when he went downstairs.

Shen Xiuli originally wanted to complain about him, but seeing Li Jingshen's red face and the traces of tears on his face, he swallowed the words that were on the tip of his tongue.

"Are you going back?" he asked cautiously.

Li Jingshen walked up to Shen Xiuli and stopped, then asked, "Shen Xiuli, if you had a younger sister, would you love and care for her?"

Chen Xiuli said without thinking: "Of course, I like my sister the most, but unfortunately my mother can't get pregnant now." He had heard his parents mention that he was supposed to have a younger sister.

If his mother had kept the baby alive, his sister would be four years old now. What he envies most now is that other people have such a soft and sweet sister.

Li Jingshen's eyes were full of self-mockery. They were all a bunch of liars. They had never treated Shen Zhichu well, including himself.

There were more than ten missed calls on the communication watch, but Li Jingshen didn't feel any of them. Fortunately, he had a locator, and Li's mother and father found him through the locator.

Along the way, I was worried and angry, thinking about how to educate this disobedient son who ran around.

But when they saw Li Jingshen, they saw him standing blankly at the entrance of the amusement park, looking inside, as if he had lost his soul.

It is said that laughter can infect people. There was constant laughter in the amusement park, but Li Jingshen was not infected at all. His eyes were sore. He lowered his head and looked at his toes, tears falling one after another.

The couple walked forward and saw Li Jingshen shivering and biting his lower lip tightly, not letting go until it bled.

Mother Li was frightened. She squatted down, held his face in her hands, and gently wiped away the tears from his face: "What's wrong, Ah Shen? Are you feeling unwell? Tell your mother."

Li Jingshen was forced to look up at his mother, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes, wetting his fingertips.

He choked and sobbed, his chest was blocked, and he was out of breath. It felt like countless needles were piercing his chest, and just the slightest breath was painful.

Li Jingshen suddenly left and got in the car and ran to this place, then suddenly burst into tears, catching everyone off guard. Li's mother was panicked and didn't know how to comfort him. She always felt that her son was possessed by a ghost.

She picked up Li Jingshen and said, "Don't be afraid. Mom will take you to the hospital."

Mr. Li is not good at expressing himself, so he can only drive silently by his side.

The more sadly Li Jingshen cried, the more his mother's heart ached. She was so anxious that her voice trembled as she spoke: "A Shen, where does it hurt..."

"Mom." Li Jingshen hugged his mother's neck and finally spoke: "My heart hurts... It hurts so much, it hurts so much."

His heart ached so much that he couldn't breathe. He sobbed. In his previous life, he had lost Shen Zhichu, and in this life, he didn't even have the chance to have her.

Chen Zhichu will not come to this world anymore. The Chen Zhichu who taught him what love is and how to love will not come to the world anymore in this life.

If one person is missing from this world, nothing will change. The earth will still turn, the cicadas will chirp on time in summer, the sun will rise and set, there will be romantic evenings, noisy streets, people laughing and scolding, joys and sorrows, birth, old age, sickness and death, all happen every day.

But for Li Jingshen, his whole world collapsed, and he just couldn't live without her.

She shouldn’t have died… Shen Zhichu shouldn’t have died… She shouldn’t have died…

——"If Li Jingshen has another life, you and I will part ways and live happily."

"Li Jingshen, the world is really good, but because of you, I won't come."

"...I wish you a bright future, no illness or disaster, that you meet your soulmate and grow old together. From now on...we will never see each other again, and may you live in peace forever."

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