Chapter 32 Chapter 32 If the price of learning to love is losing...

Pain... everywhere, as if her bones were torn apart. She was soaked in a quagmire and couldn't find a way out. She was like a drowning person, with the dull, thin air swirling around in her lungs.

She struggled, and suddenly, as if she had finally struggled out of the water, she suddenly opened her eyes and breathed in the air around her in big gulps.

She wiped the sweat from her forehead, her palms tingling with pain. She then looked down to check on her condition. Her horrific internal injuries and broken bones had mostly healed, leaving only the superficial wounds still bleeding.

Before she entered the black hole, she was in so much pain that she almost fainted, but she was conscious and knew that it was Si Ruxu who broke the black hole at the critical moment, giving her a chance to survive.

But she was not sure whether Si Ruxu thought she was useful or something else.

She looked around. Although the two consecutive large-scale massacres had reduced the number of people with special abilities by almost a quarter, supplies were also more scarce. There shouldn't be no one left now, especially in such a dense forest.

She continued to move forward. The situation here was unclear. The people outside could take her life at any time, so she didn't plan to treat the wound here. The wet scars could not be seen from a distance on her black clothes.

After walking for a long time, she realized that something was wrong. The environment here was too quiet, as if no one lived there.

She pulled a few detectors from her backpack and placed them in the forest pool. In the apocalypse, water sources were very important. Any psychic who went out would inevitably pass by a water source. This way, they could track their whereabouts and avoid being hunted down.

After doing all this, she half leaned against the grass, feeling the energy in her body drying up, and gradually felt a little sleepy.

The moon was at the top of the tree, and the moonlight was divided into strands and fell through the gaps in the leaves. Then, in the moonlight, Si Qi carefully pulled open his clothes. Some blood from the wounds had already stuck to the clothes.

She used her limited spatial ability to separate the wound bit by bit. Without medicine, she didn't dare to light a fire, nor could she use water from the water source to clean it directly. She could only separate the wound from the clothes, and then tear off a few relatively clean pieces of cloth to wrap it.

Finally, I fell asleep in a half-awake state.

She had a strange dream. In the dream, she was a calm pool of water. Fresh water with small fishes flowed in from upstream, injecting vitality into her pool of water.

Suddenly one day, some strange things entered the pond water, very dirty and messy. Those things were originally just a small group, but gradually spread. She felt that her vitality passed away along with the little fish, and the water upstream gradually dried up and flowed in again.

She was angry, roaring and rolling up wave after wave, but it was of no use. No one would listen to her voice because she was just a pool of stagnant water.

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She was awakened by a start, and the emotions from her dream had not yet dissipated. The detector near the water source showed that it had been destroyed. She felt a little annoyed. Those people were getting water, so what was the point of her detector? She just wanted to count the density of the crowds.

She propped herself up, covered her face with a mask, and teleported over. There were two people standing by the water source. They had tall and slender figures, and their decent appearance did not seem like they were from that era.

She looked over inquiringly, and saw a pair of familiar eyes. She was slightly stunned and fell into those very faint emotions.

It’s Si Ruxu.

Her muscles were tense, her jaw was clenched, and she looked at Si Ruxu in a defensive posture. Beside Si Ruxu, another person moved forward slightly to block her view, and only then did she notice her.

My sight stopped when I saw the face that looked exactly like my own. Is this... a disordered time and space?

Another Si Ruxu, another self.

Shuiyuan, mask, wound, black clothes, she suddenly remembered the person she met during the first massacre.

So, in the first big purge, the person who helped me and Si Ruxu was my grown-up self?

So Si Ruxu said that she would be as powerful as that person, so Si Ruxu was not afraid of dying there because she had seen herself in the future.

Si Qi suddenly felt it was absurd, and the clues in his brain became a mess. The Si Ruxu in front of him was not as haggard and thin as he would be later. His complexion was not very good but at least not pale.

She looked at herself standing in front of Si Ruxu, her body tense and her teeth bared, and laughed at herself.

She waved her hand, transmitting the lightning power in the pool out, and then opened a little space to cover herself a few months ago. Her eyes swept over Xiao Siqi from top to bottom.

Well, their eyes are clear, but with a lot of naivety and stupidity.

I can’t blame myself for thinking she is useless in the future.

She looked at herself, who was silent but with a tense expression on her face. Suddenly, she felt playful and let a faint smile appear on her lips: "Did you protect Si Ruxu well?"

Xiao Siqi's breathing paused: "How do you know..."

She said nothing, and looked back at Si Ruxu with a smile. When she turned back again, her eyes were full of provocation when she looked at Xiao Siqi.

Then he tore the space apart and inadvertently released the pressure of high-level supernatural powers. It seemed that he had left there, but in fact he had opened up an independent space to hide himself and continued to follow them.

Not long after they left, a thin woman with pale lips and wearing a light-colored windbreaker stood by the water source. She felt the fluctuations of the tender lightning and space powers in the air and looked in a direction not far away.

She clenched the small black hole in her pocket.

Si Qi might not remember, but she knew. This was the space where the first massacre took place. She was too familiar with Si Qi's abilities. She had seen Si Qi later, when she was covered in wounds, untreated, and still bleeding.

She captured the special power of Air Siqi and followed him all the way here with the help of the magnetic field of the small black hole. This was the place where she and Da Siqi met for the first time.

She was still angry at that time, and now she thinks that Si Qi's various defenses against her were justified.

The boomerang in her memory hit her right between the eyebrows at the overlapping point. The wound on Si Qi's body, which she didn't care about at the time, and the conversation between them became sharp blades, slicing her heart one after another.

She put away the broken detectors around her and followed the strange path to find a small jungle that was different from the ones nearby. The grass here was obviously softer than the ones nearby, as if someone had slept here for a long time.

She stood by the bush for a long, long time, a few warm tears falling into her palms.

Only then did she begin to feel sorry for the injuries Si Qi had suffered.

If the price of learning to love is losing the one you love most, then she thought, this price is too high.

She wants to get her back, even if it means losing anything.

As the sky darkened, Si Qi hid behind the two of them, picking up some wild fruit when he was hungry. From an outsider's perspective, the few days of massacre seemed quite short.

Only from the perspective of an outsider could one understand how obvious he was at that time, with his head always tilted to the side and his eyes glued to Si Ruxu.

Si Ruxu must know this, or she must have never thought about it.

Si Qi shook his head, shaking these strange thoughts out of his mind.

She followed him all the way, from Si Ruxu's intentional or unintentional teasing to the aggrieved and red look in her eyes when she forced a breakthrough.

She no longer wanted to blame Si Ruxu. She didn't love her, so she didn't need to care about her pain, her wounds, and her feelings. She only needed a deal. Everything else, including her sincerity, was useless in Si Ruxu's eyes.

High-level superpowers have a stronger sense of world changes. When the human catastrophe was about to come, she sensed a powerful force spreading everywhere. The first major crackdown was far more dangerous than what she had experienced.

She frowned slightly, looking at the two people sleeping soundly in the night, and teleported towards the source of the dispersed power. Her second ability sensed the danger, and strange blood-red lines crawled up the corners of her eyes.

She kept transmitting between these forces, breaking up and destroying all the powerful ones. Her strength was consumed and replenished repeatedly. The wounds on her body were constantly renewed and torn apart by the counterattacks of those energies and violent movements.

The time on the sky passed minute by minute, and finally in the last second of the countdown, the human disaster came.

These energies turned into superpowers, unconsciously passed her by, and walked towards Xiao Siqi and Si Ruxu.

Si Qi knelt on the ground, spat out a mouthful of blood, and her vision went black. Her breathing was heavy, and each gasp was broken and heavy.

After a few minutes, she stood up and gently wiped the blood from the corner of her lips until it was clean, then she staggered towards the direction where the psychic had gone.

No one knew better than her how weak she was at that time. If she hadn't helped, Si Ruxu and herself at that time would definitely not have survived the first major crackdown.

When she arrived, the two people were obviously a little overwhelmed. She forced her body to teleport over, used her remaining strength to isolate a space, and then threw Xiao Siqi out.

She had dealt with the powerful ones later, and the remaining ones were not enough to hurt Xiao Siqi. The Great Suppression was very close to her, and if she was alone, she would definitely not die.

As for the injury, whether it hurts or not, she has already felt the pain, and there will be more pain to come, this is just the beginning.

"This space can only accommodate two people. If you come in, Si Ruxu will die." She said lightly, and little Si Qi, who was originally crawling towards this side, immediately stopped moving and even moved away a little.

To control a love-brained girl, you just need to control the person she likes.

In the small space, Si Qi turned his head and calmly met his boss Ruxu's inquiring gaze.

"Don't ask anything you want to ask." Her tone was calm, not very good, but not bad either.

Si Ruxu nodded and didn't ask.

Si Qi looked at himself struggling outside, and at Si Ruxu's indifferent eyes standing beside him.

"Actually, I had a recurring dream a few years ago." Si Qi spoke. Hearing her speak, Si Ruxu tilted her head to look at her, as if she had expected that she would take the initiative to speak. Her eyes were curved and gentle, as if she was looking at the person she loved deeply.

"What dream?"

"About you, in my dream, I asked you why we broke up so suddenly, why there was no specific reason, why didn't you talk to me properly."

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The author has something to say: Si Qi: Try again and again

Si Ruxu: Stab, stab, and stab again

Yes, that's right. The knife that made Si Qi give up completely was stabbed by Si Ruxu before she fell in love with Si Qi after their reunion [scatter flowers][scatter flowers][scatter flowers]

By the way, thank you all for your overlord tickets and nutrient solution. This is my first book, so my writing style is very immature. I will work hard to improve it! ! Thank you so much