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“Shen Zhixia… I regret it so much. If only I hadn’t argued with you, you wouldn’t have left me, right?”

“I am questioning all love, including yours…”

“Zheng Yiming, I’m sorry… Please don’t love me anymore…”

Entering your second year of high school, you met him…

High school only has these three years, yet you experienced so much…

{This story is from the female protagonist’s perspective.}

Content Tags: Angsty, School Life, But-Ends (BE - Bad Ending)

Other: Early Summer

After a secret crush turns into an open declaration, their relationship becomes incredibly delicate. "You have your plans, and I have my persistence. If you feel you can't spare any thought for this relationship right now, that's fine, I'll wait for you." Rong Qiuyue summoned the courage to confess her feelings to Gu Yaoguan, only to be met with a long silence.

Three months later, on the eve of her 20th birthday, Qiuyue received an unfamiliar express delivery notification. She rode her bike two kilometers to pick it up. As she looked at the sender's information on the way back, she was lost in thought. Then, an accident happened...

Their intertwined fate made Gu Yaoguan's overflowing love for the unconscious girl before him impossible to suppress. He decided not to evade this feeling any longer.

Unexpectedly, when Rong Qiuyue woke up, she had lost nearly a year of her memory.

"Let the past be the past. From now on, I won't let you overthink things alone anymore." Gu Yaoguan simply deleted the painful memories of their circling around each other, attempting to beautify them and implant them anew into his beloved girl's mind.

However, he underestimated the girl's love for him, and he underestimated her persistence during his silent period.

After Qiuyue was discharged from the hospital, her studies and life returned to normal. On the eve of another critical juncture, the contents of a USB drive engraved with "碎碎念念" (Sui Sui Nian Nian - roughly translated as 'lingering thoughts' or 'constant remembrance') restored her memories of being "deceived."

Knowing the truth, how will she face Gu Yaoguan, who once brought her immense emotional trauma? Will the bond between them be resolved...?

November 9, 2025: Main story completed.

Will try to update once a week.

This is a tragedy. (BE meaning bad ending).

My writing skills are not good, enter with caution.

The clear-thinking love-struck girl × The self-disciplined straight man.

Summer is my favorite season, and it’s also the season I met him.

The first glance was enough to make my heart flutter countless times, and I never let go.

Back then, he appeared at the classroom door wearing a white t-shirt, long black casual pants, and white canvas shoes, with a crossbody bag. The sunlight fell on him as he looked up.

He was so dazzling that he beautifully entered my life.

Perhaps, in that moment, he belonged to me.

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After visiting his homepage several times, I finally mustered the courage to add him.

Facing him, all I could feel was caution.

His initiations always made me momentarily believe he liked me too.

During a brief walk on a rainy night, he suddenly fell into my umbrella and “personally” walked me to my dorm door.

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Eating noodles alone in the cafeteria, I noticed him and his friends walk in and sit opposite me. I panicked instantly, a mix of fear and excitement. One second I was messily eating the noodles in my bowl, the next I was carefully eating with my head down; occasionally stealing glances at him.

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I tried, so I won't bother him anymore.

From now on, my secret crush on him.

Will no longer be known by anyone.

Content tags: Youthful Days, School, Drama

Synopsis: The main text is complete, extras are slowly being updated. Thank you for supporting the original version!

That winter, Shen Pan Yan's old illness relapsed. On her way to the royal villa, she encountered bandits and fainted on the spot from fright. After waking, she suffered from nightmares day and night, unable to sleep, afraid she wouldn't survive the winter.

A heart ailment requires heart medicine. When the Emperor heard about this, he assigned a secret guard from the secret guard camp to her.

The new secret guard had an unruly personality and a cold demeanor towards everyone. If provoked, he would be even more sarcastic.

However, the princess liked him very much and even gave him a name: Lin Xiao.

It was well known in the royal villa that the princess was most partial to the guard by her side. No matter what mistake he made, she would tolerate him and treat him exceptionally well, even personally weaving a peace knot for him.

The initially cold and indifferent secret guard also softened little by little in front of the princess, breaking his oath, removing his mask in front of her, bowing his head, and pledging his loyalty.

"From now on, Your Highness is this subordinate's master."

Shen Pan Yan had long understood that she was a princess and he was a secret guard; it was impossible for them to be together. If her imperial father found out, he would die, so she tried her best to maintain her distance from him. To make him give up, she even deliberately got close to the young master of Rongguo Duke's manor.

She saw his calm expression, with no reaction, and thought he had truly given up, feeling a subconscious sigh of relief.

Shen Pan Yan planned to ask her imperial father for him, then grant him freedom. She also intended to get her life back on track and marry the young master of Rongguo Duke's manor.

The young master of Rongguo Duke's manor was enthusiastic, somewhat similar in personality to Lin Xiao. She would be willing to marry him.

Until a dark and stormy night.

He suddenly appeared in her room, entered her bed curtains, approaching her step by step. His attitude was firm, yet his posture was extremely low.

He kissed her lips, watching her trembling eyelashes, his voice low and slow, word by word.

"Your Highness, do you truly, not like this subordinate?"

An Jiu was the most skilled secret guard in the secret guard camp.

He had already planned his escape route; he wanted freedom, a normal life, no longer wishing to be a secret guard hidden in the shadows, never seeing the light of day.

But later, he only wished to remain hidden in the shadows, guarding his princess for a lifetime.

Delicate Princess x Unruly Secret Guard

Reading Guide: 1. The female lead's personality is truly very timid in the early stage, but she will slowly grow, though her fundamental nature is there, it won't change too much. 2. The male lead is just a secret guard; from beginning to end, his identity is only a secret guard, with no other identity. 3. This work is an "XP work" (personal pleasure project), self-indulgent, a mix of sweet and sour, and slowly, slowly, slowly developing!

4. 1v1 SC (First time for both). Tags: Deeply in Love, Fated Match, Sweet Story, Loyal Subordinate. Main characters: Shen Pan Yan, Lin Xiao. Brief introduction: The princess is this subordinate's master. Theme: Even in adversity, one must live well.

Lin Yue never imagined she'd randomly marry a man she met less than a day before after graduating college.

Ever since she turned 18, her mother went all out introducing her to different men, saying 'Good men won't be in the market forever, so you have to seize the opportunity first!'

During those matchmaking events, she happened to meet gynecologist Song Yunzheng, who was also pressured into marriage by his family.

They hit it off immediately.

Song Yunzheng said, '"Would you be interested in getting married?"

Lin Yue replied, '"Let's go!"

Song Yunzheng thought his young wife would be a sweet and obedient little girl who wouldn't cause any trouble, but surprisingly she was as wild as a monkey, able to get into trouble anywhere, ultimately keeping him on edge!

Their first meeting didn't go according to plan.

The first time they met, it was a sunny day.

After finishing her high school entrance exams, Wen Sheng secretly climbed over the wall to her dream school.

Standing in front of the bulletin board with the rankings, she clasped her hands together and made wishes for each subject, facing the name of the top student.

Suddenly, a voice came from behind her:

"A few subjects left, and you're already leaving?"

Later, she learned that the person who had been behind her the whole time was named Xu Jianing.

The second time they met, it was also a sunny day.

On the day new students were registering at Cang High, Xu Jianing spotted the person he wanted to see in the crowd.

Although they had only met once, it was as if he had rehearsed this encounter countless times in his mind.

The third time they met, it was a rainy day.

Although Xu Jianing was only returning an umbrella, he pretended it was a chance encounter.

He said "just so happens to be on the way," but the umbrella in his hand was completely tilted toward Wen Sheng's side.

The fourth time they met, it was a snowy day.

The boy bent down, piled three layers of snow into the shape of a cake, and carefully presented it to Wen Sheng.

There were no candles, and no one was having a birthday; it was just a celebration, with the snow turning their hair white.

Later, they met many more times.

From sunny days to snowy days, from first meeting to rushing toward each other, the boy she liked was never absent.

All their "coincidental" meetings were not coincidental at all.

They were just secretly in love with each other all along.

Under the old locust tree at Cang High, there was some kind of repeatedly written waiting and drawing near.

Reading Guide:

1. A sweet campus daily life story.

2. Not a traditional period piece; the historical background appears only occasionally.

Content Tags: One True Love, Sweet Story, Period Piece, Campus, Chosen One, Secret Love

Others: Slow Healing, Everyday Life, Parents' Love, Mutual Secret Love, Mutual Pursuit

Summer, an island. The female protagonist finds an injured seabird. The male protagonist finds an injured girl.

The girl waits for the little seabird to fly again. The boy waits for the girl to embrace the world again.

In this unique summer, they both become their best selves. FLYWITHTHEWIND — Tell the world, I have come.

Content tags: Flower Season, Rain Season, Growth, Healing, Secret Crush, BE, Redemption.

Shen Yue finally understood that You Congxi wasn't a heartless little scoundard who was hot and cold, You Congxi was just a coward who dared not say 'I love you'.

Cold-eyed male lead × Cold-hearted female lead.

Also known as "What to Do When the Girl I'm Crushing On Rolls Her Eyes at Me".

Campus micro-social landscape. Daily life chronicle.

Content tags: Flowering Season and Rainy Season, One Sided Love, Love-Hate Relationship, Sweet Story, Campus, Light-hearted

When Yan suddenly dies and transmigrates into a Mary Sue novel, he becomes a psychologically twisted cross-dressing villainous 'green tea' male supporting character. At first, Wen Yan was resistant and repulsed, but later Wen Yan—what a pleasant surprise!

Surrounded by wealth and power in a wealthy family, with people fighting battles for him, he lived the life he had always dreamed of.

To survive, he had to follow the original plot and diligently maintain the 'green tea' image. In the morning, he had to deliberately provoke the female lead; at noon, he had to interfere with the relationship between the male and female leads; in the evening, he had to protect the female lead.

This contradictory existence made Wen Yan curse! Until one day: 'What, what are you going to do!' Cornered Wen Yan said bravely but cowardly, 'I could never fall for you in my life!'

The gentle male supporting character smiled slightly, 'Is that so?' The cross-dressing doesn't last beyond seven chapters. Fake Green Tea, Actually Kind Playful Bottom × Fake Gentleman, Actually Dark and Brooding Top.

Content tags: Coming of Age, Match Made in Heaven, System, Modern AU, Light-hearted, Anti-Cliche

Synopsis: Second chances | Mutual redemption | Adversaries to lovers | Cool guy x Hot-headed

Xing Yu is the "other people's child" that Chu Beiling can never escape.

From childhood to adulthood, wherever he is, Chu Beiling is always the eternal second place, harshly suppressed by him.

Xing Yu is his dark cloud, his hell; the more he tries to escape this fated connection, the deeper it becomes.

Not only do they become classmates, then desk-mates, but what's more annoying is that they are also roommates. Chu Beiling's life is filled with his shadow everywhere.

Not only that—

This dark cloud, this hell, also constantly goes against him.

After tearing one of his drawings, he would coldly mock and ridicule him;

When he goes out with friends, he all sorts of obstacles;

And is always sarcastic, saying he's not as good as him;

Targeting Xing Yu, this thorn in his side, Chu Beiling makes a wish: "Xing Yu, disappear right where you are."

Later—

Just as he wished, Xing Yu disappeared completely.

They meet again ten years later.

Chu Beiling wishes him a happy birthday, making up for what he owed him ten years ago.

Xing Yu turns and walks away without even looking at him.

Unwilling to let him go, Chu Beiling stops him and asks for the sketchbook that was taken from him ten years ago: "Xing Yu, when are you going to return my sketchbook to me."

Xing Yu says expressionlessly: "More than half of the sketchbook is of me. Keeping it for you is not appropriate."

Year after year, morning and night, I wish you eternal sunshine.

Reading Guide:

1. The daily pace is relatively slow.

2. This is a second-chance romance story, with both high school and adult timelines running in parallel.

3. The characters' personalities will have subtle changes from youth to adulthood, following the plot, but their attitude towards relationships hasn't changed; what they were like ten years ago is what they're still like now.

4. Some locations in the story are based on real places, but the characters are not. Please don't equate them with real people.

5. If the behavior of the top or bottom character offends you, please curse the author, not the character. For other characters, curse them, not the author.

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Next story: "After Being Planted with a Love Gu by the Miaojiang Antagonist"

Lin Rongshi transmigrates into a minor character in his own Miaojiang-themed story, holding the complete plot, and knowing everyone's fate, including the tragic end of the insane antagonist high priest Chi Chen.

He originally planned to watch coldly from the sidelines, letting the protagonist go through all the plot points, waiting for Chi Chen's predetermined tragic ending.

When the protagonist Feng Ye, who comes with a system, arrives as scheduled to live his counter-attack face-slapping fantasy life.

An accident happens.

Chi Chen finds him first.

The man holds his chin, his voice dangerous and playful: "A soul that doesn't belong here, do you look at me as if I'm your possession?"

The next second, the love gu that symbolizes sharing life and death is planted in his body.

As intense pain comes, Lin Rongshi laughs.

Fine, very good.

Since he's already in the game.

Forget watching coldly from the sidelines, forget the predetermined ending.

The author holding the script decides to personally enter the stage.

Hunting the chosen one who wants to kill him, protecting the antagonist who wants to protect him, this world was created by him, and it will also be rewritten by him.

Content Tags: Urban Coming of Age Love at First Sight Lovers-to-Enemies Second Chance Serious Drama

Chu Beiling Xing Yu Li Dong Sheng Xia Xu Zeyi

One-line Synopsis: Rivals become the light of my life

Theme: Love is the flower of hope that blooms in desperation.