Ruan Tang looked at him steadily, without hesitation: "How could you think like that, sir? You should know that no matter what you look like, in my eyes you are the most handsome Alpha."
He didn't know how to comfort Alpha in front of him, and could only touch the scar on his face gently and lovingly.
"But my face scared my biological mother and countless maids to tears. Some of them even cried and said I was a ghost..." Auston didn't know why he said that, but looking at Ruan Tang's peaceful eyes, he inexplicably wanted to confide in her.
Ruan Tang immediately grabbed his hand, as if she wanted to pass on her strength and thoughts to Auston through the warmth of her hand: "But I am not Her Majesty the Queen, nor am I one of those OMEGAs."
"In my heart, adults have always been unique."
In the eyes of the Queen and others, Austin might be a dispensable pawn that can be replaced at any time, but in his eyes, Austin will always be the most special and irreplaceable one.
"Really?" Auston looked at him straight.
Before Ruan Tang could respond, Auston grabbed his wrist the next second, pulled him into his arms with a little force, and kissed him deeply.
Ruan Tang had kissed Auston countless times, but this was the first time she was kissed by Auston, and she couldn't help but freeze on the spot.
ALPHA's kiss was completely different from OMEGA's, strong and domineering. It was irresistible and made it impossible for Ruan Tang to dodge. He conquered her wantonly and Ruan Tang was entangled with him.
Ruan Tang stared at him blankly with eyes wide open for a long while before she came to her senses and slowly responded to this strong and irresistible kiss led by Austin.
The two of them gradually became lost in thought, selfless and absorbed.
At this moment, the inopportune mechanical prompt sound of the hovercraft's onboard system suddenly sounded: "Beep! Destination reached."
Auston finally realized what he had just done. His face suddenly darkened, as if he had a premonition of something. He immediately let go of Ruan Tang, stood up, and with a red face, he strode out of the hovercraft and walked towards the mansion as if he wanted to escape: "It's getting late, let's go back and rest."
After Seth's identity was exposed, he was no longer obsessed with maintaining his wheelchair-bound persona in front of Ruan Tang, and he took big steps.
"grown ups."
"lady."
He walked into the room without saying a word, and even turned a deaf ear to the servants' greetings to them.
Ruan Tang looked at him deeply, hesitated for a moment, and immediately chased after him, following Austin at a leisurely pace.
All the way to Austin's room.
Auston, who felt a slight headache, a sign of an impending attack, was just like Cinderella, who had to flee the ball in a hurry when the clock struck midnight.
He really wanted to be with Ruan Tang, to be happy and sweet with him, but his illness always had to remind him at inappropriate times.
He can't, he doesn't deserve...
With his current health condition, he doesn't even know how long he can live, so how can he bring happiness to Ruan Tang?
Austin's heart was in turmoil, with a myriad of thoughts in his mind. He didn't know what to feel. He finally tried his best to control himself and returned to his room. Just as he was about to close the door, Ruan Tang squeezed in.
"Aren't you going back to sleep? Why did you come to my room?" Austin looked at Ruan Tang unhappily, with red bloodshot in his eyes, looking extremely ferocious.
Ruan Tang was not afraid of him at all. She looked straight at Auston and said, "We are already married. Your room is my room. Of course I am here to sleep with you."
Everything went so well tonight. Auston even kissed him on his own initiative. Ruan Tang could feel that he was attracted to her as well.
Almost just a little bit, just a bed... they can.
Ruan Tang didn't know why Austin was so capricious. He suddenly became like this when he returned home.
But after being in a stalemate with Auston for such a long time and finally having such a big breakthrough, Ruan Tang was unwilling to give up and give Auston another chance to dodge.
He knew that he had to strike while the iron was hot so that his relationship with Auston could go further.
"If you want to sleep, go back to your room. We can talk tomorrow. Now get back to your room." Auston didn't know why this OMEGA was so clingy. He would go so far with just a little sunshine.
But he felt his head starting to hurt, and he couldn't care about anything else. He just wanted to expel Ruan Tang from his territory...
I'm just afraid that if I get sick later I might accidentally hurt him.
Ruan Tang didn't know what was wrong with him, so she grabbed his wrist and looked at him straight in the face: "It's not that kind of sleep. When I say sleep, I mean I want to sleep with adults. I want to sleep with adults... Don't adults understand?"
He really didn't understand why Auston was still hesitating when he, an OMEGA, had taken such initiative.
"What are you sleeping for? What the hell are you sleeping for? How can you, an OMEGA, speak so foul language and have such dirty thoughts?" Auston didn't expect Ruan Tang to be so straightforward. His face flushed red and he didn't even care about his headache. "That kind of thing is so violent, beastly and dirty. I, an ALPHA, find it disgusting and dirty. Don't you, an OMEGA, feel dirty and scared?"
The thing he was talking about was a mark.
As a high-ranking person in the aristocratic circle of the Imperial Star, and his biological father was so philandering and promiscuous, Auston just didn't like it and always kept himself clean, and he also had many impressions about that matter.
The disparity in power between AOs and OMEGA's fatal attraction to ALPHA doomed the relationship between AOs to be unequal. OMEGA was destined to be at a disadvantage in the relationship between the sexes. Auston had witnessed many injuries and misfortunes caused to OMEGA by the relationship between AOs.
Some OMEGAs clearly have someone in their hearts and are even preparing to get married, but because the estrus inhibitors suddenly fail, they are marked by an ALPHA whose pheromones match theirs very well but whom they do not love at all. They do not have the courage to go through the mark removal surgery which causes great pain to the OMEGA, and thus they are bound to that ALPHA for life, living under the control and shadow of that ALPHA all their lives.
There are also some OMEGAs who are arrogant, and usually appear to be aloof and stubborn like him. Their partners seem to be decent people before marriage, but after marriage, they find out that their spouses are actually hopeless straight A cancers. During the estrus period when the OMEGA is most vulnerable, they rely on their pheromones to do whatever they want, and make demands that their partners cannot resist at all. They ask the usually arrogant OMEGA to kneel down and lick his feet and shoes. If he doesn't lick them, he won't be rescued, and he won't even be allowed to drink water. They have to tame the OMEGA during the estrus period, and they perversely enjoy the pleasure of humiliating the arrogance.
Also, during this special period, OMEGA is forced to do all kinds of humiliation to OMEGA...all kinds of ALPHAs who are well-dressed on weekdays seem to expose their perverted nature during the estrus period.
The disparity in power, the suppression of pheromones and the special physical condition during estrus meant that OMEGA was doomed to be unable to resist.
Many ALPHAs that look normal at other times will become paranoid and abnormal under the influence of OMEGA pheromones during their estrus period, releasing all the evil in human nature.
Auston knew that there were many omegas who were very arrogant in normal days and thought they had found an ALPHA who could be controlled by them, but were humiliated during the estrus period. After the estrus period, they were driven crazy and became depressed.
Therefore, even though he was in a high position and had everything he wanted, Austin had never thought of trying it.
He always felt that the reason why humans are human beings and not beasts is that humans can suppress this desire, and the combination of pheromones between AOs is tantamount to stimulating the animal nature in people's minds, making people no longer like humans, but beasts at a certain period of time.
Auston always felt that it was dirty and disgusting.
Although he is an ALPHA and has more power than BO, Auston has always felt that BETA, which is not affected by pheromones, is the final form of evolution...
Although as an ALPHA he sometimes finds it difficult to control his desires and fantasize about OMEGA, that is also because he considers himself to be the abuser in the AO relationship.
In his eyes, in the AO relationship, OMEGA is completely a victim, so unless it is for the purpose of reproduction, it is difficult for him to understand why OMEGA would rush to ask for such a thing to happen and have expectations for it.
Ruan Tang didn't expect that the reason why Austin was so chaste was that he was so platonic and pure. He just felt that the girlish heart of ALPHA in front of him was beyond his imagination.
"I don't think there's anything dirty about this kind of thing. It's just like eating and drinking. It's normal. It's part of human's natural needs." Ruan Tang was stunned for a long while before speaking frankly.
He is just an ordinary person and doesn't have as many ideas as Auston.
His love and desire are combined together.
Auston simply couldn't understand his thoughts: "You are an OMEGA."
"What's wrong with OMEGA? ALPHA has **, and OMEGA has it too. Why do you have to make such a clear distinction? Is this gender discrimination?" Ruan Tang asked him back.
Auston didn't expect him to think this way, and immediately asked doubtfully: "Don't you think that such a relationship between AOs would be a painful and torturous thing for OMEGA?"
"If you are with someone you don't like and you are forced to do so, of course you will feel pain and torture." Ruan Tang didn't expect him to have so many questions. He was truly an OMEGA friend. She looked at him intently and said, "But if you are with someone you like and you both love each other, you will only be grateful that there is a distance in the world that is closer than a hug."
Auston looked at him deeply, having never expected such a statement.
Ruan Tang stared back at him.
"What do you mean you like me? I think you're just lusting after my body!" Auston snorted in annoyance at his gaze and turned his eyes away.
Ruan Tang said without hesitation: "Yes, I just want your body."
Meeting such a girly ALPHA, Ruan Tang felt that there was no way she could help but be A.
Sometimes he couldn't even tell who was ALPHA and who was OMEGA between him and Auston.
"So, sir, do you want me to sleep with you?" Ruan Tang grabbed Austin's wrist, looked at him steadily, and asked.
Aston was about to respond, but suddenly his face darkened, and he stretched out his hand and pressed hard on his temple, his face also showing a look of pain and frenzy...
"Sir, what's wrong with you?" Ruan Tang was startled and held him worriedly.
Auston tried his best to control his mental power from going berserk, fearing that he might hurt Ruan Tang in the slightest. While controlling the optical brain to deliver medicine to himself, he yelled at Ruan Tang, "I'm sick. If you don't want to die, get out of here. I'm likely to go berserk in a moment. I'll come find you tomorrow."
He didn't want to tell Ruan Tang this, but since Ruan Tang was determined not to divorce him, and he was determined to stay with Ruan Tang, he would let Ruan Tang know sooner or later.
Therefore, Auston decided not to hide it any longer.
"How can I leave when you're like this?" Ruan Tang held his wrist tighter, looking at Auston's horrible expression due to the attack, not only was she not afraid at all, but she was also worried and distressed beyond words.
He didn't know what happened to Auston, he just knew that he couldn't leave him alone at this time.
Auston looked at him in astonishment, and seeing the worry in Ruan Tang's eyes, he was a little breathless for a moment, but he still scolded Ruan Tang: "Get out of here right now, do you want to die? Or do you want to lose all your mental power? Do you know how the Queen used to take advantage of me in this situation to stuff people into my life? How many people have been driven crazy by my mental power outage?"
Ruan Tang knew of course that there were so many horror stories about Duke Bluebeard in the Imperial Star, and he also knew that Auston's advice to him was for his own good, but looking at Auston at this moment, he still gritted his teeth and said, "No, I won't leave. I want to stay here with you."
"I don't believe you'll hurt me."
If you like someone but cannot be with him when he is struggling in pain, and leave him to struggle alone, how can you say that you like him?
Auston had never been treated like this since he was a child, and no one approached him or left him when he was having such a terrible attack. Looking at Ruan Tang at this moment, he really didn't know how to bear it, and could only plead in a painful voice: "Be good, please go out first."
Only when Ruan Tang left did he dare to allow himself to get sick.
But Ruan Tang held his hand tightly with a firm attitude. At this moment, the medical robot brought up the medicine that the doctor prepared for Austin every time he fell ill.
"Is this medicine? Take it quickly." Ruan Tang immediately took the medicine and brought the cup of warm water to his mouth.
Austin really wanted to get Ruan Tang away, but he was in so much pain that he couldn't control himself. He was also afraid that he couldn't control his strength and might accidentally hurt Ruan Tang if he pushed him out. He had to try his best to control himself and stay rational. He clenched his fists, and when Ruan Tang handed the medicine to his mouth, he quickly took the medicine from his hand and swallowed it with water.
Although he took the medicine, its effect was becoming slower and slower, and the pain on Auston's face was even more intense.
Ruan Tang felt extremely distressed seeing Austin like this. It seemed that the pain was in his head. After thinking for a moment, she immediately moved her hand to his head, ran her fingertips through his hair and began to massage his scalp.
Austin was in a state of rage, and when Ruan Tang pressed his head hard, he didn't know how much effort it took to restrain himself from throwing Ruan Tang out.
He wanted to scold Ruan Tang, but gradually, he felt Ruan Tang's fingers wandering on his head, and Auston's headache slowly subsided, and he felt comfortable...
Austin was so caught up in it that he even forgot to ask Ruan Tang to get out.
He has been suffering from migraines that cause mental disorders for many years. Whenever he can't control himself, he will do many out-of-control things.
And this is how he got his nickname Duke Bluebeard.
At first, the medicine was effective for him, but in recent years, its effect has become less and less obvious.
He was anxious about this and couldn't find better medicine. He couldn't live a normal life or love others. Earlier, he even couldn't sleep all night and suffered from severe insomnia.
But he didn't expect that Ruan Tang's simple massage could actually relieve his migraine.
First he suffered from insomnia and then migraine. Is this OMEGA really his destined savior?
"Sir, are you still in pain?" Ruan Tang concentrated on massaging him, trying to relieve his pain. She felt that Austin's pain seemed to have eased a little and was not as painful as before, so she asked carefully.
When Auston heard his voice, which was so gentle that it couldn't be any gentler, the irritability in his heart was immediately swept away. He reached out and grabbed Ruan Tang's hand from his hair, shook his head, and said softly: "It doesn't hurt anymore, thank you."
"Sir, what's wrong with you?" Ruan Tang asked worriedly when she saw that he was no longer in pain.
Auston looked at him deeply, his tone very calm: "It's a migraine caused by mental disorder... If a specific medicine is not developed in the future, I may not live long."
In fact, in addition to the specific medicine, his illness can also be cured by two-way marking with OMEGA, allowing OMEGA to help him channel his disordered mental power.
But he possesses double S-level mental power. Unless it is an OMEGA that matches him 100%... otherwise, any OMEGA who helps him channel his mental power when he is ill will be in extremely dangerous situation for that OMEGA.
Ruan Tang's mental power is not that compatible with his. Even if Ruan Tang is willing, Auston doesn't want to see him put himself in danger.
And he already had Ruan Tang, so he didn't want to look for an OMEGA that was 100% compatible with him...
Therefore, he did not intend to mention this matter to Ruan Tang.
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