Chapter 44: Love Day After Day
After Jiang Yang finished typing this paragraph, he found that Chongming had not returned yet. Just as he was about to go downstairs to look for him, he saw Chongming pushing the door open.
"You're back? What took you so long to take out the trash?"
She just asked casually, but Chongming felt guilty as if he was a husband who let his wife have an affair with her mistress.
He paused for a moment and said, "On the way with that neighbor..."
Chongming paused, and it took a lot of determination before he called out the name.
"I just chatted with Chongli for a while and inquired about his personal situation."
Jiang Yang just asked casually. After getting the answer, he didn't pay much attention to it. He took the cup of water and went back to the study.
She looked at the barrage of comments and, as expected, saw the live broadcast room screen full of barrages of comments scrolling.
Just from the comments scrolling so fast that they are hard to see clearly, you can see the enthusiasm of the audience in the live broadcast room.
"This is love!"
"Zhu Qing, Zhu Qing, you are so smart, how come you can't see God's will?
He cares about your life and death, your feelings, and wants you to live in this world as yourself. He does not ask you to be famous or rich, but only asks you to be safe, stable, happy and successful.
Even parents’ expectations for their children are no more than this. If this is not love, then what is love?"
“It seems that even though God has never made a clear response in love, it’s clear that He loves me deeply, at least not less than Zhu Qing.
Zhu Qing's love is the kind of passionate love that makes me regard you as everything in my life. I must get a response, otherwise I cannot live at all.
God's love is the silent and rational one: I have thought about it for a long time, planned your life again and again, and chosen the most perfect path for you. You will become the best person in the world.
But the god was used to making decisions alone, forgetting that love is always a matter between two people. Unilateral decisions never count, and Zhu Qing has never been a person who follows the rules.
This love is very important to both of them. They think about it again and again and cherish it. This cherishment is exactly what many people nowadays do not have.
It is precisely because of this cherishing that this love is so beautiful and this couple is so appealing."
"The above analysis is very accurate. When I read it before, many sisters said that the gods are ruthless, but how can the gods be ruthless?
Zhu Qing asked again and again, and the gods responded patiently. Apart from love, who would do such a boring thing?
If you have ever been in a relationship, you will know that for repetitive conversations like this, apart from young couples who are passionate about it and enjoy it, no one else will pay attention to it.
I've been with my boyfriend for three years, and this only happened when we first started dating. If he says this to me again now, I won't be able to answer him patiently like a god. I'll just slap him and tell him to get lost.
"Zhu Qing, no wonder they say those in power are often confused. Look at how smart he is, yet he has been struggling for a long time over whether the gods love him or not.
Sometimes, whether you love someone or not is not just a matter of words, but depends on what that person does.
God did not acknowledge this love, but His every move said, "I love you."
"I think Zhu Qing felt the love, otherwise he wouldn't have kept asking for a formal answer.
But he was too self-deprecating and longed for recognition from God, as if as long as he was recognized, his love would be guaranteed.
The god didn't know his little thoughts, didn't know that before he met Zhu Qing, Zhu Qing had wanted to give up his life thousands of times, and didn't know that it was because of him that Zhu Qing ignited the hope of living.
He had no idea how many firsts he had held in Zhu Qing's life. The first touch of green, the first person to smile in the face of his own malice, the first god he believed in, and even in places we couldn't see, there were countless firsts.
The gods were truly important to Zhu Qing. So important that even though time had passed and the day-to-day indifference had perhaps shaped this love into obsession, and even become distorted by frustration, love never, ever changed.
It is intertwined with obsession and resentment, and becomes a dead tree in winter. From the outside, it looks dead, but as long as the gods are willing, it will come back to life in an instant.
In the eyes of gods, human life is too short, and there are many things that are far more important than love. As a high and mighty god, he can see things from a human perspective, which is enough to show that he values Zhu Qing very much and cherishes this love.
But Zhu Qing is an extreme person at heart. This love is like a thousand rivers merging into the sea, and it wants to be written into his life, kneaded into his bones and blood, and penetrate his heart.
In his eyes, as long as the gods acknowledged this love, even if they changed their minds from day to day, as long as that moment, as long as the gods loved him for a moment, that moment would be a permanent mark, and he would find ways to keep this permanent mark.
Love is tied to the hands of two people at both ends. Both of them are considering each other, but have never thought about sitting down and having a good talk.
(Although I think based on Zhu Qing’s attitude, he has subconsciously decided that the God loves him, and no matter what the God says, he will not give up.)”
"The above person described the gods as too mature. If you read the previous content carefully, you will find that even if a god has lived for billions of years, he still has the personality of a child.
He would save a child on a whim, come into the world out of boredom, and when he first learned of love, he would be overwhelmed and not know how to handle it.
But even such an immature god, when facing Zhu Qing, would put forward some great principles that he had heard from somewhere, and even Zhu Qing said that this was not something he would say.
A god who still has the heart of a child pretends to be an adult for Zhu Qing and speaks some authoritative words, trying to tell Zhu Qing how to deal with this love.
Unbeknownst to us, the gods have also made great efforts and have grown up in this love."
"I really understand Zhu Qing. It's hard not to fall in love with a god, right?
Just by looking at the God described by simple words through the screen, I feel that I have fallen in love with Him to the point of being unable to extricate myself.
Even the fleeting nature of things is like this. Zhu Qing has personally experienced this, truly touched the moon, felt its warmth. How could he give up so easily?
"Ahhh, kswl, kswl, life is short, but for our chief priest Zhu Qing, being trapped by love is his willing choice.
Faced with such strong love, even a god who is used to love would be dazed, right?
This selfish yet intense love, at that moment, turned into invisible shackles, binding Him."
"I suddenly remembered the whipping on Zhu Qing's back. The whipping went deep into his bones. Even if the wound heals in the future, it will still be excruciatingly painful every time it rains, right?
However, Zhu Qing accepted the pain, which became more and more intense day by day, and regarded it as a treasure.
If the gods didn't give him the response he wanted, he would slowly die in pain and hypnotize himself before dying, which was proof that the gods loved him.
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