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"What are you looking at?"
When Xun Guang called him, Yan Feiyu realized that he had been staring at Xun Guang in a daze.
"No, it's okay," Yan Feiyu looked away stiffly, "Just see how you do."
"Almost," Xun Guang replied in a gentle voice, "Liancheng is the farthest from here, so we can go to the beach for a few days and then return the same way. We will pass several other attractions on the way."
Xun Guang thought for a moment and added, "But both the beach and the amusement park depend on the weather, so let's check the weather before we leave."
"Then he must have been in a hurry before going to the hotel." Yan Feiyu was about to say something else when he saw Xun Guang put away his computer, so he asked, "Why did you put it away?"
"I can't stay here too long today. I have to go back in the afternoon." Xun Guang said as he packed his things. "The luggage in the dormitory has not been collected yet."
Hearing Xun Guang say this, Yan Feiyu suddenly realized that one cannot continue to live in the school dormitory until the final exams are over. Xun Guang's department had finished the exams a few days ago, and most people would have gone home after the exams. There must be few people who have stayed in the school dormitory until now like Xun Guang.
The school dormitory cannot be lived in, and Xun Guang said he wanted to stay here to accompany him, so we can only move off campus.
Worried that Xun Guang had no place to live, Yan Feiyu immediately sat up and asked, "You can't continue living in the dormitory, right? Why don't you move in with me?"
The action of packing things paused for a moment. Xun Guang guessed that Yan Feiyu didn't think too much about it: "No, I have already found a house. It just so happens that I don't want to continue living in the dormitory next semester. This is a good opportunity to move out."
Hearing what Xun Guang said, Yan Feiyu suddenly realized that he seemed to have said something inappropriate without thinking. In their current situation, it was indeed not suitable for them to live together. What's more, there was only one bed in his house. If Xun Guang really wanted to come, he couldn't let him sleep on the sofa.
Since Xun Guang has already found a house, he doesn't have to worry about it.
"Then when are you moving? I'll go help you." Yan Feiyu asked again.
"Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?" Xun Guang replied with a smile, "But no need, isn't your stomach still hurting? I borrowed a car from a friend, and there aren't many things, so I moved them all in one go."
"The car can't help you carry your luggage upstairs." After all, Xun Guang stayed because of him, and he couldn't just sit there and watch them move. "My stomach is fine now, so be sure to let me know when you move."
Seeing that Yan Feiyu insisted, Xun Guang didn't say much and nodded in agreement.
At noon, the two of them had lunch together, and Xun Guang left. After Xun Guang left, Yan Feiyu faced the empty kitchen and thought of the posts in the forum.
To be honest, in the first twenty years of his life, he never thought that he could accept a relationship with a man, especially after that incident. But now, after experiencing various events in just a few days, he suddenly hesitated.
Imagine if he confessed to another man, such as the scumbag brother-in-law he met before, he would probably beat that man's head off. Or if he confessed to someone he had a good relationship with, such as the dormitory leader, he would feel a chill just thinking about it.
This is too difficult for him, a straight man like him.
However, since it was Xun Guang who did it, he was not so opposed to it. But if he said that his feelings for Xun Guang were like those for his girlfriend, it didn't seem to be the case.
After all, he couldn't imagine Xun Guang lying in his arms like a little bird, like his girlfriend.
He was a little distressed now. After thinking about it, he found that there was no one around him who had similar experiences for him to refer to, and it was not convenient to tell other people about this matter. Especially his bad friends. As soon as he said "I have a friend", these people would definitely ask him whether this friend was him.
At this time, he thought of the forum again, and his eyes suddenly lit up.
The forum is anonymous, so there is no need to worry about others knowing who he is. There are also many active users, so there may be people who have had similar experiences as him. Even if not, it is good to hear their opinions.
Thinking of this, Yan Feiyu decided to post the message right away. After spending a few seconds studying the posting format of the forum, Yan Feiyu's first post on the campus forum was born.
[Help] My friend of the same sex confessed to me.
[Y9763]: I would like to ask if anyone has had a similar experience to me. If so, how did you all deal with it?
After posting, I thought it would take a while to receive a reply, but I didn’t expect that there would be a few more as soon as I refreshed the page.
[Yaoyao is not Yaoyao]: Is the original poster a man or a woman?
[My brother is so handsome]: Looking at the name of the poster above, as well as this brief title and main post, a sense of straight masculinity comes to you.
[Second-hand postgraduate entrance examination books plus VX]: A man, right? How many posts like this have appeared this semester? Are there so many gays now?
【孤苦无1】: Why do all the good girls like straight men? I hate it!
[Fugitive Stepmother]: The one upstairs, maybe the one who likes the author is Zero?
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Although there were many replies, the content of the replies was very meaningless. Yan Feiyu felt that this group of people seemed to be here just to listen to gossip. He would never expose gossip, but there was a reply in the post that he was quite interested in.
【Y9763】：@二手考研书加VX Are there many of these in the forum? How did they deal with them before? If it is inconvenient, please give me a keyword and I will look for it myself.
Before Yan Feiyu could wait for a reply from the person he att, the fugitive stepmother in the same building replied to his post and gave him a general idea.
[Runaway Stepmother]: Let me answer you. There are probably eight or nine posts like yours this semester. You probably won’t find them now. Because basically, they all parted ways unhappily after being discovered, and in the end, they couldn’t even be friends, and most of the posts were deleted by the original poster.
Seeing the reply, Yan Feiyu's heart skipped a beat. Was it really that serious? In the end, they couldn't even be friends anymore?
【Y9763】：@Is the fugitive stepmother so serious?
[Runaway Stepmother]: Of course, think about it, the one who confesses can't get the response he wants, and the one who is confessed can't force himself to be gay, so in the end, there will be no result for the two of them. It would be fine if the window paper was not broken, but after it was broken, do you still expect the two of you to continue to be friends? The person who confessed first would definitely not be able to bear it, right? After all, hopeless love is very painful, and it would also be uncomfortable for the person who was confessed to, right? After all, you treat the person as a buddy, and the person wants to do the same thing with you all the time. Can you bear it?
Yan Feiyu's face turned pale and red at the thought of Xun Guang breaking up with him. He felt uncomfortable. When he read the second half, he couldn't help but wonder, would Xun Guang think about that kind of thing when he was with him? It didn't seem like it...
【光羽SZD】: Sisters, please don't scare me, but to be honest, it's really embarrassing to encounter such a thing. Since you came here to ask, it means you still care about this friend, right? Of course, it doesn't mean that if you care, you have to turn yourself into a gay. You can only say that you should follow your heart and don't do things that you will regret.
[Runaway stepmother]: I didn't mean to scare him, I just told him the truth. Actually, when I posted this, I should have had a vague answer in my mind, right? Other people's experiences are their own, and may not apply to you, and should not influence your decision. What you prefer in your heart is your truest thought.
…
Looking at these two familiar IDs, Yan Feiyu felt that their style was somewhat different from what he had seen in the building before, but what they said was very calm and reasonable, which directly cleared the fog in his mind and made him recognize his own thoughts.
Just as they said, he had the answer in his mind when he was about to post or even earlier. If he was asked to break off his friendship with Xun Guang because of this matter and avoid him like a snake or scorpion, he would not want to do it from the bottom of his heart.
In comparison, accepting Xun Guang’s option is not that difficult to accept.
Yan Feiyu put down his phone, collapsed on the bed, rolled left and right on the bed a few times, and finally sighed heavily.
He probably, possibly, perhaps, might actually become gay.
After deciding to try to accept Xun Guang, Yan Feiyu thought resignedly that although he couldn't imagine Xun Guang and him getting along like he and his girlfriend before, the relationship between two men being together is inherently different from that between a man and a woman.
Moreover, he is only in the stage of trying to change. He and Xun Guang have known each other for too long. In the past, Yan Feiyu felt that the relationship between the two of them might be more like family than friendship, but now Xun Guang has added love to him. Both he and Xun Guang may need time to digest this change.
Anyway, they will be staying together during this holiday, so the time should be enough for them to digest it.
After figuring it out, Yan Feiyu dragged his phone over again. He suddenly realized that the forum was a good thing, and the anonymity aspect was very appealing to him. Now that one of the problems that bothered him had been solved, why not try asking another one?
After a while, a new post appeared on the forum homepage - [Help] What if one day you suddenly change from a man to a woman.
【Y9763】：As the title says, what should I do?
[Height 184cm]: Give your brother some fun?
[KB is the coolest]: Give your brothers some fun?
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【Poetry and Wine in the Prime of Life】: Why is it that only men can become women, but not women can become men? If I were to become a man, I would definitely contribute to solving the current situation of drifting everywhere!
【孤苦无1】: There are very few men left. Don’t change, don’t change!
【尧尧不是妖妖】：??? Isn’t this the poster next door who was confessed to by a same-sex guy?
[Stepmother on the run]: ???
[光羽SZD]: So did LZ figure it out or not? Why is this operation so confusing?
[My brother is so handsome]: And why is it asking for help? Do you want to become a woman and fall in love with the person who confessed to you? This is ridiculous. The straight man's operation has confused my whole family.
[Fugitive Stepmother]: So, we were still living next door worrying about you two getting BE, and the next moment you decided to have a baby for your buddy?
[Guangyu SZD]: So it’s a happy ending?
【孤苦无1】: This... brother is a ruthless person. By the way, welcome to the world of gays?
…
Yan Feiyu forgot that although the forum allows anonymity, it cannot change the ID at will: "..."
The two posts next to each other on the forum homepage seemed to be mocking his ignorance. Faced with this situation, after thinking it over again and again, he decided to play dead.
After a while, the WeChat notification sounded again. He urgently needed something else to divert his attention. When he saw that it was a dormitory group message at him, he clicked on it without thinking.
The first paparazzi of the School of Planning: Brothers, look what I found on the forum! @All members
The first paparazzi of the School of Planning: [Link 1] [Link 2] The taste is better when eaten together!
When Yan Feiyu saw the word "forum", his eyelids couldn't help but jump. He clicked on it and saw that it was indeed an extremely familiar title.
Switching back to the WeChat group, the three people who didn't know the whole story sent more than ten "hahaha" messages in unison, and the group was filled with a happy atmosphere for a while.
The protagonist of the story, Yan Feiyu, looked at the WeChat group and typed a line of words indifferently.
Brother Yan: I post these meaningless things every day, I’ve blocked you, bye [Smile Bye]
The first paparazzi of the Institute of Planning: ???
The first paparazzi of the Institute of Planning: I was just eating some melons...
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