Chapter 86 I'm breaking up with you
Fang Ke didn't answer or move.
Shen Cinian is really... not a human.
The details of the past began to match up bit by bit.
Chen Cinian is a weirdo, and so is the big frog.
Gui ate people, and what about Shen Cinian? Shen Cinian can also kill people.
Shen Ci Nian...
Shen Ci Nian slowly opened his clenched fist and stuffed a palm-sized rag doll that looked exactly like Chen Li into his palm.
"Don't be angry"
Shen Cinian was coaxing him, but he just wanted to throw away the strange thing in his hand!
This is not a rag doll, it is the soul of a living person!
Shen Cinian was so casual that he made it into a rag doll and let him play with it!
Fang Ke loosened his grip weakly, and the doll fell to the ground. The frog stared at it.
He finally spoke, his tone was very indifferent, as if he didn’t know Shen Qinian at all: “You, let it spit out Wang Lingxin.”
"I can't spit it out anymore," Shen Qinian paused and shook his head. He placed his bloody fingers on the collar around Fang Ke's neck, and in the blink of an eye, the collar left his neck without even causing him any injury.
"I'll change it for you," Chen Cinian took out a collar that was much more beautiful than the previous one. The outer ring was made of pure black leather, embroidered with beautiful golden patterns, and the inner ring was made of burgundy velvet. It would be very comfortable to wear. Even if it would get stuck in the Adam's apple when tightened, the pleasure would definitely outweigh the discomfort.
What's more, Shen Ci Nian would never be so rude to him.
There is a platinum bell at the bottom of the necklace, and the intricate hollow pattern makes it look luxurious and beautiful.
The moment Shen Cinian's hand holding the collar approached him, he swung it away with force. The collar slipped out of his hand unexpectedly and ended up lying together with the soul doll.
"That's it," Fang Ke said in a very cold tone, "I'm ending my relationship with you."
"It's better for Master Guishen to refrain from visiting the human world," he said with a hint of sarcasm on his lips. "The human world can't tolerate guests like you."
Shen Ci Nian was silent for a long time, then said: "Okay."
In fact, he has been suppressing his anger from just now until now, and he has actually been angry all the time.
He was angry at Fang Ke for lying and losing contact, and even angrier at Fang Ke for rushing into a dangerous place alone without telling him.
But when Fang Ke said it was over, all the anger dissipated in an instant, leaving only a very long melancholy.
He seemed to have tried his best to make everything perfect, but in the end he was once again the one who was abandoned.
Just yesterday, Fang Ke was so determined to choose him, but now, it finally became a joke.
That kiss, that uncontrolled kiss should not have been given. Shen Ci Nian took several deep breaths before he suppressed all the turbulent emotions into a calm state.
I have already anticipated the result, and I already know that the final outcome will still end in failure. Why should I be so attentive? Why should I pay for a relationship that will not bear fruit?
Shen Cinian only blamed himself for losing control for a moment and taking away Fang Ke's first kiss.
Fortunately, I didn't go to bed.
It's all over. Chen Li is dead, Fang Jimin is dead too. He hasn't told Fang Ke about Fang Jimin's death yet. In short, Fang Ke is completely free.
Nothing will ever threaten Fang Ke again.
He fulfilled all the promises he made.
That day on the ice, he said he would give Fang Ke absolute freedom of body.
In fact, he should have made that decision a hundred years ago. He wanted to take one last look at the human world, but this one look delayed his steps for more than a hundred years.
In fact, this time he went to the human world, he wanted to have some fun, walk around, see the old streets that had changed so much, and see places he had never had the chance to see before.
Take a good walk so that you won’t have any regrets when you leave.
He still wanted to see that person again. Now that he had met him and helped him, that was enough. He was content.
But I am clearly content, so why does my heart hurt so much?
So sour, the air is filled with the smell of rotten lemons.
What to do, what to do? He didn't seem to want to leave, he didn't want to leave... He wanted to keep Fang Ke by his side, he wanted to forget what he had promised Chen Chunzhi.
But he can't.
It turns out that he has always been going against the flow, and no one has ever firmly chosen him. All this was decided on the day he was born more than 1,800 years ago.
He was stuffed into a mailbox under the cover of night. He survived until dawn, when a Taoist priest passing by heard his cries and carried him into the Taoist temple.
Later, when he was about three years old, the Sakura Country invaded his country. The old Taoist priest abandoned him and joined the army, and never came back.
He really had no choice. At an age when he could barely walk steadily, he was forced to make a living on his own in the midst of war.
Relying on charity and the livelihood he later earned at a newsstand, he survived the most difficult days, and then met Ren Qingshan. He thought his life was over and he could enjoy himself.
But then something strange happened, and he was forced to take responsibility because of his great talent.
The word "responsibility" was like a huge rock, pressing down on him so hard that he couldn't even breathe. However, the fate of mankind couldn't wait for him to breathe, and he couldn't allow himself to selfishly breathe. He could only carry one heavy burden after another on his shoulders that were already overwhelmed.
It seemed as if he always had a problem with snow throughout his life. He was born in the dead of winter, and the day he was born was the heaviest snowfall in decades.
It was snowing heavily on the day Ren Qingshan came to find him. The snow was so heavy that his hands and feet were cold and his ears were almost frozen off. He was distracted and looked at the brush holder on the table, but suddenly heard Ren Qingshan calling him.
"Ci Nian," he heard Ren Qingshan say, "I have a task for you."
"It's difficult, unprecedentedly difficult, but that's why I can only leave it to you with confidence."
"I want you to form a Players' Association with Wang Yudong and Chen Chunzhi. I want you to lead humanity's last hope, unite all forces that can be united, and seek a new life for humanity!"
It's so difficult. It sounds so difficult. The spirit masters have always been selfish and acted independently, relying on their abilities. How can they unite? Even if they unite, will it be useful?
But at that time he just looked serious and said, "Okay."
It took them many years, and when the player club headquarters was successfully built in a shabby thatched hut and a banner was hung, Ren Qingshan seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief. So without saying goodbye to anyone, he stepped into the spirit world alone and never came back.
When he was 26 years old, he was abandoned by his husband, who chose to seek a new life instead of him.
The age of 30 was the biggest turning point in his life. There was thick snow in front of the Security Bureau that day, and he was escorted to Chen Chunzhi's office in handcuffs.
There was a pistol on Chen Chunzhi's desk.
Chen Chunzhi had her back to him, looking at a painting of plum blossoms falling in the snow on the wall.
"I'm going to give you a task, and for this I have to make you suffer a lot first."
"It's difficult, more difficult than you can imagine, but because of this, I can only leave it to you with confidence."
At that time, his whip wounds had not healed yet, but he chose to forgive in an instant.
"I want you to kill me with this gun, and then commit suicide in the spirit world. I want you to finish what the teacher failed to do, but you must remain anonymous. I will erase your name, including the one you left on the teacher's tombstone."
"You will endure a great deal of infamy. I want you to go undercover in the spirit world. I want you to blend in with the uncanny. I want you to establish order in this chaotic spirit world. I want you to earn recognition step by step, and then, on the day you become the master of the spirit world, close its gates. If you can do this, I want you to sacrifice yourself on the day you become a god, completely separating the spirit world from the human world."
"You will remain there. When the spirit world and the human world are completely separated, you will never be able to return, but... this is the only way I can think of to seek rebirth. The teacher failed and died there. It is very dangerous, but you are smarter than anyone and understand what the teacher meant."
There are good and bad weirdness, and good weirdness is worth using.
These were Ren Qingshan’s last words.
He wants to be recognized, he wants to exclude those who are different from him, and he wants to lie dormant in a place where there are no people like him for a long time, maybe a year, maybe a hundred years, maybe... a thousand years, or even ten thousand years.
I can't remember what he said back then, but he only said one word: "Okay."
This one word contains too many complex emotions.
There are struggles that are too heavy to bear, worries about being abandoned by the world, and a lingering attachment and reluctance to leave the world.
The only thing missing is: why am I unwilling to give in?
Shen Cinian has always been a reliable person, so reliable that everyone puts their hopes on him.
He was so reliable that it only took him a few decades to establish order in the spirit world.
Then it took him 1,700 years to walk that extremely dark road that he alone walked and became the master of the spiritual world.
What's next? The next step is to sacrifice yourself.
He originally just wanted to go to the human world and take another look.
He obviously just wanted to take another look...
How could he, after just one look, be unable to let go? He had betrayed all those hopes, all those responsibilities, all that trust.
The day he died in the spirit world, his body turned into the abyss.
Why the abyss?
How can a person become a god?
——Take on everyone’s suffering and bring new life to the people.
When humans no longer need him, he should die quietly as originally planned.
How to die quietly
Erase everyone's memory of the weirdness, and people will no longer remember that there has ever been weirdness in this world.
Erase all of Weird's memories of humans and him, and Weird will always think that the new home is where they have always lived. They will live their own lives in a place where there are no other species, just like humans.
That was what he should do, let everyone forget about him.
But he...why is he so reluctant...
He was reluctant to leave, reluctant to just leave like that.
Humans will soon no longer need him, but Fang Ke still needs him.
After he solved the last problem for Fang Ke, he watched Fang Ke walk out and embrace a new life with his own eyes.
He will leave naturally, leaving no memories.
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The author has something to say: I washed my hair this morning, fainted twice, lost consciousness, and after waking up I couldn't control my right calf. I was taken away by the ambulance and now I'm confirmed to be hospitalized [covering my face with laughter and tears]
I'll post a leave application first, and then update after I'm discharged from the hospital. (My current condition is that I faint from time to time... I can even faint while lying in bed)
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