Chapter 219 Antimatter Legion

"Regarding Xing Xiao's views on love, you have no opinion on it. Strictly speaking, you have no right to comment on her.

After all, you're not an emotional expert yourself.

Moreover, there are other reasons behind it.

As for the current situation - your so-called wife's eyes may not be full of affection, but rather greedy, and you have a complete set of response measures and even multiple backup plans.

You have to admit that the effects of childhood last a long time. Even now, there are still some remnants of it in you.

Yes, you didn't think anyone who couldn't distinguish between emotions and appetite was truly eye-opening. Initially, you firmly believed that anyone who came into contact with your sister An Su had to avoid her.

When you were five or six, An Su was like this. When she was surrounded by her loving parents, she was a smart, well-behaved child. However, when it came to her younger brother, the situation was different.

She, you, both of you understand the pure love your parents have for you. An Su doesn't care about anyone else besides her parents. But, compatriots and relatives? She's a little unsure about the term.

As a sister, she has no obligation to love you unconditionally. This is a two-way choice relationship, the only restriction is that you have to live under the same roof.

But for a child who is emotionally indifferent and quite self-centered, being loved and loving others are two different experiences. So, here comes the problem.

For someone who is neither fond of coquettishness nor obsessed with external things, what is the fastest and most direct way to connect with the world?

She relies on taste to savor food and touch to interact with the world.

So, when she sees you, her most immediate thought is that you look delicious. A sense of propriety is a good thing, so she handles it well in front of her parents, and she also knows that brothers are not to be treated casually like other people.

The way to express affection is simple and unpretentious. A bite, leaving a tooth mark and a pool of saliva on your face, is a common occurrence.

After taking the first bite, her expression is filled with surprise, and she looks at you with curious eyes, as if she is thinking about the possibility of really being able to eat her own brother.

At first, you really thought your scary sister wanted to eat you, but when you told your parents, she actually tore off the good half of your face.

——"It seems that Asu likes his younger brother very much!"

Your sister is indeed a smart child, this is the countless times you ask for help but no one to learn the hard lessons. For sustainable development, she will not leave mom and dad a chance to become alert - even supervise you to wash your face when you try to resist.

Sense of propriety (crossed out) and taking advantage of every opportunity are the first survival wisdom you learned from your sister.

Also because of her sense of propriety, as you grow up, this habit of hers will have to fade away, and your little tricks will have the opportunity to be put to use.

Now, the Lord of Extinction can't suppress you, and of course, there's no sense of propriety or restraint. If you give her the chance, she might actually give you a bloody bite.

...Boys should protect themselves when they go out.

A bloody love story, which due to reality only has time to show the pure love part, and has no other function except leaving you with the identity of a "married man".

Maybe, but—

"Huanlong, there is something you need to know." The scene of destruction made you numb. Surrounded by the antimatter army and the occasional new face, you started to tell lies as soon as you opened your eyes.

"You know what? Xing Xiao gave you to me as a dowry."

You sent a—

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"..." Huanlong tried to force you back with his eyes.

- Don't force me to slap you in front of Lord Nanook!

Naturally, she couldn't believe such a statement. Regardless of whether the love of the Lord of Extinction was normal, she assumed that it was abnormal. If the love of [Destruction] was not strong enough, the appearance of a third person would only be courting death.

By analogy, there is no possibility of a "peaceful breakup"...

You nodded, confirming her idea, and pressed Nanook's head to express your double approval.

"Yes! Now that you know the reason, that's fine. This is why Xing Xiao gave you to me. She's busy with work every day and has absolutely no time to spend with me. We haven't even done anything yet, but we've already become a widowed marriage."

The reason was very sufficient, but Huanlong was still moved and refused.

You didn't even have the chance to use your little Huanlong clone to play the emotional card, as your fun was shattered in front of Nanook.

——Nanook’s favorite episode (bushi).

As an uninvited guest who had been sitting on Nanook's shoulder for so long, he no longer worried about the abnormality of his destiny.

For so long, although you haven't committed destruction, you have been able to harmoniously integrate into the Antimatter Corps. You don't completely agree with Nanook's ideas. Compared to this, you have simply developed a close relationship with the people of the Antimatter Corps.

For the rest, you're left with no choice but to summon Idrila, who has already scattered her own dead bodies everywhere during this period. You've already visited the planet that spawned her, and this time, let her apply a targeted filter to you.

The target is all people and things that are destroyed or on the verge of destruction.

It seems to be the buff brought by the university graduates, and it also seems to be the blessing of Xingxiao's faction reputation. In this regard, you are more convinced that some conditions have been met.

You started watching 3D movies with presbyopia (crossed out) while watching the Antimatter Legion's Destruction Operation.

An Su's blurry figure passed behind Xing Xiao, and behind countless virtual soldiers, the shadows were hazy and not very clear.

“…Find him.”

Like tiny whispers scattered across the chaotic battlefield, they vanished silently. You subconsciously tugged at Nanook's pigtail, "Can...can you see it?"

Nanook didn't answer, but the surrounding environment suddenly became gray and the world spun, and you became aware of a breath behind you.

You know, it's just an illusion.

The person behind you with her back to you seems to be sitting somewhere too. After a long while, you hear her speak——

"Another wrong answer? I've already succeeded, forged a path to destiny, and become a Star God... I just want to find him."

“…”

It’s my sister.

No words, no looking back.

You know, this is still just an illusion.

Once you look back, you may wake up and return to reality.

"A Chong, can you sense me?" The phantom seemed to notice you, but also seemed to be talking to itself, "You're not talking. Are you angry? It doesn't matter. I know that even if you don't come to find me, you will eventually come to my side."

“…Even Phantom is so self-absorbed.” Hearing this, you couldn’t help but feel rebellious and muttered softly.

She seemed to have heard your words, her breath floating behind her, and her tone was happy, "This is not an illusion, it is real."

“…”

"You know what? Fate has countless possibilities. Unfortunately, I went a little too far when I turned back on this fork in the road."

You blinked, realizing this was the answer you were looking for—her transformation from destruction to creation.

But why... again?

"Now, you must be wondering what's going on." She continued, "In order to regain your perspective on the world, I've added a little extra. You should be able to guess."

yes--

You spoke silently."

"It's pure beauty." She said slyly, "I added pure beauty! But I added too much..."

Added too much?

What will that become?

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"Haha... curious?" An Su chuckled, took a deep breath and slowed down his breathing. It sounded like there were some other emotions in his voice, but you couldn't quite tell what they were.

But one thing is for sure, An Su...my sister made the same choice as you.

She can't fit into this world like you, just like you can't fit into destruction calmly. You both found the same shortcut.

"The consequence of adding too much is that I met a sunny, cheerful, lively, optimistic, exquisitely crafted…" The middle adjective became increasingly bizarre, and her voice began to turn serious, "a peculiar brother who is righteous to the point of being evil."

you:……

yue～

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"Well, you and I both know that you can't be like this. But unfortunately, this is the result of this kind of destiny power—"

The ending tone is prolonged, she is deliberately trying to whet your appetite.

“It’s called [holding delusion].”

"Holding... delusion...?"

"I knew you didn't understand. That's just how you are. You only work on things that interest you." An Su said slowly, unsure what he was thinking. "All you know is about Taoism. It's a term that comes from Buddhism."

Then she chuckled, "In just one sentence, I can make you understand—your sister is still your sister!"

Her reaction was not normal. You realized it later and it didn't seem like she really noticed you. She moved her mouth a few times and finally kept silent.

"Oh! It happened, and that reaction again." An Su was startled, as if she wasn't performing a monologue. "Are you heartbroken? Are you so sad that you want to cry? You have to make that expression in front of me?! - You bastard brother who eats all the food for himself!"

“…”

After a while, she became quiet, as if infatuated and angry, "You must still remember that sentence——"

"Obviously... I'm already well, I don't need to take medicine—"

Your eyebrows moved up and down uncontrollably, and you couldn't help but suppress your voice and whispered it out.

"But they insist you're fake."

"But they insist that you are fake." An Su's voice was ups and downs and full of emotion.

This is called "delusion".

[Creation], [Destruction], and—

An excess of pure beauty.

Just like she said, you are not as perfect as she imagined you to be, but An Su saw it because of your fate and twisted obsession.

But because the concept of "creation" is not completely false, she did not see you, but she can still appear in front of you here.

The encounter was real, the emotions and reactions were real, but it was still fake.

Just like now, you are not sure whether it is the concept of "delusion" that has entangled you - the slightly crazy An Su fits your stereotype of her, or maybe it is true, and this is the trace of An Su's past.

If this really existed, what on earth did An Su see that would make him be so obsessed with such a concept that has such a bad connotation?"