The answer to the edge of loss of control

A scalding heat rushed from his heart to Gu Yansheng's cheeks and ears. He suddenly lowered his head, almost burying himself in Jiang Lin's broad chest, but his fingers subconsciously and with a bit of timid dependence, tightly grasped Jiang Lin's hand around his waist.

His fingertips were slightly cold and trembling, but he held on so tightly, as if it was the only piece of driftwood.

"I..." Gu Yansheng's voice was muffled by Jiang Lin's clothes, as soft as a mosquito's whisper, but it was filled with the courage to burn his boats. "Actually... there's no need to wait... I'll tell you now..."

He mustered up all his courage and suddenly raised his head. His beautiful eyes were now filled with tears, but they were unusually bright and resolute, like stars washed by rain, staring directly into Jiang Lin's deep eyes.

The affection and trust there are pure and unconditional.

Jiang Lin's heart skipped a beat and he waited with bated breath.

The next second, Gu Yansheng did something that made Jiang Lin's brain go blank for a moment. He propped up his body slightly, with an almost pious and extremely brave posture, raised his face, and his soft lips accurately and gently pressed against the small, scabbed wound on Jiang Lin's lower lip.

It was a very light and quick kiss, with a soothing meaning, and also like a silent but solemn stamp of confirmation.

This active kiss, with obvious affection, is like a

Like a spark in dry wood, Jiang Lin's eyes, which were always calm and seemed to see through everything, instantly ignited a prairie fire when he saw Gu Yan's wet, sparkling puppy eyes full of complete trust and love.

All rationality, all plans, all restraint were shattered at this moment!

“Hmm!”

A short scream was completely swallowed up, and Jiang Lin's arms suddenly tightened with such force that it seemed as if he wanted to rub Gu Yansheng into his bones and blood.

The other hand quickly grabbed the back of Gu Yansheng's neck and kissed him fiercely with irresistible force!

This kiss was no longer the drunken tentative and clumsy one from last night. It was a deep kiss from a mature man that erupted in an instant, full of aggression and possessiveness.

Their lips and tongues intertwined, sucked, and explored fiercely. Jiang Lin almost instinctively stood up holding Gu Yansheng and pressed him heavily on the large desk. The documents and pen holder were swept to the ground, making a rustling sound, but no one paid any attention.

Gu Yansheng felt dizzy, his back resting against the cold wooden tabletop, and in front of him was Jiang Lin's body as hot as an iron and his kiss as violent as a storm.

He was completely unable to resist and could only endure it passively. Small and sweet sobs came out of his throat, but his arms obediently and tightly wrapped around Jiang Lin's neck, sacrificing himself without reservation.

Several buttons of his shirt collar were torn open during the struggle and hug, revealing a small piece of white collarbone and flushed skin. His beautiful eyes were half-closed, covered with a layer of hazy mist, and his long eyelashes were trembling wetly, clearly reflecting the vortex of lust.

Innocent yet alluring, giving whatever he asked for, so well-behaved that Jiang Lin's remaining sanity completely collapsed. Jiang Lin's kiss became more and more fierce. One hand eagerly reached under the messy hem of Gu Yansheng's shirt, and his hot palm pressed against the delicate and warm skin on his waist, and his fingertips with thin calluses rubbed upwards dangerously.

The other hand clasped Gu Yansheng's chin, demanding his breath and response more deeply. Gu Yansheng was kissed so hard that his whole body became weak. He could only tilt his head back and endure this overwhelming intimacy. His broken gasps sounded particularly clear and seductive in the silent study.

He felt like a small boat, floating in the raging waves of Jiang Lin, about to drown, but willingly so.

Just as Jiang Lin's kiss slid down Gu Yansheng's hot neck, his teeth gently nibbling at the fragile collarbone, his other hand's exploration became bolder and deeper...

“Ding-ling-ling——!!!”

On the desk, Jiang Lin's cell phone suddenly rang sharply and inopportunely! The piercing ringtone was like ice water, instantly extinguishing the blazing flames that threatened to burn everything! Jiang Lin froze in his tracks.

His brain instantly pulled itself out of the abyss of uncontrolled lust. His dark eyes, stained with bottomless desire, suddenly contracted when he saw the scene below him clearly...

Gu Yansheng was lying on his desk, his shirt wide open, buttons broken off, revealing a large area of ​​skin with an alluring pink hue. His eyes were dazed and distracted, his lips were red, swollen and moist from being kissed, slightly open and breathing rapidly. He was like a completely crushed and dew-stained flower, emitting a fatal temptation.

And himself... Jiang Lin almost immediately felt the most honest reaction of his body. The hot and hard touch was pressing tightly against Gu Yansheng's body, which also reacted.

They had just...just a few minutes ago,

It's a relationship!

Jiang Lin was instantly gripped by a wave of remorse and self-blame. How could he… How could he have lost control so much? How could he have just confessed his feelings, and not even fully adjusted to being in love, and then nearly fell on the desk…

“Hmm…?”

Gu Yansheng opened his watery eyes blankly, as if he had not yet fully recovered from the fierce whirlpool just now.

Jiang Lin suddenly stood up, almost awkwardly pulled Gu Yansheng up from the desk, and quickly straightened his open shirt.

His breathing was still heavy and his chest was heaving violently, but his eyes had regained clarity, even with a hint of fear and severity.

"Sorry. Shengsheng..."

His voice was very hoarse, with lingering lust, but more of the pain that was forcibly suppressed, and his cell phone was still ringing frantically.

Jiang Lin didn't even bother checking the caller ID. He grabbed the phone and strode out of the study room as if he was escaping, leaving behind only a hurried and suppressed "I'm going to take a call!"

He didn't go to the balcony or back to the living room, but rushed straight into the nearest bathroom, slammed the door shut, and even subconsciously locked it!

He leaned against the cold frosted glass door, breathing heavily, looking down at his lower abdomen... calling out for the man outside, and a strong sense of shame and self-loathing came over him.

He couldn't let Gu Yansheng see him like this, like a beast who couldn't wait to eat him up right after receiving a promise! He needed to calm down, he needed cold water! The sound of running water soon filled the bathroom, covering up his heavy breathing.

In the study, Gu Yansheng was still sitting blankly on the edge of the desk, his legs hanging limply, his heart beating wildly in his chest, almost jumping out.

He gasped for breath, trying to calm the heat that threatened to consume him. He raised his hand to touch his numb and painful lips, his fingertips touching the torn collar and messy buttons. The blush on his face, which had just faded a little, instantly flared up again, spreading all the way to the base of his neck.

He leaned back weakly, his back touching the cold

He stared blankly at the white ceiling above his head with wide eyes, and the patterns on it seemed to be spinning.

Just now... just now Jiang Lin... that kiss that almost swallowed him, that hot palm, that hard and burning touch... Gu Yansheng suddenly covered his burning face with the back of his hand, and let out a suppressed, tearful sob from the depths of his throat.

He was going crazy too...the strange, surging thirst in his body

Hope almost overwhelmed him.