This happened in the previous life as well. When Lu Deping said they would go home with him, the educated youth looked at each other and had a secret conversation.

At that time, Lin Minjun was young and a girl from the country, so she didn't understand why they did that.

Later, an old friend brought it up to her. The old friend pouted and said, "You and Lu Deping were not married yet. You were a virgin, so why did you live in his house before you got married? At that time, we all thought that Deping was bullying you, a young girl. If you live in your mother-in-law's house before you get married, you will be looked down upon in the future."

This was true. Lin Minjun thought about it and realized that once she stepped into that courtyard, she could never escape.

Fortunately, the situation was different this time and she understood.

She took a step back to avoid Lu Deping's hand and said in a crisp voice, "I'm not going. You can go back by yourself."

Lu Deping's expression froze, and he said hastily, "Don't be ridiculous. It's just a quarrel. Do you really want to break up with me?"

Lin Minjun thought for a moment before she vaguely remembered that at this time in her last life, on the train returning to the city, she had indeed had an argument with Lu Deping. She could no longer remember why they had the argument, but this was a good excuse.

"Yes, I've thought about it and decided that we are not suitable. Let's forget about getting married. You go back by yourself and I'll find another place to live." Lin Minjun took another step back.

Lu Deping was hurt by her evasive look. "Where can you find a place? You don't have an introduction letter, so you can't stay in a guesthouse. Are you going to sleep on the street? You would rather sleep on the street than break up with me?"

Yes, Lin Minjun was neither an educated youth nor a native of the capital. She could not return to the city, so she did not have a letter of introduction.

Without a letter of introduction, you can't stay in a guesthouse. Is such a beautiful girl going to sleep on the street?

Thinking of this, the educated youth understood Lin Minjun's helplessness. She had no choice but to live with Lu Deping and get married.

Everyone started to persuade him, "Little Jun, don't lose your temper. It's not safe to sleep on the street these days. There are many homeless people at night. You are so beautiful, don't be stupid."

"That's the truth. If you don't go to Deping's house, where else can you go?"

Where else can I go?

Lin Minjun was also wondering where she could go.

In the eyes of others, she is just a little country girl who has just arrived in the capital and is unfamiliar with everywhere, but Lin Minjun has lived here for more than 20 years in her previous life and is very familiar with it.

If I remember correctly, there are many small guesthouses hidden in the alleys near the railway station. If she gives a little more money and explains her difficulties, she can stay in one without any introduction. She can settle down first and then think about her future plan.

However, when Lin Minjun was silent, a female educated youth stood up and said, "Come back with me. We helped you get on the train. We can't leave you alone in this unfamiliar place. Xiao Ajun, if you don't mind, come home with me first and squeeze in with me."

Looking in the direction of the voice, Lin Minjun realized that it was Zhao Ning who was speaking.

Zhao Ning was also an educated youth who returned from Qujing together. She only remembered that this was a very educated and arrogant girl. Lin Minjun felt that she was not well educated, and the two were not familiar with each other.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Ning would stand up and help her.

"Okay." She smiled gratefully and nodded.

Zhao Ning pushed aside the people around him, took Lin Minjun's hand, and prepared to get off the car.

Lin Minjun took two steps forward and her other hand was grabbed by someone again.

"Minjun, come back with me. Didn't we agree to get married when we get back to the capital?"

She looked back and saw that Lu Deping's tone was almost pleading and his eyes were filled with panic, as if he knew that once he left, he would never look back.

Lu Deping is such a proud person. He is not very old among this group of educated young people, but he is the smartest and the best looking. Later on, he is indeed the one who has done the best.

At this time, he stared at her with both eyes, gritted his teeth, and pleaded, "If you are worried about being bullied in my house, then we can go and register for marriage as soon as we get off the train. It will be legal and legitimate."

Hearing this, Lin Minjun actually wanted to laugh for a moment.

She laughed at Lu Deping's naivety and the fact that he always thought he could endure it.

Later, Lin Minjun realized that she actually laughed.

After all, they were a couple for life. She thought about it and said to Zhao Ning, "I want to talk to him alone. Can you wait for me for a while?"

Zhao Ning pursed his lips and let go, "Go quickly and come back soon."

The two walked to the train docking place, and Lin Minjun said straight to the point, "Stop pestering me, we are not suitable, let's break up, I won't go with you."

"No, I don't agree!" Lu Deping's eyes widened, his fists clenched tightly, veins bulging out, as if he was ready to raise his fists at any time.

His reaction reminded Lin Minjun of the time before her rebirth, when she proposed a divorce and Lu Deping had the same reaction. He even slammed the steering wheel hard, and then they had a car accident.

But Lu Deping should not be so angry now. If I were to break up with him, he would at most feel puzzled and angry. His pride would not allow him to lose face for a woman.

It was all a car accident. If I can go back to the past, so can Lu Deping.

A guess popped up in Lin Minjun's mind. She stared at Lu Deping, looking him up and down again. The more she looked, the more deliberate it seemed to her.

She asked hesitantly, "Deping, are you also..."

Before she could finish, Lu Deping interrupted her, avoiding Lin Minjun's gaze and said firmly, "No, I know nothing."

"I haven't even said anything yet, and you said you don't know." Lin Minjun said straight to the point, "You're back too, right? We had a car accident, so we went back to 1981 together."

Lu Deping opened his mouth and fell silent.

Now that they both knew that they had been reborn, they could talk about some things. Lin Minjun glanced at the crowds of people outside the train and said calmly, "Let's get a divorce. No, we don't need to get a divorce now. Let's break up and part ways amicably."

"Why do you want to divorce? We have such a good relationship, and I have never done anything to let you down." Lu Deping said excitedly, "We lived a good life in our last life, and we had everything we wanted. I will make your life better this time."

"Cars, houses, money, do you think I care about these? With these, do I live a good life?" Lin Minjun calmed down. "Then let me tell you, I don't live a good life at all. Chinese medicine is too bitter. Every time I drink it, I feel dry nausea and vomit. I have been drinking it for 20 years. At the end, I will vomit when I smell the Chinese medicine. And the ash water and various folk remedies your mother sent me will make me weak after drinking them. Let's not talk about these. Do you know how painful it is to do a test tube, with such a long steel needle?"

She gestured with her hand and said casually, "This needle needs to be injected into the stomach to extract the eggs. I bleed for many days every time after the injection. After hearing this, do you still feel good?"

"Why haven't you told me this before?" Lu Deping opened his mouth, his face pale.

Lin Minjun started to laugh.

She didn't have the confidence to say this before, after all, she was the one who couldn't have children, and in the eyes of outsiders, this was what she should do.

Although she couldn't have children, her husband and mother-in-law did not give up on her. Instead, they were very tolerant and encouraging. At that time, she couldn't even open her mouth to complain about how hard it was to have a child.

But if she lives her life again, Lin Minjun will be able to speak again.

"Will it be of any use?" she asked.

After a long silence, Lu Deping suddenly came up and grabbed Lin Minjun's wrist, as if he had made up his mind, "Minjun, let's not have children and live a good life, okay?"

"No." Lin Minjun rejected it almost immediately and simply said, "I will not get married again."

"Not getting married?" Lu Deping said in surprise.

He stared at Lin Minjun with both eyes, as if she had made a decision that went against her ancestors.

"I'm tired." Lin Minjun heard Zhao Ning calling her outside the carriage, brushed away Lu Deping's hand, and said lightly.

Then she turned and walked out of the car.

Maybe in Lu Deping's eyes, she lived a good life in her previous life, but Lin Minjun wants to live a new and better life!

Watching Lin Minjun walking away step by step, Lu Deping, who was left behind, had a look of confusion on his face.

He didn't understand why his lover suddenly turned against him and insisted on breaking up with him.

He began to suspect that someone in his previous life had told Lin Minjun his secret.

But who would know his secret?

Who would have known that the one who really couldn't have children was him?

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