I can understand that feeling.

Sometimes it's not love itself that hurts, but the other person's attitude that extinguishes the flame in your heart, leaving you with no daylight, only night. Yet you don't want to let go easily, because your heart isn't completely dead, and you crave a lifeline to grasp.

...

Yu Tou drank too much and passed out.

Chen Jin and I each supported one of his arms and carried him to the inn.

Chen Jin said to me, "This kid drinks like there's no tomorrow! Keep an eye on him, in case something happens."

"Okay."

"Then I'll head back now."

"Why are you in such a hurry to go back? Let's chat for a while."

Chen Jin clicked his tongue: "The young lady has booked a room and has been waiting for me for ages. As a man, I can't be so rude!"

Who is it?

"You haven't met her before. We met at a bar a few days ago."

"You really can't get rid of this habit?"

"It's not that I don't want to change, it's just that I'm really addicted... In this world, there are all kinds of women, doing all kinds of jobs, and with all sorts of strange personalities... There's so much I can unlock from them, it's like an adventure, it's really exciting!"

"Heh, really?... But there's a type of woman you can never sleep with."

"Impossible. Tell me, what kind of woman can't I, Chen Jin, sleep with?"

"Self-love".

Chen Jin looked at me, speechless for a long time, but even so, it didn't stop him from going out and having affairs... He smiled indifferently and then left the room, but he must have known in his heart why Nicole hadn't been with him all these years.

Yes, there are many women in this world who enjoy being flirtatious, but there are also many women like Nicole who have inner principles.