"You are all I have..."
"You are the only one left..."
Su An grabbed Zhu Zhile's clothes tightly with both hands and cried loudly, as if he wanted to pour out all the grievances and sadness he had suffered during this period to her.
Zhu Zhile couldn't hold back her tears any longer and could only pat Su An's shoulders silently, letting her vent.
Gu Jingchen stood aside, listening to Su An shouting at the top of his lungs that only Zhu Zhile was left, his heart already twisted into a ball.
I don’t know how long it took before Su An’s sobbing gradually subsided.
Her physical strength had not recovered at all, and it was just the sudden encounter with her friend that caused her emotions to explode in an instant.
"An An, would you like to rest for a while?"
Zhu Zhile looked at her red and swollen eyes and advised softly.
Su An didn't say anything, but his fingertips were always loosely holding Zhu Zhile's hand, unwilling to let go.
Zhu Zhile just kept on persuading her, "An An, sleep a little longer. I'll stay here with you and won't go anywhere, okay?"
Su An still didn't answer, but his eyes swept over Gu Jingchen beside him.
Zhu Zhile understood his intention in a few seconds, and immediately looked over without any anger, saying in a deep voice, "You go out first."
"Thang..."
Gu Jingchen's eyes darkened, and without saying a word, he turned around and left obediently, closing the door gently when he left.
The room became quiet in an instant.
Su An's body relaxed in an instant, and tears rolled down her face again.
“An An…”
Zhu Zhile hurriedly picked up a tissue to wipe her tears, and comforted her distressedly, "An'an, I heard everything. I know about Senior's accident... You're sad, and I'm sad too. But think about it, he worked so hard to save you, he must want to see you live, right? If you just casually decide to give up your life, wouldn't you be letting him down?"
Su An blinked and didn't answer.
Gu Jingchen has said this countless times over the past few days.
She is ugly, all ugly.
“An An…”
Seeing she didn't respond, Zhu Zhile hurriedly grabbed her hand and looked at her covered in wounds with heartache. "Don't you feel pain when you hurt yourself like this? If Senior were to see you torturing yourself like this in heaven, he would definitely feel bad too. You..."
"Lele."
Su An suddenly interrupted Zhu Zhile.
But his eyes remained unfocused as he stared at the air in front of him, and he whispered, "I no longer know... the meaning of living."
Zhu Zhile was shocked when she heard this and immediately retorted, "How could it be..."
"I don't have anyone around me anymore."
Su An continued to speak, his tone so calm that it made people's heart palpitate.
"My mom and Tong's mom are gone, my brother is gone too, and now even my senior has sacrificed his life for me. I'm... in so much pain."
"You know what? I met my senior's family that day... Seeing his mother so sad, I almost wished I was the one who died! Now, every second I'm alive is earned, and it shouldn't belong to me... I should return my life to my senior..."
"Don't think like that!!!"
Zhu Zhile didn't know how to change her mind, and hurriedly said, "I'm still here! Didn't you just say I'm still here? I'll be with you from now on, and we'll be lifelong friends..."
"Um……"
Su An nodded gently, not knowing what he was thinking. There was finally some light in his eyes, and he turned to look at Zhu Zhile.
"Le Le, I really... you're the only one left, so..."
Su An's eyes were full of pleading, and he suddenly grabbed Zhu Zhile's hand tightly.
"Can you help me? I'm really tired... I just want to return my life to my senior. This is my last wish... Lele, please help me..."
“An An!!!”
Zhu Zhile's heart almost froze when she heard what she said. She couldn't believe that what she was begging for was not suicide!
"Lele, I beg you..."
Su An continued to plead, with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.
Zhu Zhile suddenly stood up!
"An An, stop talking!"
She shook her head frantically, her eyes filled with sadness.
She can agree to any request of An An.
But this one thing is absolutely impossible!
"You won't even help me..."
Hearing her refusal, Su An's eyes dimmed instantly.
"I……"
Zhu Zhile didn't know how to respond, so she took a deep breath, forced herself to calm down, and persuaded softly.
"An An, don't think too much. If you feel sad, just chat with me or have a good cry. I will always be with you, okay?"
Su An shook his head gently and stopped talking.
Zhu Zhile didn't know what else to say, so he could only accompany her quietly.
Su An's condition was much worse than she had thought before she came.
She originally thought that it was because of Gu Jingchen's relationship that she was particularly resistant after she was heartbroken.
But she didn't expect that now even her friend couldn't stop An An's determination to give up her life...
She will soon be able to start her life...
Why?
Why on earth is God so unfair to An An?!
I don’t know how long it took.
Su An fell into a deep sleep again.
Zhu Zhile carefully covered her with a quilt and checked the wound on her arm before leaving the room and going to look for Gu Jingchen.
But as soon as I opened the door, I saw him leaning against the wall, as if he had never left.
Their eyes met, and Zhu Zhile pointed in the direction of the distant wall.
Gu Jingchen understood, and the two of them walked towards there together.
After confirming that Su An would not be woken up, Zhu Zhile said directly, "I want to take An An away."
She had just thought about it.
Part of An An's unstable mood now is because she is immersed in sadness, and the other part is because of Gu Jingchen!
How could she possibly calm down emotionally with him around?
So she must take An An away!
The next second——
"No."
Gu Jingchen refused without thinking.
Zhu Zhile had already guessed the result, and when he heard his answer like that, the anger that had been suppressed for a long time instantly burst out!
"Why do you say no? Who made An An like this? To her, your existence itself is part of the excitement! Do you want to drive her crazy? "
Zhu Zhile glared at Gu Jingchen with gritted teeth, her ferocious expression almost making her want to fight with him.
In the past, Gu Jingchen would never tolerate others talking to him like this.
But now, he was filled with exhaustion, and his only wish was that Su An could get up.
Nothing else matters.
Gu Jingchen listened quietly to what Zhu Zhile said, without a trace of emotion in his eyes.
He calmly asked, "Did you notice anything different about this villa?"
Zhu Zhile was stunned by his words, wondering why he brought this up out of the blue.
But his eyes still swept around subconsciously.
Only then did he realize that the corridor he was in was unusually empty.
The stairs and corners within sight are also specially protected.
This place... seems to have been carefully designed...
Before she could think, Gu Jingchen's voice sounded again.
"Since An An woke up, she has attempted suicide more than once."
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