"Sacrifice the sword with blood, open the gate of hell with soul, and I will borrow your spirit for my reincarnation as a bond."

This is a method I have seen in other worlds. It is extremely powerful, but the cost is also extremely tragic.

Instead of entering the cycle of reincarnation, he sacrificed his soul to the Qingpo Sword and was trapped in the sword spirit for his entire life, without any consciousness.

This time, I live for myself. This crappy life is the one you protected with your life ten years ago. Now.

I'll give it back to you.

Actually, I know Huaijin's hostility and jealousy towards me. Although it's not obvious, I still sense it. I don't know what he is jealous of me for. Is he jealous of my eternal life being controlled by the system? Is he jealous of me not daring to respond to others' sincerity?

In short, looking at his cowardly appearance, I had no hostility or targeting towards him. After all, there was nothing about him that was worthy of my attention.

It was not until the incident with the baby girl tower that I, like everyone else, began to care for this little junior brother.

Huai Jin doesn’t know that the only person I envy is him.

Because he could express his feelings to his master directly and boldly, and let his master know that he loved her.

But I can't. I know that my master is a mysophobia and doesn't like things that have been touched by others. As a person who has completed countless missions, although I have never really touched those women, the system used illusions to confuse them, but I also understand that I am already promiscuous in my feelings.

If I'm dirty, Master won't like it.

So, even though I knew I had forbidden feelings for my master, I didn't dare express them. I was afraid we wouldn't even be able to be master and disciple. I knew she loved peach blossoms and always wore her hair loose, so after she left the Prince's Mansion, I carved a peach blossom hairpin for myself.

But I never had the courage to take it out, and never let her know. Unfortunately, in the end, this peach blossom hairpin was pierced through the heart by the Qingpo Sword I sacrificed.

Split into two halves, the body will forever accompany me standing under the peach forest of Piaomiao Mountain.

Well, after all... she doesn't know.

Zhao Wuji promised me that if I took action, he would not kill my master, but would only destroy her cultivation and imprison her by my side. I admit that when I was alone in the Crown Princess's West Garden, where Sheng Wu once lived, late at night, I also had despicable thoughts. What if...

Just did it.

But I know that Master’s pride will never allow it.

I didn't want Luo Qi and the others to hate me as their senior brother, and I didn't want my master to even look at me with disgust and hatred, so I chose to help her and Huai Jin.

I know that she has been raising Huaijin by her side for five years, and she was the one who gave Huaijin his name. I originally thought that she just favored Huaijin.

Until that night, when I went to Piaomiao Mountain, I heard the two people's words of deep love.

It turns out that she really likes Huai Jin.

That’s right, Huai Jin is honest and has only eyes for the master. He will never betray her and will not be promiscuous. It is naturally right for the master to choose him.

I chose to go along with it. Watching their wedding, I felt jealous and envious, but I didn't have the hatred to destroy it.

I know I am not worthy, so Huai Jin is the best candidate.

I did not poison Master's wedding dress. On the contrary, I personally sewed a peach blossom pattern on one corner of her wedding dress.

The only time Master wore red in her life, she was very beautiful, a beauty that I could not even imagine.

This red is not for me.

In this life, I will not let myself down, I will not let my master down, and I will not let my master down.

No resentment or hatred.

The only regret is the peach blossom hairpin that was not given away.

But since I don’t want to enter the cycle of reincarnation, I will never have another chance.