Chapter 191 If You Want to Marry Him, Then Marry Him

In the previous life, as Yan Xingchuan knew, Cui Si had been the Queen of Northern Yan for more than ten years. She knew everything about Northern Yan like the back of her hand. She was also a heroine with unparalleled strategies.

When she said she wanted to overthrow Northern Yan, she wasn't just bragging.

Even with him there, Beiyan would be half destroyed.

Yan Xingchuan probably didn't expect her to say such a thing. He was stunned for a long while: "You can actually do this for him?"

The wind was a little strong, and his voice was a little soft, as if it was about to be drowned in the wind.

"I'm not doing this for him, I'm doing this for myself." Cui Si looked away, watching the cold wind rustle through the branches in the courtyard.

"If you are stronger than me, I will always be controlled by you, and I will never be free or at peace. Why should I compromise for you? Why should I still plan for Beiyan?"

"The stronger Beiyan becomes, the stronger you become, and the easier it is for me to be manipulated by you. You can do whatever you want. If you want me to die, I will die. If you want me to live, I will have a chance to survive."

"No matter how good Northern Yan is, to me, it is nothing more than a bandit and a villain. You are the one who bullies and humiliates me."

She thought that she could reason with him, and that if she could make things clear with him, they could both live happily. He could be the King of Northern Yan, the emperor, and avenge his blood feud, while she could live quietly in a corner and lead the quiet and stable life she wanted.

The Cui family still follows the lead of Beiyan, and if Beiyan needs her, she will still stand up.

But Beiyan was fine, but she was not given a chance to live, so it was impossible for her to have such noble thoughts.

If you have the chance, destroy it.

"How have I bullied and humiliated you? When will I kill you?"

These words were quite hurtful. Yan Xingchuan couldn't believe it and his eyes turned red.

She actually thought of him like this?

She had said before that he was not good, and he had changed. She said she wanted to live the life she wanted, and he was willing to let go and fulfill her wish. Everything he did was in the hope that she would feel better.

"Then how do you explain what happened this time? If you hadn't come to sabotage me, how would I be here?"

Cui Si bit her lip, feeling extremely annoyed. Although she said that Jiang Cinian wouldn't care about these things, everything could have gone smoothly, but these troubles arose for no reason. She was truly suffering from an unprovoked disaster.

And all of this was brought about by the person in front of me.

How could she not be annoyed and hateful?

If possible, she really wanted to knock Bei Yan over, step on him to the ground and kick him like a dog.

The more Cui Si thought about it, the angrier she became, and she felt aggrieved.

Is it true that God doesn't give her any chance to survive?

Then no one will live!

"Tell me, why are you doing this? Why can't you just let me go? How much do I owe you that you're entangled with me like this, and I can't let go for the rest of my life?"

Yan Xingchuan saw that her eyes were slightly red, and the pain and numbness in her eyes almost burned his heart.

Perhaps she was really too tired. She was filled with hatred, bitterness, and resentment for the past. She didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, nor did she want to have anything to do with him, this scourge.

She just wants to have someone who likes her and whom she likes to accompany her, and live a quiet and stable life.

But he just didn't want to let go, and kept pestering her desperately, trying to pull her back into this bottomless abyss and drown her there.

She's going to freshman year.

But he cut off her hope with one hand and pulled her back.

The little bit of joy in my heart in the past broke and dissipated like a thin string, and then panic surged in.

Now it wasn't about whether Jiang Cinian had any problems or whether he took her away for her and the Cui family's sake. Rather, it was about... breaking off this marriage, and she might never be happy in her life...

Jiang Cinian is a gentle and tolerant person. He is careful and patient with her, thoughtful and considerate. He always takes her mood into consideration.

Perhaps at the beginning, she just wanted to find a like-minded person to live a quiet and peaceful life, but Jiang Cinian's existence did melt her already cold heart.

She didn't say how deep her feelings were, but she was indeed happy to marry him and spend the rest of their lives together.

Now that something like this has happened, the life she has been seeking is probably in vain.

In both lives, marriage is a mistake, and what I seek in both lives is completely in vain.

"A'si, don't be like this." Yan Xingchuan held her arm, panicking. "If you want to marry him, then marry him. If Xianyang City isn't good, go to Beiyan City. No one will bother you there, and you can live the way you want."

Yan Xingchuan no longer dared to talk about Jiang Cinian's problem.

What twists and turns, what wishes come true, what merits in the world.

He doesn't want any of it anymore.

If his perfection requires her to have a hopeless and joyless life, what is the point of him having all this?

I won't be happy anymore.

There will be no fulfillment of wishes.

"I'll send you and him to Beiyan City right now, you guys..."

"That's enough. I don't want to hear it." Cui Si didn't want to hear what he said, nor did she believe he was so magnanimous. "Let go."

Yan Xingchuan opened his mouth and was about to say something when Yan Yunwei walked in from outside.

Seeing the two people standing in the yard, the visitor was stunned for a moment, then turned around and was about to leave.

"Stop, come back." Yan Xingchuan let go of his hand and called out to him.

The Yanyun Guards were unable to escape, so they could only step forward and pay their respects: "Greetings, my Lord, and my Princess."

"What brings you here?"

The visitor glanced at Cui Si, then at Yan Xingchuan. Seeing him nod, he said, "Mr. Jiang is here."

Yan Xingchuan frowned.

The visitor continued, "Master, Mr. Jiang said that you promised him last night that you would let him see Princess Wang today. He is waiting outside. You..."

"Please ask him to come in." Cui Si said immediately, "Since he wants to see me, I agree to see him. You don't need to ask him."

"A'si..." Yan Xingchuan panicked. Yesterday, he was so capable of using Jiang Cinian's background to stop Jiang Cinian and Cui Jing, but now he was afraid of letting her know.

"What? You want to imprison me here and no one can see me?" Cui Si asked him back.

Yan Xingchuan closed his eyes and shook his head: "Of course I don't dare. You can see whoever you want to see, and you can not see whoever you don't want to see."

Even if he trapped her here, not allowing her to meet Jiang Cinian, and not letting her know, she would still not be happy.

Cui Si sneered: "Then get out."

Since she can see whoever she wants to see and not see whoever she doesn't want to see, if she doesn't want to see him, why doesn't he get out of here right away.

Yan Xingchuan opened his mouth, but finally nodded: "Okay, I won't bother you anymore."

Then he put the cloak he had just held in his hand on her and said to her, "It's cold outside. If you want to see him, go inside. I'll send someone to invite him over."

Cui Si was suspicious and didn't quite believe that he was so kind.

Yan Xingchuan smiled self-deprecatingly. In her heart, he was probably that shameless villain who could not be trusted.

"Go back. I promise you, you will see him soon."