Guo Mo followed Mu Tiantian around every day. I knew that Feng Lin had Guo Mo keep an eye on her and keep an eye on me.

So I started trying to win Mu Tiantian's favor.

Guo Mo asked me, "Brother Dong, are you serious?"

I said, "Do I look like I'm not serious? Have you ever seen me pursue a woman for this long?"

Guo Mo said, "That's true."

I asked, "Did Feng Lin tell you to be wary of me?"

Guo Mo was silent for a while, then said to me, "Brother Lin said he was afraid you would lie to Tian Tian, ​​so he asked me to keep an eye on things."

"I won't lie to her. You know me, I never make promises to other women, but I will. I'm willing to take responsibility." At that time, I had no idea whether what I said was sincere.

If I really get her, will I lose interest in her just like I do with other women?

All I know is that I want to sleep with her, at least until Feng Lin comes back.

Guo Mo didn't say anything, and Mu Tiantian got back into the car just then.

She made essential oils and preserved plum candies for Guo Mo to relieve his nausea and vomiting.

I was a little surprised. "You can do these things too?"

Mu Tiantian was a little smug. "I know a lot more."

"I want one too."

"Then go ask Guo Mo for it."

I said, "Xiao Mo, let me have a taste."

He ignored me.

He stared at the preserved plum candy, somewhat lost in thought, and even blushed a little.

I've seen that expression before; it's like when someone confesses their feelings to you.

I suspect he's fallen for Mu Tiantian.

Thinking about this made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Guo Mo?" I called him again.

"ah?"

"Give me a preserved plum candy."

"Oh..." Guo Mo reluctantly gave me one.

I tasted it; it was a little sour and a little sweet.

I don't actually like sweets, but I think this is delicious, and even a little addictive.

"I want more." I reached out to Guo Mo.

Guo Mo refused to give it to him, saying, "If I don't have any left, what will you eat if you don't feel nauseous?"

I glanced at the large handful of preserved plum candies in his hand and raised an eyebrow. "You're lying through your teeth."

I persisted in demanding the money from Guo Mo.

Guo Mo simply refused to give it to him.

Mu Tiantian seemed annoyed by our arguing and took out the few coins she had left and gave them to me, saying, "Here, take them all. Let's drive away quickly."

My heart skipped a beat as I took the preserved plum candy. "This is the first time you've given me something on your own initiative. Does that mean I still have a chance?"

"I...you should give it back to me." Mu Tiantian reached out to take the preserved plum candy away.

I quickly put it away.

I think I suddenly understand what Guo Mo meant by the feeling of being moved, but I'm not sure.

Mu Tiantian told me very seriously, "You don't have a chance."

I didn't care when she said that before, but now, I suddenly feel a little sad.

From that moment on, my desire to have her seemed even stronger, and it wasn't just about sleeping with her.

I just don't understand what this feeling is.

It wasn't until Guo Mo told me that she said I did this just to beat Feng Lin.

At that moment, I suddenly understood how I felt.

Yes, I've always wanted to beat Feng Lin. Feng Lin cares about her so much, so if I get her, Feng Lin will definitely be devastated.

I'm really curious to see what it will be like if he fails.

But I also feel that I'm not just trying to beat Feng Lin.

Feng Lin came back and warned me that if I harassed her again, we wouldn't even be able to be friends.

He confirmed his relationship with Mu Tiantian in front of me and was intimate with her.

At that moment, I felt a pang of sadness and anger, emotions I had never experienced before.

Originally, I just wanted to beat Feng Lin, but I started to get jealous of him.

Guo Mo advised me to give up, telling me that one should not covet a friend's wife.

But I can't stop thinking about her.

Physical desires also become stronger.

I've gone back to my old ways. Before, I would be picky, but now I accept everything.

But whenever I kiss another woman, she's the one I can't stop thinking about.

In the end, I couldn't even continue with other women.

For the next month, without exception, I became completely uninterested in other women's bodies.

Each time, he would kiss them for a few minutes and then kick the women out.

I found that I couldn't find relief from my desire for her with other women.

Therefore, I could only vent my emotions by focusing on killing zombies to relieve my stress.

It seemed to frighten her when she first saw me like this.

Seeing her frightened expression stirred an indescribable sense of excitement within me.

I suddenly felt like scaring her.

She was definitely frightened by me.

She called me a pervert and said I was really good at pretending.

Indeed, I would disguise myself when we hunted zombies together in order to pursue her.

Actually, when I think about it carefully, I realize that I am indeed a bit abnormal.

I know very well what kind of person I am, and she is also getting to know me better and better.

Fortunately, Guo Mo was still willing to say a few good words for me.

I gradually restrained my desire for her and became much more subdued.

Later, she moved in with Feng Lin, and Guo Mo often went there for meals, so I followed along.

She's a great cook; even the food I don't particularly like tastes delicious when she makes it.

Watching her and Feng Lin live like husband and wife made me feel very uncomfortable.

Her jealousy of Feng Lin grew stronger and stronger.

But I can still hold back.

In order to continue to freeload meals, I even said I had a girlfriend, which was actually a lie.

However, they believed it, especially since she no longer avoided me and treated me as a friend.

Although Feng Lin is still wary of me, he still considers me a friend.

For a moment, I thought, maybe I should just give up.

Until I overheard a conversation between my father and Guo Mo's parents.

Unexpectedly, Feng Lin's father was killed by my father, and the green crystal core I used to enhance my superpowers when I was a child belonged to Feng Lin's father.

I also heard them say that Feng Lin was secretly investigating the cause of his parents' deaths, but he hadn't found anything.

At that time, I only had one thought in my mind: if Feng Lin really found out the truth, then he would definitely kill me and my dad.

So when my superpower reached level 7, I didn't tell anyone. I planned to use it to deal with Feng Lin later.

After a while, I discovered that Mu Tiantian would always deliberately put Feng Lin in dangerous situations.

Anyone could see from her behavior that she was framing Feng Lin.

Although I don't know why she did this, I think it's better for me to strike first and kill him than for him to find out the truth and kill me.

The reason she wanted to kill him is not important to me; whether he lives or dies is what matters to me.

So I took action. I thought she would be happy, but instead she slapped me.

I wasn't angry when she hit me, but I was very confused. I was trying to help her, so why was she so angry?

Until she said, "Feng Lin and I are brothers. Even if I were to kill someone, I should kill this woman who betrayed her brother."

Therefore, she still loves Feng Lin.

So, she's angry because I want to kill Feng Lin.

She said that even if she wasn't with Feng Lin, she wouldn't be with me either.

Suddenly, I couldn't bear it anymore.

Whether she likes it or not, I'm going to have her.

I used to prefer being compliant, but her resistance excited me.

From then on, I began to harass her more and more, even forcing myself on her.

Feng Lin knew she was harming him, but he still willingly protected her.

Later, I learned that Guo Mo's parents had developed an inhibitor for Level 7 superhumans, so I asked for two.

I'll use one on Feng Lin to kill him, and the other on Mu Tiantian to make her completely mine.

More than half a month later, Mu Tiantian took Feng Lin to City C, which was the most dangerous place.

I went with them, and Guo Mo followed.

I wanted to ambush Feng Lin and inject him with the inhibitor, but she stopped me, saying she would do it herself.

I figured I had two anyway, so I gave her one. I watched as she used the inhibitor on Feng Lin and then pushed him off the rooftop.

I walked over to Mu Tiantian, intending to administer another inhibitor to her.

As a result, she injected the inhibitor that was supposed to be given to Feng Lin into me instead.

She switched inhibitors.

She threw me into the zombie horde, and I watched her jump in. She tried to protect Feng Lin, but suddenly disappeared.

I was unable to use my powers and was being torn apart by zombies.

Before I lost consciousness, my biggest regret was giving her the inhibitor.

I don't know how much time passed before I started to regain consciousness.

My body instinctively wanted to absorb the energy of the crystal core, and many superhumans tried to kill me, but I always managed to escape.

Later, I put on sunglasses to cover my zombie eyes, which fooled some people.

Then I turned them into zombies, killed them, and took their crystal cores to restore myself.

One day I met a woman who believed I wasn't a zombie and took me to City A.

She is a healing-type ability user, but she can't cure the zombie virus in my body.

I bit her parents and turned them into zombies.

Then, in City A, I started biting many people, following my body's instincts.

I went to Mu Tiantian and Feng Lin's house, but no one was there.

I changed into a clean set of clothes, and half of a photo fell out of the old clothes. It was a group photo of the four of us, but I cut it out, leaving only me and her.

After that, no matter how many new clothes I wore, I would always bring this photo with me.

Much, much later, I regained my memories, my powers, my five senses...

I met her again, and the memories of the past came flooding back as if they were yesterday.

The only thought in my mind was to sleep with her.

This seems to have become an obsession of mine.

She asked me why.

Yes...why is that?

Maybe it's because I like her, but I don't know how to like her, and she wouldn't believe it anyway.

My mind was consumed by obsession.

She was rescued by Feng Lin.

I returned to City A, took it over, hunted zombies to seize crystal cores, and enhanced my abilities in order to fight against Feng Lin.

Guo Mo asked me if I had ever considered them as friends or brothers.

I thought about it and told him I did.

But perhaps it's because I'm naturally indifferent, they don't seem that important to me. For example, I didn't feel any emotional fluctuation when I learned that my father had been killed by Feng Lin.

I've always felt that Feng Lin and I are the same kind of people. No matter how much we laugh on a daily basis, we don't really feel happy inside.

I let Guo Mo and his companions leave City A, but the woman named Jian Meng insisted on staying and trying to kill me. I still have a deep impression of her, after all, healing-type ability users are too rare.

A man named Chen Peng was also with her.

I think it's good to keep them around for fun, and then kill them when I get tired of them.

If Mu Tiantian knew, she would definitely think I'm a pervert.

A pervert who would want to sleep with her even if she turned into a zombie.

When I was delirious, I vaguely thought I saw her; she was right in front of me.

I couldn't resist kissing her forcefully, but my body resisted.

I only realized it wasn't her after I let her go.

I felt disgusted that Jian Meng wanted to kill me.

But she seemed a little distracted and forgot she was going to kill me, so I was lucky to escape with my life.

I feel changes in my body.

You can even become someone else.

I know that I have gained a new superpower.

I became Chen Peng, and at the same time, I transformed Chen Peng into myself. Jian Meng couldn't recognize me and killed him.

Even Feng Lin didn't recognize me, but he seemed to suspect me and was testing me. Fortunately, my mental strength was enough to prevent me from being mentally controlled by him, and I managed to deceive him.

But he still sent people to keep an eye on me.

When I saw the intimate scene between him and Mu Tiantian, my obsession with not getting her and my resentment at not winning him surged into my heart.

Finally, I went to find her while Feng Lin was away.

She said, "I didn't have sincerity, I never respected her, and my affection was cheap."

Yes, she's right, but the respect she wants is for me to give up, which I can't do.

My affection is indeed cheap, because I've said it to almost every woman.

If I tell her I love her, will she believe me? Will she agree to be with me?

I could love her like Feng Lin did, but she never gave me the chance.

She slapped me again because I insulted Feng Lin.

At that time, I thought that as long as Feng Lin was truly dead, she would eventually accept me.

I was so desperate that I wanted to kill Feng Lin.

In the end, she still injected the inhibitor into me.

Before I died, I seemed to suddenly understand what Guo Mo had once said about being moved and liking someone.

I suddenly felt a pang of regret, regretting that I hadn't restrained my desires from the very beginning.

If my liking is cheap, then what about love?

I have never told any other woman that I love you.

But I want to talk to her.

I love you...

But... there's no chance anymore.

Even if I told her, she probably...wouldn't believe me...

...

"Xiang Xi, what are you doing here?"

I stood in front of a tombstone and looked at the person who came. "Uncle Mo, I just want to see the person who looks a lot like me."

Guo Mo placed a few pieces of candy in front of the grave, ate one himself, and then handed it to me, asking, "Want some?"

I took it and tasted it; it was sweet and sour, but I felt like I'd eaten it before.

I said, "I feel like I've eaten this somewhere before, but I just can't remember where."

Guo Mo paused for a moment, then smiled and asked me, "Do you still want to eat?"

I nodded.

Guo Mo said, "Come on, I'll get you some so you can share with your family."

"good."

Before leaving, I glanced at the photo on the monument, and a feeling I couldn't quite describe welled up inside me.

I think it's probably because he and I are so alike...