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To be honest, if Xun Guang hadn't played basketball with him almost every time, he would have almost believed the humble crush on him that the OP wrote about.
Although he didn't believe it in his heart, Yan Feiyu couldn't help but secretly glanced at Xun Guang who was seriously making a strategy on the side. He knew that Xun Guang liked him, but would he really be so humble?
Trying to bring Xun Guang Zhenren into the text written by the OP, Yan Feiyu felt goosebumps all over his body due to the nausea. At the same time, he actually felt guilty that "if this is true, his usual behavior is really too despicable."
He continued reading, suppressing the embarrassment of digging his toes on the ground. I have to admit that sometimes words do have an inexplicable magic. In the past, Yan Feiyu never liked to read things with a lot of words, but now he can't stop reading this kind of melodramatic literature with him and his buddies as the theme.
The following several posts are all written by the OP named [光羽SZD] about various scenes of him and Xun Guang together.
Then Yan Feiyu noticed that when it was his turn to appear, the author of the post spent almost all of his time describing his appearance, such as how his skin was very white, how his eyelashes were very long, how his calves were very curvy...
Then they would always make him expose a part of his body, such as his waist when playing basketball, and his clothes would be torn off when he was fooling around with his roommates. The most outrageous thing was that it wrote that once he wiped his sweat and exposed his chest, and the author even described in detail the colors of the two spots on his chest!
Yan Feiyu's face flushed, and for a moment he couldn't tell reality from fantasy. These things were too common, and boys didn't pay attention to details when playing ball and fighting. He just thought that these actions were very normal to him, but when the poster described them, he became inexplicably angry.
Is this how he has always been seen by others?
Yan Feiyu felt a little uncomfortable and simply skipped the long part praising his appearance and read the part about Xun Guang.
When describing Xun Guang, the author used a different approach. The "gentle and doting eyes", the "forbearing and restrained expression", and the "unconscious twitching fingertips"... It was not quite the same as his previous style.
With Xun Guang's facial expressions and body movements described so accurately, Yan Feiyu had reason to suspect that the poster had nothing else to do except observe the two of them every day.
In the background, either he is talking to someone else and Xun Guang is watching, or he is flirting with his ex-girlfriend and Xun Guang is standing far away. Xun Guang is simply portrayed as a bitter and jealous person.
But even a jealous person is better than him! His painting style is so weird no matter how you look at it.
He frowned and continued to scroll down. Then several IDs other than the poster appeared in the post. One of the most active ones was the [Runaway Stepmother] in the previous post.
Yan Feiyu paid special attention to this person’s reply. It would have been better if he hadn’t paid attention to it. After taking a closer look, he was shocked for the whole year!
[Runaway Stepmother]: The author wrote it so well! This is definitely XG himself! Every time I see XG looking at YFY with that restrained and tolerant look, I want to go up and wake YFY up! Why have a girlfriend? The peerless love is right beside you! I am deeply saddened!
[Fugitive Stepmother]: When will YFY realize that women are not your destiny, XG is your harbor!
[Stepmother on the run]: Stop abusing, stop abusing, I feel sorry for my son, please write a play about the small dark room, after abusing him for so long, XG should be evil, quickly lock up this little slut YFY, he can only see my son every day, and my son can only see my body! I made him unable to get out of bed, let's see if he still sluts around!
[Runaway stepmother]: GKDGKD, if you want to see them do it, I paid for the bed and T-shirt! I also paid for the wedding!
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Although he didn't quite understand the abbreviations in some of the replies, he could still guess roughly. It seemed that he and Xun Guang had only just come to the stage of confessing their love, but the post clearly arranged their marriage and sex.
Yan Feiyu wanted to close the post with a dull expression, but his hand slipped and he clicked back to the main post. Then he noticed a line of small words on the main post that he hadn’t noticed - XG/YFY Xipi YY Post. The story and emotions are all made up by your imagination. If you don’t like it, please don’t enter.
It turns out that he and Xun Guang were written as the protagonists of the novel.
After closing the post, Yan Feiyu refreshed the interface and found a new post starting with [光羽]. The title was - Li Tao, is Guangyu really BE?
I couldn't resist the curiosity and clicked in. The host posted a long paragraph with real feelings:
[I am not worthy of interfering with my cute couple]: This morning I saw a post on the forum about XG having a girlfriend, and my heart was broken. To be honest, although YFY has always had a girlfriend, I always thought XG liked YFY. It was not just me, but many of my friends around me. After all, XG's eyes were too obvious. I thought that one day, even if YFY was slow, he would notice and be moved. But I didn't expect that XG didn't persist...
[I am not worthy of interfering with my cute couple]: I am in the same department as YFY, and I often see them. I always think XG and YFY are a good match. I bumped into them by chance on campus, and I felt that the atmosphere between them was harmonious. I felt that XG was only really happy when he was with YFY. YFY was the same, maybe he himself didn't notice it, but whenever XG was around, he would always look at XG first when he spoke... Alas, I cried for a long time when I saw the post today, and I don't know whether this is good or bad for the two of them.
[Guangyu SZD]: Touching sisters, it’s not confirmed yet, maybe she is really a younger sister?
[I am not worthy of interfering with my cute couple]: But I saw the photos, XG looked at that girl with such gentle eyes, and the one in the cinema where he handed her a Coke. In the past, XG only smiled like that at YFY. He also took the girl to play basketball. In the past, XG only played basketball with YFY. I heard that he would not go even if his roommates asked him to... Come to think of it, I haven't seen YFY and XG together in school for several days...
[LSP]: That's true... I heard that in the past few semesters, the two of them went home together after the exams. This time, XG didn't leave after the exams, and YFY didn't show up either. I guess they went home early. I heard that YFY broke up with his girlfriend before, and I was wondering if Xun Guang would have a chance this time [crying].
[Stepmother on the run]: Sisters! Don’t be discouraged! You said that XG’s eyes are gentle when he looks at girls, but you probably forgot how gentle XG’s eyes are when he looks at YFY! Without further ado, sisters, take a picture!
Before clicking on this post, Yan Feiyu had never thought that he and Xun Guang had so many photos together. Logically, they were not in the same department, so they didn't have much free time together. But thinking back carefully, Xun Guang almost never missed his invitations, and occasionally took the initiative to invite him to play ball and games, and even had dinner with the people in their dormitory. They became familiar with the other people in their dormitory, and he joked more than once that they looked like a couple.
In the past, he would always go along with such jokes, like the night Xun Guang confessed his love, he said, "If I were a girl, I would be your girlfriend." This was not the first time he said this, and he also said, "If Xun Guang were a girl, I would have chased her long ago." Even his last girlfriend was jealous of Xun Guang...
Thinking back on this now, I feel really complicated.
What made him feel most complicated were the photos in the post.
As if afraid that the OP couldn't make the comparison, the [fugitive stepmother] posted a few more photos of herself not being with Xun Guang, to compare the difference in Xun Guang's attitude.
【Runaway Stepmother】: Thanks to the sisters in the photography department for their contribution. I won't post too many photos of the two of them in different frames. You can find a lot of them by just searching the forum. Sisters, compare them. When YFY is around, XG is always looking at him. When YFY is not around, XG is just a cool male god. I'm leaving this out. If XG doesn't like YFY, I'll eat shit live!
Yan Feiyu: “…”Are girls nowadays so cruel to themselves?
After clicking on each photo and taking a look, he pursed his lips and scrolled down again. The new replies were loaded and another familiar ID popped up.
[萌兔兔]: How shameless! If you were to say so, XG would be a gay who cheats on girls. Why are you still being so cute about this?
[Cute Bunny]: I’ll show you the photo again, no thanks!
Then, the photo of Xun Guang and a girl was posted again. This time, everyone who read the post was shocked, and the post was immediately filled with blood and gore.
[Fugitive Stepmother]: Are you blind and don’t you see what is written in the title of the post? We are just keeping to ourselves and yet you come and make trouble!
[Guangyu SZD]: If XG really has a girlfriend, we will bless him. But I really don’t understand why you indiscriminately criticized XG, YFY, and the girl in the photo. I don’t know how they offended you.
[I am not worthy of interfering with my cute CP]: SRDS, let me digress and look carefully at the photos of XG and the girl again. Why do I feel that the girl looks a bit like YFY?
[Guangyu SZD]: Now that I have a bold idea...
Yan Feiyu's heart skipped a beat when he saw this message. He couldn't help but click refresh, and the post was deleted again. His heart was finally at ease. He breathed a sigh of relief and silently thanked this unknown hero who maintained the harmony of the forum.
He didn't want to click on other posts in the forum, for fear of seeing something beyond his cognition. Yan Feiyu locked his phone and closed his eyes. His mind was filled with the photos he had just seen in the building.
As the saying goes, "Those involved are often confused, but those who are on the sidelines can see things more clearly." This saying is not without reason. Before Xun Guang got drunk and confessed to him, he never thought that his best friend had such thoughts about him. But now, stepping out of the relationship between the two of them and looking at these photos from the perspective of an outsider, Yan Feiyu seemed to really see the "restrained and gentle" look in Xun Guang's eyes.
Some of these photos were taken at the school stadium, some in the library, some in the cafeteria, and some in a small restaurant in the food street outside the school. It can be seen that the people who took the photos are different. Some of the photos are clear and obviously taken with professional cameras, perhaps by students majoring in photography; some are very blurry, as if they were taken hastily after encountering each other.
But the only thing in common is that whenever he and Xun Guang are in the photo, Xun Guang's eyes are always following him.
When he was a man and was with Xun Guang, and when he became a girl and was with Xun Guang, the way Xun Guang looked at him was the same.
At this moment, the hidden worries in his heart in the morning completely disappeared. As Xun Guang said, he only liked Yan Feiyu as a person, not a man or a woman.
In Xun Guang's eyes, Yan Feiyu was just Yan Feiyu. But in his eyes now, is Xun Guang still Xun Guang after he confessed to him?
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