Gu Jingchen said something that frightened Zhu Zhile.
Seeing her expression turn into surprise, he continued.
"That's why I had people clean this place up in the shortest possible time. They sealed the windows, removed the furnishings, and avoided anything that could cause her harm. Even the corners of the stairs were checked, but..."
He paused for a moment, then suddenly raised his hand.
Zhu Zhile's eyes widened suddenly, and she realized that his palms and arms were wrapped in gauze, but it was done very carelessly and was soaked with blood.
"An An tried every possible way to give up on herself. Today, it was my negligence. I saw her scratch herself, so I went to get the medicine box. In less than two hours, she took advantage of my absence and broke the porcelain spoon she used to drink porridge. She used the fragments to try to commit suicide again. If I hadn't rushed back in time to snatch the thing from her hand, she would have been..."
Gu Jingchen took a deep breath.
The moment he saw Su An pointing the fragment at his neck was still deeply imprinted in his mind.
Zhu Zhile was also stunned and didn't know what to say.
A while——
She came back to her senses and said angrily, "You hurt An An so badly, so what if you get hurt a little?"
"I'm not saying this to tell you how hurt I am."
Gu Jingchen interrupted her and continued in a deep voice.
"I want to tell you that An An has no desire to live anymore. She's seizing every opportunity to save herself and giving up her own life. If you take her away, can you guarantee that the environment at home will be as safe as here?"
"Can you stay with her 24 hours a day? Or once you have work, are you going to throw her into a cold nursing home? Even if you hire someone, can you be completely sure of it? If something really happens to An An, can you bear the responsibility?"
Gu Jingchen asked a series of questions, which made Zhu Zhile fall into silence.
she……
cannot.
But apart from her and Gu Jingchen, it seemed that there was really no one in this world who could take care of An An...
But is it necessary to let her stay here and bear the pain of facing Gu Jingchen?
Zhu Zhile pursed her lower lip tightly, said nothing, and was unable to refute.
Gu Jingchen's voice sounded again.
"I can do all of what I just said. I can stay with her like this for the rest of my life."
"Hey, what were you doing this morning?"
When Zhu Zhile heard the word "for a lifetime", he became even more furious.
"If you had treated An An so well in the beginning, why would you be like this now..."
Zhu Zhile couldn't continue speaking halfway through.
Now that things have come to this, what's the point in bringing up those trivial things?
Belated affection is the least valuable.
The air was silent for a moment.
Gu Jingchen's hands hanging by his side clenched unconsciously, and he was once again surrounded by regret.
yes.
If he had come to his senses earlier, how could things have turned out like this?
But it's too late to say anything now.
A while——
"Anyway, this is how things are. The only thing I can do now is to provide an environment where she won't get hurt, but I can't stop her from hurting herself and going on a hunger strike. These things can only be relied on you. During this time, I hope you can stay here with An An until she gets better. If you have work to do, you can go and take care of your own things. The rest of the time, you..."
"You're still telling me this? An An is my best friend!"
Zhu Zhile glared at him unhappily.
After saying that, he realized that he seemed to have agreed to stay, and suddenly he felt a little angry.
But apart from this, there seems to be no other way.
That's how it was settled.
Like Gu Jingchen, Zhu Zhile lived next door to Su An.
However, most of the time, he stayed in Su An's room.
Sometimes he didn't even go back to his own bedroom at night, but slept on the floor in her room.
But Su An never made any progress.
At first, she would chat with Zhu Zhile.
But the content was all about begging Zhu Zhile to give her a quick death.
Zhu Zhile had no choice. Seeing that she had become so thin, he could only use this as an excuse and said he would help her find a solution, but he asked her to eat obediently, and that it would be her last meal before she left this world.
Su An actually believed it.
Although most of the food he ate was vomited out, at least he was temporarily out of the nutrient solution.
But such excuses simply won't last long.
When she found out that Zhu Zhile was just lying to her, she started to refuse to eat or drink again, and even didn't want to talk. She just stared out the window every day.
A week passed like this—
At lunch time, Gu Jingchen handed the plate to Zhu Zhile.
Zhu Zhile took it silently, walked with heavy steps to the door of Su An's room and stopped.
An An hasn't eaten for two days.
Yesterday, she held An An's hand and cried for an hour before she was willing to drink a glass of water.
Despite this, she and Gu Jingchen were ecstatic.
This shows that An An at least cares about the feelings of her friends.
Today...are we going to use the same method again?
Zhu Zhile was thinking, and then——
She suddenly heard a buzzing sound coming from her room!
Zhu Zhile came to his senses and hurriedly turned around and walked inside.
When I walked to the table, I found that the phone that answered the call was actually Su An's!
Ever since she came here, Su An's cell phone has been kept with her.
Looking at the unfamiliar number on the screen, Zhu Zhile thought about it and finally picked up the call.
Then I heard——
"Hello, are you Miss Su?"
A somewhat unfamiliar man's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Who?"
Zhu Zhile frowned and asked back.
Then I heard the man on the other end seemed to be relieved and answered.
"Ms. Su, we're the property management for the residential complex. We have a letter for you that's been sitting there for a few days. The post office said you weren't home, so we're temporarily storing it with you. Could you please come pick it up when you're free?"
"letter?"
Zhu Zhile was stunned when he heard this, and looked a little puzzled.
What era is this...
Is there really someone who sends letters through the post office?
After thinking for a moment, she curiously continued to ask, "Can you tell me who the sender is?"
"Hmm... let me take a look..."
There was a sound from the phone, as if something was being picked up.
In just two seconds, the man continued to answer, "It's a man named Lu."
"land?"
Zhu Zhile was startled and blurted out subconsciously, "Is it Lu Ziting?"
"We don't know about that. There's only one word '6' written on the envelope." The other party replied.
Zhu Zhile clenched his phone tightly and said nothing.
Lu Ziting left a letter for An An?
That must be something he left behind before he died, maybe filled with words of love...
Should she show it to An An?
What if it arouses her emotions even more...
Zhu Zhile was thinking, at this moment——
"Lele."
Su An's voice suddenly sounded at the door!
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