Chapter 37 Chapter 37 Jin Man was furious...
Jin Man was so angry that he was shaking all over: "Do you even know what divorce means?"
He was shocked and panicked at that moment, but then came great anger.
He has left Bincheng, the place where he had worked hard for five years. He gave up his career and chose his family. Because his family had nothing, he abandoned his friends and fled here like a stray dog. After all, he was so useless. He was afraid that he would be soft-hearted and would not be able to bear to leave his children when he saw them.
So he didn't dare stop, not even to take a moment to say goodbye.
He was already so scared and had been so harsh on himself, so why did Lu Yanlin keep provoking him again and again?
Is it because of love?
Is it because you like it?
I'm afraid neither is true. If I really loved him, what would he have experienced?
He would rather this person was always heartless and loveless, then Jin Man would be able to understand what he did. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he laughed at himself and said that it was his own miserable life that deserved it, and that he owed him a debt of love in his previous life.
But what if Lu Yanlin had loved him? Jin Man didn't dare to think about it. Why would someone express love in such a hurtful and painful way? It was such a mess.
When he loves someone, he just wants him not to be sad or upset, and tries his best to pamper and love him.
Jin Man couldn't figure it out, and didn't want to think about it anymore. He pulled the corners of his mouth and suppressed his inner emotions:
"What are you doing now?"
"I remember you told me that you could always find someone better than me. So now, the person you call a better person is a divorced, penniless Alpha like me?"
"Are you going to play another deal? Lu Yanlin."
Lu Yanlin's face turned pale and blue, his heart was twitching with pain, and he had difficulty breathing. The intense pain made him almost unable to stand, but his icy appearance still looked calm, gentle, and nonchalant.
He lowered his head, but all his words of peacemaking were drowned out by the Alpha's cold and mocking gaze.
“This is not a deal.”
The words were simple and the facts were not true. He was not as indestructible and indifferent as he imagined.
Love is illusory and not indispensable in life.
Those who pursue love excessively are like Yan Qiong, who is bound by love all his life and turns hatred into love. Those who are stingy and cold are like his grandparents, who are also trapped by family affection and cannot escape.
He prided himself on being smart and didn't want to give something so important to someone who could escape his control. The transaction was relatively fair, and the love of ordinary people was mediocre and vulgar, so he thought he would never be reluctant to give it up.
But the reaction after withdrawal was much more intense than he had imagined. It was just a brief hug, but Lu Yanlin felt that the uneasy restlessness and terrible cracks in his heart had calmed down.
He didn't need Jin Man to do anything, as long as he was willing to stay.
“You can only understand the transaction.”
Jin Man pulled the corners of his mouth sadly, and he sniffed slightly, as if he found it ridiculous.
The next second he picked up the cake box and wanted to throw it away, but when he thought about wasting food, he withdrew his hand angrily.
"Take it."
He spoke in a muffled voice and did not allow for refusal. As if he was driving away some suspicious large creature, he pushed the man in a suit and tie out of the fence and solemnly locked the fence with a rope made of vines.
Lu Yanlin knew that it couldn't stop anyone, but he was like a beast under a curse. He could only stay silently outside the fence, staring at the owner of the house with his black eyes, hoping for his sudden kindness and goodness.
Jin Man turned his head coldly and threw him and the fence behind him.
The belated explosion of the Mid-Autumn Festival fireworks startled both of them and turned their eyes to the sky.
Colorful fireworks lit up half the night sky, and the moon hid in the clouds.
The wind in the mountains and forests was so gentle that the glass wind chimes were blown by the wind and jingled.
A puppy was woken up by the fireworks, and crawled out of the chicken coop whimpering and came to Jinman's feet.
"Full."
Jin Man paused, took a moment, turned around, and said seriously: "Don't call me that."
He sighed softly, but his expression grew firmer. He petted the puppy and smiled slightly: "Lu Yanlin, let's not regret it, okay?"
That didn't seem to be a question, so Jin Man didn't wait for Lu Yanlin's answer.
The door opened and closed, leaving only a tall figure outside the yard, covered in the dense green shade of half a tree.
Don't regret anything.
I don't know who this sentence is reminding.
The belated epiphany was like a train running over Lu Yanlin, and he suddenly understood.
Maybe at the beginning, there was still room for redemption. Couples will quarrel, and lovers will have disputes, but in so many quarrels, Jin Man never said, "I don't regret it."
Lu Yanlin walked across the canal. The cornfield in the wind had a refreshing fragrance. He looked back on the secluded path and found that he had walked a long way without realizing it.
The place he had never set foot on in his life was where Jin Man grew up.
But there had never been a moment in the past when he had wondered how the Alpha was getting by here.
He walked along the path, stopping and starting frequently. After leaving Lotus Village, the driver and secretary waited for a long time on the cement road.
They came up to him without asking about his situation.
After arriving here, I thought Mr. Lu would go home with his partner, but after so much time, Mr. Lu came back alone.
His face was pale, and his fingers and exposed skin were cold. It didn't look like he had just met his ex-husband, but rather had witnessed some terrible scene.
The driver had been with the Lu family for many years. He opened the car door so he could rest and asked doubtfully, "Mr. Lu, are we going home? Or are we waiting for Mr. Jin Man?"
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