Chapter 41 Confession 03
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Luo Jingqu made her realize firsthand how terrifying a man could be when he exploded.
It should be said that it is terrifying for a man who has endured for two whole years to vent his desires.
She tried to hold back her tears, but later on, because she couldn't bear it any longer, she closed her eyes and silently buried her tears in the pillow.
He had been looking at her all the time when he pulled her head out of the pillow.
He forced her to turn around and look at him, and said word by word: "Xing Chenyu, you feel pain, you feel like you can't hold on any longer, right?"
She bit her lip, not knowing what to say.
"Did you ever think about how much pain I was in these past two years? Did you ever think that I was almost unable to bear it anymore because of my search for you?"
"Perhaps you have thought about it," he said, "but you dare not think about it any further, because you love yourself more than you love me."
"And I'm not."
His hand slowly slid from her brow to her lips.
"I love you more than anyone else in this world, more than I love myself."
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Only when it was bright outside did he finally let her go.
It seemed as if every part of her body was not spared. When he carried her back to the bed from the bathroom, she fell asleep almost in a second.
In her dream, she suddenly returned to when she was seventeen years old.
When she first came to live with the Luo family, she was worried that she would not be able to fit in - to her, it was like an ugly duckling that by chance joined a group of swans, and she was very afraid that she would not be accepted.
The Luo family's house is dozens of times larger than her previous home, and there are a lot of people in the family, but the Luo family has strict family education, and they don't have the extravagance and indifference of other chaebol families. Instead, the long dining table is always bustling with people, and everyone in this family is very kind to her. It's not the kind of hypocritical kindness, but they really treat her as a member of the family, giving her the best food, the best things, the best education, and caring about every detail of her life.
Among all of them, the one who was the most considerate to her was Luo Jingqu.
He satisfied all of a girl's fantasies about the definition of a "brother" - tall and handsome, smart and gentle, witty and humorous, and thoughtful.
She is an only child and has always wanted a brother like this since she was a child, and now, her dream has come true.
Luo Jingqu spoiled her like a princess.
In the past, she always felt lost when she went home from school. Her mother died early, and there was only her and her father at home. Her father was a silent man and never had much communication with her. The house was always dead silent. But now everything has changed. She looks forward to going home from school more than anyone else. When the school bell rings, she will grab her schoolbag that has been packed in advance and rush out of the classroom.
One time, her good friend Xiao Ou was really curious and asked to go downstairs with her. Xing Chenyu refused several times but failed and had no choice but to take her downstairs. As a result, when Xiao Ou saw the man standing next to a low-key black luxury car on the small road near the school gate, she almost fainted.
"Fuck," Xiao Ou's face flushed with excitement, and he held her hand tightly. "Xing Chenyu, is this your new brother? The oldest one?"
Xing Chenyu nodded embarrassedly.
"Oh my god," Xiao Ou said, "My legs are weak because of his handsomeness. Isn't he too damn handsome?"
Such a handsome guy, wearing black earrings on his ears, which is ostentatious but not feminine. Who can take their eyes off him?
She patted Xiao Ou speechlessly and said, "That's not necessary."
Luo Jingqu smiled when he saw the two of them. He put away his phone, walked over confidently, and took the schoolbag from Xing Chenyu's hand. "Yingyu, is this your classmate?"
When Xiao Ou saw him approaching, he gasped, like a duck with its neck pinched.
Xing Chenyu suppressed her laughter and nodded: "My best friend, Xiao Ou."
"Hello, Xiao Ou." Luo Jingqu smiled gently, "I am Yuyu's brother, Luo Jingqu."
Xiao Ou was so excited that he kept nodding his head and couldn't even speak clearly: "Luo Jing... Hello, Brother Luo."
He curled his lips, put his schoolbag back in the car, and took out two drinks from the car.
He handed one of the cups and the straw to Xiao Ou, and handed the other cup to Xing Chenyu, and helped her carefully remove the straw and insert it into the drink.
Xiao Ou was about to cry: "Xing Chenyu, how many good deeds and virtues did you do in your previous life to be able to find a brother like this?"
Xing Chenyu was too shy to speak, so Luo Jingqu gracefully added, "Or maybe I stole sweet potatoes from her family's field in my previous life, so this is how I should serve her in this life."
The two girls burst out laughing instantly. Xiao Ou joked before leaving, squeezed Xing Chenyu's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Are you still in need of a sister-in-law? How about arranging a priority for me to jump the queue for election? We have such a good relationship, it's better to keep the wealth within the family!"
She was stunned after hearing this and was about to spit at Xiao Ou, but Xiao Ou had already run away laughing.
After getting in the car, she sat in the passenger seat holding the drink and sipped it slowly, and couldn't help thinking about what Xiao Ou said... To be honest, she was too focused on getting along with Luo Jingqu, and she really didn't think at all that she would have a sister-in-law in the future.
Luo Jingqu is so perfect, which girl would not be moved, and which girl would not want to be the partner of such a man?
Every day, she is immersed in his doting. When she encounters something happy, her first reaction is to tell him. When she encounters a problem, her first reaction is to ask him for help. When she gets something delicious, her first reaction is to share it with him... So if there is someone else by his side in the future, can she continue to do this?
"Yingying."
Luo Jingqu observed her for a while, then whispered to her, "What are you thinking about?"
She tightened her grip on the drink and turned to look at him: "Brother, when are you going to find a girlfriend?"
This question made Luo Jingqu's expression freeze for a moment, but he quickly regained his usual nonchalant and gentle demeanor, curling his lips and saying, "Brother, there's no rush."
When she heard this, for some reason, a small hint of joy flashed through her heart.
Later on she realized that as a younger sister, she shouldn't have such a secretive feeling.
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