Chapter 93 Chapter 93 Gu Xingshuang’s slap finally made him…
Gu Xingshuang almost collapsed and knelt on the ground.
The overwhelming panic and fear came to an abrupt end.
Joy came before anger, and then more complex emotions slowly overwhelmed the joyful relief.
"It's okay, sorry to bother you, the person has been found." He didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he said this.
The police officer answered the phone and was shocked, but still politely said he understood.
Gu Xingshuang hung up the phone and walked quickly to Ying Yuan.
His hands and feet were still a little weak and limp, his lips were stretched into a line and the edges of his lips were white from the force.
At this time, Gu Xingshuang looked down at Ying Yuan condescendingly.
No one knew when Ying Yuan came. Maybe Gu Xingshuang had just entered the house and he followed her.
A man as big as Ying Yuan was sitting by the door.
As she got closer, Gu Xingshuang saw half of his face exposed to the air.
The face that was always so domineering was now filled with loneliness and dejection.
He was such a glamorous, arrogant and narcissistic person, but now he looks like a puppy abandoned by his owner. He looks so pitiful.
Hearing the sound, Ying Yuan, who was half asleep and half awake, looked up in confusion because he was too tired and had been sitting for too long.
When he saw clearly who was in front of him, his face, which had been listless just now, suddenly lit up.
Gu Xingshuang said she wanted to break up and left, not giving him any chance to stay, and also blocked him on WeChat.
How could he be willing to break up with Gu Xingshuang?
They are obviously in love.
Why can't people who love each other be together?
He couldn't accept the ending of breaking up.
He followed without hesitation, and when he really reached the door, he didn't dare to ring the bell.
He was afraid that Gu Xingshuang would get even angrier and chase him away, so he moved to another house to avoid him so that he wouldn't be able to find him.
So he stood at the door thinking about what to do next.
Because I was busy all day, I just sat there and fell into a deep sleep.
Ying Yuan was anxious to stand up, but because he had been squatting for too long, his legs and feet were numb and he almost sat back down.
He tried to speak, his voice was hoarse and deep after not drinking water for a long time, but the grievance and love in his heart almost overflowed: "Xing Shuang..."
At this second, Ying Yuan was extremely fragile and cautious. He stretched out his hand halfway and then stopped in mid-air.
In the end, I didn’t dare to touch Gu Xingshuang.
If it were someone else, they would definitely have hugged her.
When Gu Xingshuang saw him like this, her heart couldn't help but feel torn in pain.
But before the pain overflowed, what came to the forefront was his anger, anxiety, and disappointment.
Does Ying Yuan know what he is doing?
Do you know what was going through his mind after he received the call just now?
After all the ups and downs, Gu Xingshuang's emotions reached their peak.
“Bang!”
The first slap in Gu Xingshuang's life was on the face of his ex-lover.
Ying Yuan widened his eyes but said nothing. He just looked at Gu Xingshuang in disbelief.
Why……
Gu Xingshuang's eyes were already red, he clenched his fists, a fire burned in his chest, and then was extinguished by the cold disappointment.
"Ying Yuan, how can you be so childish and boring?" Gu Xingshuang spoke, his voice full of fatigue.
"Do you think I will forgive you if you act pitiful like this? Do you think I will get back together with you?"
Ying Yuan was about to deny that he was not pretending to be pitiful.
But when he suddenly met Gu Xingshuang's red eyes, he was speechless.
Gu Xingshuang looked into Ying Yuan's eyes: "Do you know?"
"Lu Xing called me just now and said he couldn't contact you. He asked me if you were here with me."
"I just now," he took a deep breath, his eyes sore again, and continued with difficulty, "I almost called the police just now."
"I'm really scared and regretful. I'm thinking, what should I do if something really happens to you?"
The lighting in the corridor was not particularly bright, and Ying Yuan could clearly see the tears in the corners of Gu Xingshuang's eyes.
Ying Yuan's heart suddenly ached. At this moment, he knew the source of Gu Xingshuang's anger.
He even wanted to hit himself.
The dim corridor and the dull incandescent lights all indicate how much time has passed.
From Gu Xingshuang's perspective, he had been missing for several hours.
He clearly came here to reconcile, and clearly wanted to never let Gu Xingshuang down again.
Why did he make him cry again after only a few hours?
He raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Gu Xingshuang's eyes, but Gu Xingshuang turned her head away.
Gu Xingshuang's tone has returned to its usual calmness: "Even if you want to act, you should at least tell Lu Xing."
"Do you know how worried he is about you?"
"There are many people in this world who love you and worry about you."
"I...even I am worried about you."
Ying Yuan didn't know how many times he had apologized today. He wanted to explain, but the more he explained, the more his words seemed to be in vain. He had been apologizing all day, but he still kept making mistakes: "I'm sorry, Xingshuang, I really didn't mean it."
"Don't say 'even if it's you'. I just chased after you because I didn't want to break up. I didn't want to make you worry."
"I lost my mind. I clearly wanted to get back together, but I didn't dare to knock on your door."
Ying Yuan didn't know what time it was now, since Gu Xingshuang had already mentioned Lu Xing.
He knew in his heart that it must be past curfew time.
A feeling of despair arose in his heart.
He didn't dare to imagine how Gu Xingshuang would feel when she found out that he hadn't returned to the dormitory for several hours. He put himself in her shoes and thought about what would happen if he received a call saying Gu Xingshuang was missing a few hours later, especially when they had just broken up and were feeling very emotional.
He must be thinking of something bad.
Collapse is inevitable.
What on earth was he doing? Ying Yuan wanted to question himself.
Gu Xingshuang saw Ying Yuan's expression and turned her head away in embarrassment, refusing to look at him again, for fear of being shaken by him.
He smiled miserably and said firmly, "Ying Yuan, what I mean is that you should not blackmail me morally."
"Don't force me to bow down to you by hurting yourself."
"Your behavior only makes me feel that breaking up is the right decision."
"You...don't push me."
Ying Yuan wanted to say that he didn't mean it, and he didn't want to hurt himself in order to force Gu Xingshuang to bow her head.
But is it really true?
When Ying Yuan heard this, he suddenly became unsure.
Yes, he followed Gu Xingshuang home, but did not go in. Instead, he curled up at the door.
If Gu Xingshuang hadn't woken him up now, he would probably wake up tomorrow.
Having to spend a whole night at the door, you can imagine how bad his condition was.
He knew clearly that Gu Xingshuang still liked him, yet he had to face Gu Xingshuang in such a self-mutilating manner.
Could it be that he really wanted to morally blackmail Gu Xingshuang and force her to commit the crime?
He felt that his mask was being peeled off layer by layer, revealing his despicable and selfish nature that even he himself had never seen.
Ying Yuan suddenly realized that he had made another serious mistake.
He caused this declining relationship to slide into an even worse abyss.
Ying Yuan hasn't been able to come to his senses since Gu Xingshuang broke up with him.
He still didn't understand.
It is obvious that Gu Xingshuang loves him, and he also loves Gu Xingshuang.
Why must they break up?
He didn't make any mistakes in principle. What he did was indeed wrong, but it wasn't to the point of breaking up.
Ying Yuan sent so many messages to Gu Xingshuang, but all of them fell on deaf ears, and in the end he blocked her.
He was unwilling to give up, so he came to Gu Xingshuang's door again.
Ying Yuan now understood that Gu Xingshuang was right.
Maybe he thought that he did not have the intention to play the victim and pretend to be pitiful, but his spontaneous actions and objective facts concealed this dark and evil intention.
Except that he wanted to get Gu Xingshuang to reconcile with him through self-harm.
Or maybe, he also wanted to let Gu Xingshuang see his everlasting love in this way.
He was indeed using Gu Xingshuang's feelings for him to force him to submit.
If Gu Xingshuang hadn't pointed it out, he himself wouldn't have realized that he had such an extreme side.
If it had been anyone else, his plan would have been successful.
But the person he is facing now is Gu Xingshuang.
Gu Xingshuang is different.
When Gu Xingshuang was at her bravest and took that firm step to respond to his feelings, Ying Yuan did not seize the opportunity but chose to hide it.
Now he wanted to force Gu Xingshuang, force him to take that step again and accept him.
He finally realized from Gu Xingshuang's words how despicable, shameless and selfish he was.
Ying Yuan did not continue to quibble, he apologized dejectedly: "I'm sorry..."
His words seemed pale and powerless.
He had never felt so stupid before.
One wrong step, all wrong.
Ying Yuan looked into Gu Xingshuang's eyes, and a huge despair rose in his heart.
He felt ridiculous.
He couldn't help but question himself again.
What is he doing?
Ying Yuan leaned against the wall, his voice dry: "I'm sorry, I'm so stupid."
"I…I'm sorry."
He woke up from his dream and finally realized what he was doing.
"I, I'll leave now." He no longer knew what the right thing to do was.
He just knew that he couldn't continue to hang around in front of Gu Xingshuang.
His staying here would only remind Gu Xingshuang of the wrong things he had done.
When Gu Xingshuang heard Ying Yuan's helpless apology and then looked at his obviously haggard face, her heart felt like it was being pricked by needles.
He finally couldn't bear it, and after his emotions passed, he sighed: "It's past curfew time now, how are you going to go back?"
Ying Yuan was about to say that he would sneak back or just stay in the hotel, but then he seemed to suddenly realize something, lowered his head, and said nothing more.
He was like a child who realized his mistake. He closed his mouth and stopped talking.
Gu Xingshuang hesitated for a second, but finally said, "Come in and sleep for one night, and go back tomorrow."
"Then... don't come here again."
Gu Xingshuang was really worried about Ying Yuan leaving like this.
Ying Yuan was in a very bad condition. City N was bustling at night with heavy traffic.
At night the streets are full of drunkards and troublemakers.
Ying Yuan was absent-minded, and someone might accidentally happen.
Ying Yuan did not refute Gu Xingshuang. It was the first time that he behaved so well in front of Gu Xingshuang. He completely lost his usual arrogance and self-confidence, and did not press forward with the usual determination to win. Instead, he really showed some submissiveness of a younger man.
Gu Xingshuang pursed her lips and turned her head away to prevent herself from looking at him.
He had to admit that he still liked Ying Yuan, and every move of Ying Yuan could touch his heart.
At this moment, Ying Yuan's eyes were wet and his head was hung. He looked completely aware of his mistakes and looked very pitiful.
His reason told him that he should be angry and impatient with Ying Yuan.
But his feelings didn't allow him to do so.
So he could only force himself to turn his head away and not look at Ying Yuan.
He took Ying Yuan into the gate.
Gu Xingshuang's voice sounded a bit stiff and embarrassed: "Just sleep on the sofa."
As he said this, he went back to the bedroom to get a pillow for Ying Yuan.
After Ying Yuan watched Xingshuang enter the bedroom, he was finally able to raise his head and look around the room.
It was almost the same as when he left, except that the chairs were put up and the floor was swept.
From this angle he could see into the kitchen.
The bag he packed was still there, and Gu Xingshuang hadn't even unpacked it.
He could already imagine that after Gu Xingshuang came back, she would return to the bedroom exhausted and wouldn't even have the energy to put the things she had packed back in place.
I don't know under what circumstances Lu Xing called him to inform him that he had not returned.
Ying Yuan's disappointment in himself and anger at himself for not fighting for his own future reached its peak.
He was so annoyed that he just wanted to slap himself.
How could he be such a jerk?
Gu Xingshuang came out of the bedroom with a quilt and pillow, and Ying Yuan hurried to take them.
Gu Xingshuang hesitated for a moment: "Do you want to take a shower? It just so happens that you have another set of clothes here."
They ran around today and sweated a lot.
Ying Yuan quickly said, "No, I'll just go back and take a shower tomorrow morning."
"It's too late. Go to bed. You have to go to work tomorrow."
If he wants to push his luck further, then he is truly a hopeless bastard.
Now he just wants Gu Xingshuang to have a good rest.
Gu Xingshuang: "Well, then you go to sleep too."
"The sofa...is not very comfortable. Just bear with it for one night."
Ying Yuan almost wanted to bend down and kiss him.
Did Gu Xingshuang know how much he was salivating over her uncontrollable tenderness and softness towards him after he had just been so angry?
His heart ached and softened. How could his baby be so nice to him?
Before, Ying Yuan always arrogantly thought that between the two of them, he loved Gu Xingshuang more.
His tough offensive and suffocating love enveloped Gu Xingshuang like a dragnet, leaving him no chance to escape.
He thought that was love.
But he forgot.
The premise for him to do this is Gu Xingshuang's endless tolerance and her bottom line of giving in to him again and again.
What if you don't like him?
How could he have the chance to do that?
Gu Xingshuang's slap finally woke him up.
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