Chapter 81 Can’t Have Children

This result was even more unbelievable than when she was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer.

Shen Zhichu flipped through the inspection report in her hand back and forth, but she had flipped through the three pages several times, and the only sound in the room was the rustling of papers.

The doctor sitting in front of her was entering the results into the computer. Seeing that she was still staring at him, he patiently asked, "Miss Shen, do you have any questions?"

Shen Zhichu shook his head and pursed his lips: "This is impossible... How could I be pregnant?"

"Your progesterone level is a little low. Did you have any signs of miscarriage recently?"

"I thought I was on my period."

The doctor couldn't help but frown when he heard her words, and looked Shen Zhichu up and down: "Are you married?"

Shen Zhichu replied honestly: "Four years."

"After four years of marriage, you still can't tell the difference between pregnancy and menstruation?"

It's not that she didn't know, it's just that she had never thought about it in this direction. Her menstrual period has always been irregular, and in addition, during the four years of marriage, Li Jingshen thought she was dirty and refused to let her get pregnant, so they had always taken contraceptive measures.

Contraception...

Shen Zhichu was stunned for a moment, and finally figured out where the problem lay. After she was diagnosed with stomach cancer, she stopped taking birth control pills for fear that the drugs would have an adverse effect, and Li Jingshen did not take any measures the next few times.

Shen Zhichu asked, "Doctor, how many weeks am I pregnant?"

"Five weeks."

Shen Zhichu calculated the time. It was the first time after she was discharged from the hospital. That was the time when she got infected.

Shen Zhichu was listless, like an eggplant hit by frost. She was completely limp. She hung her head and unconsciously moved her lips as she said, "How could I be pregnant..."

The doctor laughed. She had asked this question countless times. "From a physiological point of view, you do have the ability to get pregnant, so there's no reason why you're pregnant. Besides, you've been married for four years, so it's time for you to get pregnant."

Shen Zhichu's body was numb before, but now even her brain was numb. She sat in the chair dizzy, watching the doctor's mouth open and close as he analyzed.

In short... there was no way she could escape being pregnant.

"Can it be aborted?" Shen Zhichu asked.

The doctor thought she was worried about miscarriage, so she took a sip of water from her thermos to moisten her throat. "Low progesterone can be managed. Don't be afraid. As long as you take better care of your body in the future, you won't be likely to have a miscarriage."

"I don't want it."

There are many reasons for not wanting children. This is someone else's private matter, and doctors should not ask too many questions. However, they should still give advice: "Why don't you discuss it with your husband? Your health is not good, and I don't recommend you to have an abortion." There is a risk of miscarriage. Many girls have weak uterine walls, and it is difficult for them to get pregnant again after a scraping.

Discuss with Li Jingshen? When Shen Zhichu heard this, bitterness appeared on her lips. Li Jingshen didn't even care about her, so how could he care about the child in her belly?

If he knew that she was accidentally pregnant, he probably wouldn't even need to go to the hospital and could just take a pill to have an abortion, which would have been even more dangerous.

Just thinking about Li Jingshen scolding her and the baby in her belly for being disgusting made her heart ache. She clenched the medical report in her hand tightly and let out a long breath.

"Why don't you discuss it with Dr. Qin later?" She knew that Shen Zhichu and Qin Mo had a special relationship, and perhaps Qin Mo could persuade her to keep the child.

"Knock knock knock..." There was a knock on the door.

The doctor looked over and saw Qin Mo's face on the door window. "He's here just as I said he would be."

After receiving the response, Qin Mo slowly opened the door: "What's the result?"

The doctor pointed at the computer and said, "You can check it yourself later." Since Qin Mo came, she had nothing to do. She stood up and said, "The patient in bed 50 wants me. I'll go check on him first. I'll leave this place to you."

Qin Mo went over and sat at the computer desk: "Go ahead, I'll call you if there's anything."

The doctor nodded in relief and left.

The computer screen was black. Qin Mo sat over and couldn't see the test results, but looking at Shen Zhichu's face, it seemed that he had something to hide. Could it be that the illness was very serious?

He opened the computer and looked at the information. She was five weeks pregnant.

"Zhichu, you are pregnant?" Qin Mo was a little surprised. For a moment he didn't know how to feel. It was sweet and bitter. The girl he had watched grow up was about to become a mother.

He reached out and "grabbed" the examination report from Shen Zhichu's hand, and looked through it carefully. Apart from low progesterone, there were no other symptoms, and the overall condition was good.

"I'll prescribe some progesterone supplements for you later, don't worry." Qin Mo sighed, "I'm finally going to be an uncle."

"Qin Mo, I can't have this child."

It's not that she doesn't want to, but she can't. Her current situation simply doesn't allow her to have children.

"Why?"

"Qin Mo, I have cancer. I don't even know how long I can live. I might die tomorrow if the disease relapses."

"Nonsense! The medicine you're taking is a newly discovered anti-cancer drug. Medicine is constantly improving. You should think positively. Maybe a drug that can cure your disease will be developed tomorrow."

Every time Shen Zhichu's condition was discussed, the atmosphere became somewhat solemn.

"We should think positively but also realistically. I don't dare to bet on Qin Mo. This child came at the wrong time. He shouldn't have appeared in my belly."

"But he has already appeared. Are you going to throw him away? Zhichu, didn't you like children very much before? Keep him." Qin Mo held Shen Zhichu's hand with a pleading tone.

Shen Zhichu's hands were trembling with coldness. Even when she clenched her fists tightly, she couldn't hide the trembling. She shook her head, her eyes red. "So do you want him to be me? He was born a mistake. No one loves him."

If she was healthy, she would have wanted the child no matter what, but she was not!

What if she passed away right after giving birth to this child? Would she have to leave the child to Li Jingshen and Xia Mingyue to raise?

If this is true, her child will live a life worse than death. The mere thought of it makes her shudder.

Qin Mo didn't want Shen Zhichu to be too pessimistic. Now that she had a child, Qin Mo hoped that this would give her the motivation to live.