Chapter 116: My Own World (3) The Ice Sea Returns to My Own…

The drifting ice sea returned to its own world.

Before her was an unfathomable quagmire, facing her, emitting mist, and from the depths of the quagmire seemed to be conveying a strong human-like breath.

She looked at the quagmire and heard a sarcastic voice in her ears: How about it, does it look familiar?

She felt it was so dazzling that she didn't even want to open her eyes.

Behind is the farm.

She turned around, walked to the haystack and sat down, not wanting to go near the farm.

She hadn't figured out how to get by, or even thought about it at all.

The system hadn't appeared for a long time. After completing seven tasks and sending her back, it seemed to become rampant again: What's wrong with you? Go and do the tasks.

It still remembered the first life when she fell into a mud pit and it licked her face and scolded her.

Why are you in a daze now?

Liu Binghai leaned against the haystack and burst into tears.

The sound of crying was deafening.

She didn't expect that the first step she would take after returning would be to sing out loud.

But she was really too tired.

This life is so fucking tiring.

And now she is back in this world again, she feels so wronged.

Thinking of herself covered in wounds, she felt so helpless, incompetent, and wronged.

In other people's world, she doesn't have to be herself, it's enough for her to just help others be better.

But when she returns to her own world, she has to be herself.

In other people's world, everything has a standard answer. She follows the rules and executes according to the standards of happiness.

But in my own world, what is the standard?

She doesn't know.

She just felt wronged.

She thinks that killing that man would bring her happiness. Can she do it?

She began to "sing" loudly, and her melodious voice shook the sky.

She never thought that the first day after returning would be singing about the beautiful mountains and rivers of her motherland.

The system said: Don’t cry.

Why is she still crying?

Her voice gradually became softer and turned into a small sob, and after a while she started crying again.

The system is overwhelmed. If I had known she was a crybaby, I would not have accepted her.

Isn't she a cold and tyrannical heroine?

"If you cry again, I'll send you back to the battlefield where you lost the war."

She stopped crying.

She held back and sobbed softly. After a while, she said to the system: You are so bad.

The system didn't know how to respond, so she would act coquettishly and delicately, saying it was really bad.

The system swallowed the prepared ridicule.

She leaned against a haystack and looked at the blue sky. What a beautiful day! Although the mud was muddy, the sky was so clear.

She leaned against the grass and said slowly, "You see, people are really strange. My biological father said the brown mark on my back was an ominous sign, so when I was born, I was given to a groom as a servant."

But in another city, some people say it is a symbol of bravery, while others use it to replenish blood.

However, in everyone's eyes, I seem to be the one who should be escaped from.

After saying that, she was silent for a long time.

The system was stunned. Who was she talking to? It?

Isn’t that right? But didn’t Zhang Qin also meet the guy with the bowl-cut hair later? Don’t feel sorry for yourself here.

Just as it was about to open its mouth, Liu Binghai said again: I'm serious.

It's amazing.

If in another world, I might not be the one that everyone escapes from.

Where can I find that world?

The system heard it and called out loudly: Now is that world!

Haha, Liu Binghai smiled bitterly, cried enough, and stretched.

In this life, she no longer wants to fight, kill, cherish money, or be a war hero.

She wants to be a rookie and love honestly.

System: Still in love?

It barked loudly.

Liu Binghai sighed, who knows.

She is so beautiful, there must be someone who loves her.

The muddy puddle was really murky, so she walked to the river, which was relatively clear, and took a picture down there.

What a clean and clear face. She touched it.

Finally saw myself after a long time.

I almost don't recognize you anymore.

Her heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out, as if this self was stolen or borrowed, but she was clearly the real her.

The small brown mole is still there, hanging next to his mouth.

She had an oval face with a full upper part and a prominent nose bridge. Her almond eyes revealed a rare childishness, not the eagle-like gaze that outsiders assumed.

Her nose is straight, and she looks more heroic than ordinary beauties.

Perhaps it is because he has experienced a lot, and when he came back, there is more maturity and confidence in his eyes. He is not afraid of anything and is immune to all poisons.

She smiled, and there was a hint of innocence on her face.

She touched her face, not knowing whether this was real or a dream, or if the system was playing a joke on her.

Or maybe it was just a game and she just returned to the game screen.

A game with the same configuration as her original world.

She was too lazy to think about it. It was always nice to be able to love herself again.

Maybe one day, when you wake up, the game will be over and this world will no longer exist.

She turned her head, stood up and walked towards the farm.

There was no fairy tale-like curl of smoke rising from the farm.

It is very peaceful, some people are working, some are sleeping, there are few people, green grass is vast and white mist is hazy.

Occasionally, a few cows and sheep can be seen walking on the lawn, which is no different from an ordinary farm in any other world.

She wondered where to go first.

She asked the system: Where do you think I should go first?

The system was confused again and asked it what it was doing. It was just there to supervise her.

The system said: How should I know.

Liu Binghai: But you brought me back.

After a pause, the system said: Liu Binghai, don’t play tricks on me.

She smiled playfully and patted her head maliciously.

In this world, surprisingly, the system is her only relative.

He can't even talk, so stingy.

After thinking about it, she decided to walk towards the groom's residence, which was her original home.

She was sent here when she was born and grew up here. This should be considered her home.

She walked into the dilapidated yard. There was no one in the yard, and then she walked into the room where she slept.

As soon as he entered the door, he bumped into the groom.

He seemed to be looking for something, and when he saw the drifting ice sea, he wasn't surprised, but just said, "Haizi, you're back."

Liu Binghai hummed lightly.

Time makes people dazed. When she saw the groom, she was a little dazed for a moment.

But he still nodded subconsciously.

She had no grudge against the groom. The groom was honest and never treated her harshly.

Usually she was asked to feed the cattle and horses and do the cooking.

Actually, if you think about it, no one had ever treated her harshly with violence before. It was always her who beat others.

The groom instructed, "Come to your room and find a pair of shears. Remember to feed the cows later."

"Yes." Liu Binghai agreed.

The groom went out.

This is the house where she has lived since she was a child. It is a bit shabby, but it is not damp or moldy, and there are no rats.

She sat there for a while, was in a daze for a while, and then went out to feed the cows at the system's prompt (roar).

The grass was still in its original place, so she took a few sticks to the cowshed. There were five cows in total, and they all looked honest and reliable.

She put grass in their mouths and told the system while feeding the cows, "This cow needs to be fed two or three times a day, otherwise it will always be hungry, just like a human."

The system listened silently without saying anything.

"You may not have seen this world. Let me show you around."

Now that I'm back, I might as well start over calmly, she breathed a sigh of relief.

Liu Binghai feeds each cow carefully. She has been feeding these cows since they were young. According to the current point in time, she is about 20 years old. She has been feeding them for seven or eight years, so they are old cows.

After feeding, she patted the cow's head and walked out of the cowshed.

The farm is a blue sky.

After feeding the cows, she cleaned up the stable and lit the firewood to prepare for cooking later. Then she leaned against a small tree outside the yard and took a rest.

The air here smells of grass. She used to rest here for a while after work every day, looking at the blue sky and white clouds and thinking about her life experience. Sometimes she felt so sad that she could only talk to Niu.

Now I am finally at peace. I just want to lean here quietly and not think about anything.

You should go cook, the system reminded her.

The mood she had just released was broken by it, and she patted the top of her head again.

I went to the kitchen to cook, with a handful of bean sprouts and a handful of rice. We are used to eating fried bean sprouts with rice here, which has a very special taste. The rice does not need to be steamed, but fried directly in the pan. It is dry and jumps around in the pan like jumping beans.

After frying the popping beans in the drift ice sea, put them on a plate and fry some steamed buns. People here like to eat dry things, but they all look juicy.

After thinking about it, I decided to make some duck egg soup. I threw the duck soup into the pot and added a few slices of ginger. After it started to bubble up, I threw in a handful of garlic and cuckoo cabbage. Cuckoo cabbage is something they only have here. It is yellow and wilted, like garlic sprouts in other worlds.

Then she ran outside the kitchen and looked at the sky for a long time, taking a good breath. From now on, she would be in the drifting ice sea again. She didn't know where these clouds would take her. Wherever it was, it would be her kingdom and wherever it was, it would be her hometown.

A signal flashed in her mind and her head shuddered.

She just came back as a rookie.

At dinner, there were two dishes and a soup, the normal standard for a groom, and Code was also present.

I haven't thought about Cod for a long time.

He was a coward at that time, and she protected him, so he followed her. Later, he followed her to overcome difficulties on the farm for a while.

After she arrived in Dazhong City, she rarely saw him again.

Ke De sat around the dining table and asked Liu Bing Hai, "Sister made soup today."

He is one year younger than Liu Binghai. His name sounds like a foreigner, and he actually looks very foreign. He has deep eye sockets and always looks affectionate when looking at her. His hair is a little curly, and he has a baby face under his thick eyebrows.

Since I’m new here today, the cooking needs to be of a higher standard, and there must be a soup.

Liu Binghai hummed again.

Ke De liked everything she did. He ate some fried rice with bean sprouts and praised her as usual.

But today's soup is very special. I have never made duck egg soup before.

"Sister, this soup is so special." Code said, and served a bowl to the groom and her.

Then I ate my meal obediently.

He was a very honest person. In the past, Liu Binghai didn't like to make noise. Whenever he saw her frown, he would shut up.

The groom asked Liu Binghai, "Have you fed the cattle and horses?"

This is really a time travel, the scene is exactly the same as before.

"Hello." She answered as usual.

Usually, the groom would nod and eat, and the three of them would not say a word during the entire meal.

But she suddenly thought, if she continued to act like this, wouldn't the plot be exactly the same as before?

She coughed.

The groom looked up at her. "What?"

Liu Binghai said, "My throat hurts. I wonder if I have a cold."

She never used to show such vulnerability.

The groom's eyes flickered, and he said, "Then don't work for the next few days. Let Xiao De do it. He's fine."

Then he continued eating and stopped talking.

He didn't quite dare to talk to Liu Binghai.

She was an ominous figure in the village. The owner of the village sent her here and asked him to adopt her, so he had no choice but to take her in and could not despise her. After all, she was also a life, and she was the owner's biological daughter, which was a bit hot to handle. So he didn't know how to treat her. She also had an ominous mark on her body, so he was a little afraid of her. Apart from arranging her to do work, he didn't have much interaction with her.

Just live in peace.

Liu Binghai looked at Kede and asked, "Are you okay?"

Ke De didn't know how to please her, with a hidden joy on his face, he nodded honestly, "No problem."

She quickly finished the fried rice with bean sprouts and went to rest in the house after the meal.

Ke De came to help her finish the rest of the work, knocked on the door and asked her, "Sister, can I come in?"

She responded, and he came in and said weakly, "Sister, are you okay?"

Liu Binghai thought of many people in his past lives. This kind of weak, brotherly look seemed to be common.

"fine."

Ke De just wanted to find something to say to her.

Ever since she beat away those people who bullied him last time, his heart has been filled with admiration for her.

He is the son of a groom and has no status. Although she is the biological daughter of the owner of the manor, her identity is unknown and her status is even lower than that of a grass. The two of them should depend on each other and support each other.

He was also willing to take care of her.

Code shook himself out of his wild thoughts and said, "If you feel unwell, I can take care of you." He mustered up the courage to say so.

"No need, just take care of yourself." said Liu Binghai.

Ke De was a little disappointed for a moment, not knowing what else to say, so he poured her some water.

Liu Binghai's head was a little confused. She had just come through and hadn't rested enough or adapted yet. She just wanted to be alone for a while.

He was wandering around here, with flowers in front of his eyes. He probably wouldn't confess his love to her for a while.

She was tired and didn't want to deal with the past at all.

Ke De enthusiastically boiled some hot water for her, gave her some water to drink, and even wanted to prepare some water for her to wash her feet.

Liu Binghai finally couldn't stand it anymore, "I said no!"

At the command, Code paused, frightened and dropped his hands to his sides.

The true form is about to be revealed again...

Liu Binghai lowered his tone, "I should go to bed, no need to take care of me. You should go and rest too."

Ke De nodded and said, "Then I'll make you some reed flower water tomorrow?"

Reed catkins are a medicinal flower here, and can cure heatstroke and summer-related colds. The weather is very hot now, and Code probably thought she was suffering from the heat.

But what is there to drink? She is not sick at all.

She just wanted to act lazy and show weakness.

In the past, she had spoken no more than three sentences to the groom a day. She had simply changed her equipment temporarily.

"No need!" she said again angrily.

Seeing that she was very angry, Ke De didn't dare to speak.

"But you have to take medicine when you are sick." He said weakly again.

Liu Binghai gave Code a look and he stopped talking again.

She put away her temper, put on a smile, and said to Ke De gently, "I'm really fine. If I need you to take care of me, I will definitely ask you to take care of me, but now I want to sleep."

Ke De was stunned again, then nodded, "Oh, oh, okay, then you go to sleep, I'm leaving, good night, sister."

As soon as he left, the drifting ice sea prepared to rest.

The system started to act mean again: Liu Binghai, why are you still so domineering?

Is she domineering? Isn't this normal?

She never bullies anyone.

She looked in the mirror. This beautiful little face with a distinctive heroic air was so charming no matter how she looked at it.

Putting down the mirror, she washed her feet and went to bed, and said to the system: Code's personality is not simple and rough, he can drag it out until tomorrow.

She lay on the bed and chatted with the system for a while.

In the past, Cord and her had nothing to talk about.

She saved him in an accident, and just like the traditional plot, he fell in love with her.

But she could only treat him as Code, in the previous life and in the next life.

There are some people you will never love, even in several lifetimes.

She fell into a deep sleep.

These past few days, she has been so "sickly", and occasionally helps Code feed the cows. The farm is very big, and she can't bear it. It is impossible for her to feed cows in the groom's yard all the time in the future. She doesn't want to repeat the past path, so she can only find a new way. She wants to find an ordinary little brother, have an ordinary love affair, and live a stable and down-to-earth life.

Yes, I didn’t stop planning to fall in love because of the injury.

She wants to fall in love.

I want to go back to my own world and find a little brother to live with.

Live a stable and ordinary life.

I gave him stir-fried bean sprouts and rice. People in this world don’t know that vegetables can be stir-fried with eggs, and rice can be soaked in water and steamed.

hey-hey.

Thinking about living with a little brother, she suddenly felt a little happy. This was a rare thing.

She ran outside the farm. Outside the farm was another farm. There were herds of cattle and sheep on the grass. Horses were humming and running around in the fields, strolling at small steps.

The sun made her face red.

She sat on the ground and basked in the sun for a while, and she felt that her fighting power had increased again... She felt refreshed, and her blood energy index soared, comparable to a galloping horse.

She didn't want to gallop.

She got up and stretched. There were not many people in the village, so she strolled around.

Some people, just like before, were scared away when they saw her, their eyes glaring, their mouths grinning, and they turned away.

Wherever she went, people who saw her would immediately change their expressions, be so scared that they would pick up the basins of clothes they were going to wash and run away.

This ominous figure won without even doing anything. Living in this world, she was alone and invincible. As long as she moved her eyes, the world would belong to her.

The system said: You are so powerful, Liu Binghai, you are so powerful, you scared them all away.

The drifting ice sea doesn't want this either.

She also wanted to talk to someone, but they ignored her.

She walked around again and finally caught a few women who were washing vegetables. When they saw her, they looked as if they had seen a ghost. Their faces changed instantly and their expressions twisted in a trance. She said to the aunties, "Don't hide. I don't eat people."

After she said this, those people became even more frightened. They screamed and ran home with their vegetable baskets, almost crying.

No wonder, the iceberg sea never spoke to them before.

She had been a woman of unknown origin since she was young. Her biological father ignored her and gave her to the groom in the village. The groom had a son named Ke De out of wedlock with a girl from outside the village. He was the person with the lowest status in the village. Anyone could step on him, but no one could resist the arrangement of the owner of the village.

So, since everyone ignored her, she would not talk to anyone. Everyone avoided her when they saw her. Unless it was absolutely necessary, no one wanted to pay attention to her, so she was too lazy to cause trouble for herself. Usually, she only said a few words to the groom, Code and the cow.

But now it's different.

Aren’t you going to come back and live a good life?

She still wants to fall in love, how can she not talk?

I used to be unable to do it myself, but later I tried others and found that it was much easier to do it.

As long as she doesn't think of herself as herself, but thinks of herself as someone else, she won't be so painful.

She suddenly wanted to tease these people.

Hiding, hiding, hiding, what is there to hide for? You are really a bunch of rotten wood that cannot be carved.

She greeted the passerby again. The person was startled, but he looked like a cultured person, with better manners than the other aunties. He paused, nodded at her, and left.

The system reminded her: Liu Binghai, you are being yourself now. It would be fine if others thought you were crazy, but now you are yourself. Pay attention to your personality and don’t let others think you are crazy.

Okay, she sighed.

She knew that she couldn't change anything, and she didn't want to change.

She didn't expect at all that anyone would cancel her ominous definition, or that because she became "kind-hearted", anyone would change their view of her, discover her truth, goodness and beauty, and then the whole farm would be happy with her.

Impossible.

Some things cannot be changed.

She just wanted to try to speak.

They just ignored it.

It won't let her die.

When I think about it this way, I’m not angry at all. The ones who feel bad are them, not her.

Although she is an ominous god, this world also has its own laws.

She couldn't be arbitrarily executed just for speaking!

As long as it’s someone else who’s suffering, that’s fine.

She paused, and suddenly remembered the original world.

Could it be that the reason she fell in love with Chen De was simply because he was from another place and was the only one who talked to her here besides Mafcode?

She was only in a daze for a moment and then let the matter go.

Although her heart was momentarily blocked and tears welled up in her eyes, she immediately raised her face and looked at the sky with a smile.

I stood there sadly for a while.

The system called her: Drifting Ice Sea.

"Hmm?" she asked.

Seeing that she was being ostracized by everyone, the system felt a little soft-hearted: I won’t ridicule you anymore.

Liu Binghai walked to a river, sat there, drank water and looked at his face.

You look at your own face.

It's been too long since I saw this face.

She held her chin and looked at it carefully, a little absent-minded.

His forehead is really broad, making him look very smart. There is a faintly visible red dot next to his eyes. His eyes are almond-shaped, arc-shaped, with slightly upturned corners, which makes him look smart but not sharp.

Blinking seems to be a strategy.

She looked at it for a long time, and liked it more and more. She smiled slightly, and two round lines of flesh appeared on her cheeks. After smiling for a while, she returned to a calm expression, which gradually faded. She didn't know what she was thinking, and stared blankly at the sky in the distance.

Over there was a residential area, just like the alleys in the ordinary world, with winding intersections, steps paved with stone slabs, tiled roofs, and small red brick bungalows. It wasn't ancient or modern, but people basically dressed conservatively. Liu Binghai was wearing a very simple light grey long gown and lavender trousers.

She heard some noise in the distance and looked over there.

There, in addition to a clear blue sky and a "thatched hut" built of blue bricks, there was also a little brother.

He had long braids and sat outside his "hut". He didn't have a fence around his house.

The system said: In the drifting ice sea, I saw a little brother.

The sight of the drifting ice sea extended further.

She saw it too.