While I was chatting with Shi Dong, the man crawling around the wall passed by me once every minute, which made me feel weird. So I said, "Brother Ma, forget it."

As the saying goes, a man who eats someone's food will be soft-hearted, and a man who takes someone's money will be short-handed. Ma Wulong smoked my cigarette and couldn't help but give me some face: "Okay, okay, for the sake of the deputy prison boss, I'll let it go. Be smart in the future and stop it."

So everyone felt as if they had been granted amnesty. They leaned against the wall to take a breath and looked at me with gratitude.

After two or three days, Ma Wulong had nothing to do and would play with these people. I usually didn't care, but sometimes I would say something when I couldn't stand it. But as long as I said something, Ma Wulong would stop immediately, which made me like this man more and more. I received a lot of calls in the cage. Ye Zhan, Taozi, Gong Ning and others called with a choked tone, comforting me not to be too sad, and they would always stand by me, which made me feel sad and sad; while Yuan Shao, Meng Liang and others called with laughter, saying that going to jail is a must for men, and that those who have never been to jail are embarrassed to say hello to others, which made me laugh and cry, so I had to laugh with them.

There has been no news about Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan, but I think they must be running around. Thinking that so many people are worried about my situation, I feel happy and uneasy. I really want to say to Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan: "Brother Yu, Sister Nan Nan, don't run away for my matter. You can sentence me as many years as you want. I'm not afraid. I have people like Shi Dong and Ma Wulong with me in the cell."

But I know that Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan will definitely not be happy to hear this, and they will dislike me for being so distant with them. Sometimes I think about how I, Wang Hao, can be favored by so many friends. I can't repay their kindness in my whole life. Compared with me who didn't have any friends in the three years of junior high school, I feel very happy even if I am in prison.

But...Xia Xue never called.

I don't know what happened to Xia Xue, and I don't dare to ask anyone about her whereabouts. Whenever I think of Xia Xue, my heart feels like being pierced by thousands of sharp knives. I feel sorry for her, and I only feel deep regret and guilt for her.

Xia Xue must hate me to death. Now she might even hope that I get the heaviest sentence possible.

During these two or three days, I regretted every moment and tried to cleanse my dirty soul. That night, I turned into a devil in front of Xia Xue. I began to wish that I could be sentenced to a few more years to atone for the sins I had committed.

——Not for Su Xiaobai, only for Xia Xue.

Bad Youth