Chapter 248 What I Want

The woman felt dizzy from the pain, but she didn't let go at all.

The mutant beast struggled frantically for a while before finally collapsing. The woman's shoulder was covered in blood, the bone visible. But she still managed to stand up with all her might.

But the door that used to be easy to enter was now extremely difficult. She was pounced on by a mutant beast again.

The woman was about to give up when she saw her daughter running out of the house. Suddenly, she felt a surge of desire to live. With all her might, she rolled over, pinned the mutant beast beneath her, and bit its neck.

But she made a mistake. With her ordinary teeth, she couldn't even bite through the mutant beast's skin. Realizing that something was wrong, she quickly fell back.

The mutant beast counterattacked very quickly, opened its mouth and bit, and with a loud "bang", the axe hit the mutant beast's head.

The girl swung the axe again and again until the mutant beast's head exploded and fell down. The girl dragged the axe to help the woman, who climbed up despite the pain and pulled her into the house.

The video ended there, and Bian Qin froze in place. The bloody scene stung her eyes, leaving them etched with bitterness.

Ah Zhi said hesitantly, "Fortunately, it's just a low-level mutant beast, and the weakest one, otherwise we wouldn't have any room to resist.

There is a protective shield in the house. My mother asked me to close the door and open the shield, but how could I leave her alone? She is my dearest person. "

Bian Qin murmured to herself, "I shouldn't have abandoned her." She didn't know whether she was talking about Ah Zhi or herself.

The house was breached and the women and girls were forced to flee to the yard, which was now filled with mutant beasts scurrying about.

The scene changed, and the man ran out of the yard holding the girl who was bitten to death. The girl's face was covered in blood and there was no intact part.

Bian Qin was so scared that she almost threw away the photo stone.

Then, there was another picture.

The woman rushed to the main gate with the child, but then, realizing that only her husband could open it, she turned around and ran to the small gate.

The mutant beast pursued closely, and cracks soon appeared in its protective shield. You can imagine what happened next.

Bian Qin couldn't bear it any longer and reached out to grab Ah Zhi's neck, "Yes, I locked it accidentally, but I didn't do it on purpose. I really just wanted to save you at first.

You made me hesitate. I didn't expect the mutant beast to arrive so quickly. I was terrified at the time, but by the time I calmed down, the lock had already been locked.

"Mother, I really didn't mean it." Bian Qin let go of Ah Zhi and sat down on the ground, tears streaming down her face.

Ah Zhi also burst into tears, "You finally admit it."

Bian Qin suddenly realized what was happening, looked at Ah Zhi in disbelief, and screamed, "Are you trying to trick me?"

"There was indeed a photo stone back then, but my father was so anxious to save me that he didn't have time to retrieve it. These are just my memories from back then, and the Ruan family helped create them."

When she was rescued, she was completely despairing and lived a muddled life with her adoptive father. It was not until her adoptive father passed away and Song Ting arranged for her to live with Bian Qin that she gradually recovered.

She came with hatred and was also prepared for revenge. But after a long time, she found that Bian Qin was not living well, and was even living in a very bad way.

She always appears calm, resolute, and tolerant in front of outsiders, but when she takes off her disguise, she turns out to be an irritable, cruel, and ruthless executioner.

Surviving the beast tide did not allow her to abandon the past and start a new life, but instead she struggled forward carrying all the grievances and grudges.

She became more and more stubborn, and felt that her life in the Falling Star had become a cage for her, so she chose to abandon her husband and daughter. However, after gaining all this, she unconsciously carried the grudge on her shoulders, and her life became even more difficult.

Until she became what she is today, stumbling in place. Seeing her clearly, she didn't intend to take action, waiting for her to be unable to walk and destroy herself.

"Your father is quite capable. Even after so many years of death, your mother's family still remembers to avenge him." Bian Qin said sarcastically. The secret in his heart was revealed, and he spoke without any scruples, saying whatever he wanted.

Ah Zhi didn't care. "The Ruan family has always been united. Although I've only known them for a short time, they all treat me as family. I kind of regret not getting to know them sooner."

Ah Zhi was speaking from her heart. Before she came to Bian Qin's side, she was still an ordinary person, with an unbridgeable distance between her and the awakened ones.

The Ruan family is a big family, how could they take in an orphan like her? She unilaterally rejected the idea, never expecting that they valued family affection so much.

Azhi suddenly felt that it would be nice to return to the Ruan family.

"Humph, you have family now, you must be very proud!"

"I can't say I'm proud, but I just feel like I won't be alone anymore. For me, it would be great if I could live the rest of my life in peace."

"You're quite open-minded!"

"Then what are you worried about?" Azhi asked back.

Bian Qin was a little confused for a moment. Looking back on the past, she suddenly realized that she actually had everything.

Father's love, belated mother's love, husband's care, brothers' support, daughter's admiration...but it always feels like it's not enough, I want more.

Thinking about the power and status she pursued, she was afraid that she would never have them again, and she finally became a real loner.

Bian Qin collapsed dejectedly, staring at the pitch-black mine roof. She felt as if the darkness was swallowing her, but she suddenly felt unwilling to accept it. "What I have always wanted is to be loved alone."

Ah Zhi didn't understand for a moment and repeated, "What do you mean?"

Bian Qin raised the corner of her mouth, "I wanted to be my father's only treasure, but he loved my mother more. My mother was his treasure, so I gave up.

It would be fine if my mother didn't love me, but after she did, she loved her new family even more, which made me very angry. I'd rather not have her.

Song Ting is a good person, but he has many people in his heart. I can never be the only one for him, so why should I cling to him?

The five-cent man always thinks of himself first and then me. What does that have to do with me?

Bai Feng..." Bian Qin suddenly felt sad, "She is the only person who loves me the most. Every time I see her eyes full of admiration, I feel extremely satisfied."

"But you killed her." Azhi interrupted her mercilessly.

"Yes," Bian Qin was angry at first, then became manic, "but who made her an ordinary person, yet she gave birth to an awakened one?"

"It won't affect her love for you?"

"How can it not affect her? With the Awakener, she will escape from my control."

Azhi looked at her in disbelief. She had such a morbid possessiveness and desire for control.

"Why, you think it's wrong? Didn't all my relatives leave me because of the Awakened? Then I will become an Awakened and abandon them too."

Ah Zhi was completely ignited by this and angrily asked, "Crazy, can this be exchanged?"

"They all love more than just me, so why should I linger? The days I spent in the Bai family taught me one thing: only by climbing up the ladder can I have everything I want.

If you want to have family again, build a family, adopt some children, and they will love you wholeheartedly and only you."

"Is that true? Then why did Bian Xuan help the Ruan family contact me?"

"What? Bian Xuan—that damned girl, a heartless thing, an ungrateful wolf who can never be fed. Give her..." Bian Qin cursed madly, and Ah Zhi had a headache listening to it. "Stop deceiving yourself."

(End of this chapter)