Li Miaomiao no longer dares to go back to her rental house. She has been living in Jiang Yin's house, and Jiang Yin also helps her look for houses after work.
After many twists and turns, Li Miaomiao finally found a shared house. Well, let's just share it. She couldn't find a suitable place to rent the whole house now, and she didn't have much money in her pocket.
One weekend, Qu Jing and Jiang Yin helped her move into a new home. There was a girl sharing the apartment with her. This girl was the same type as Jiang Yin, a beautiful lady.
Li Miaomiao looked at the beautiful girls around her and felt a little inferior inside, but she pretended not to care. She was good at building relationships and believed that she could get along well with this girl.
The girl's name is Bai Xiaoxiao. She is very good at putting on makeup and dressing up. She is wearing fake brand-name clothes, just like Li Yanan. Li Miaomiao was a little scared when she saw her. She was really afraid that she was another Li Yanan.
After living there for a few days, Li Miaomiao found that there was nothing special, and she felt a little relieved.
On this day, Bai Xiaoxiao brought a boy to the shared house and greeted Li Miaomiao.
"Hello." Li Miaomiao greeted Bai Xiaoxiao and asked, "Is this your boyfriend?"
"Not a boyfriend, a male colleague."
Li Miaomiao was very confused. Why did she bring him home if he wasn't her boyfriend? Besides, they were sharing the house, not living alone. Li Miaomiao began to feel a little disgusted with Bai Xiaoxiao.
But what she didn't expect was that in the future Bai Xiaoxiao would bring many different men back, and every time there would be a sound of love between them.
Not only that, Li Miaomiao doesn't have a proper job and only does some part-time jobs to kill her ambition. Bai Xiaoxiao often talks to her like this, both explicitly and implicitly.
"Miaomiao, you can't do this. You still need to find a stable job. It's unreliable to do this and that every day. It's better to be stable and long-term."
Since Li Miaomiao ignored her, she kept talking about it every day, which made Li Miaomiao very annoyed. Every time she returned to the shared house, Miaomiao would lock herself in the room, cover herself with a quilt and lie on the bed.
Li Miaomiao began to doubt herself and her life, wondering if there was something wrong with her. Otherwise, why would she always encounter some perverted and weird people?
At the beginning, it was just a few words a day or two, and Li Miaomiao didn't think about it this way. But the longer time went on, the more she felt that it was her own problem, and that she couldn't get along with the relationship.
Why is it that these people who I consider to be perverts and weirdos can get along well with others but not with me? Why do they only criticize themselves and not others?
After a long time, Li Miaomiao began to feel depressed. She started to lose strength and didn't want to get up. She lay in bed without eating or drinking for many days.
Finally one day Jiang Yin came to see her. Bai Xiaoxiao opened the door. Jiang Yin learned from Bai Xiaoxiao that she had not seen Li Miaomiao for several days and didn't know where she was.
Jiang Yin went to Li Miaomiao's room, lifted the quilt, and found her lying on the bed, motionless, her face pale, her eyes open, as if dead.
Jiang Yin was so anxious that she immediately called Li Miaomiao's name, but she didn't respond.
Jiang Yin called Bai Xiaoxiao over, and the two of them worked together to lift Li Miaomiao up. Bai Xiaoxiao also said, "You need to lose weight. You are so heavy that neither of us can lift you."
Jiang Yin felt very uncomfortable after hearing this. She felt that Bai Xiaoxiao was a scheming woman. After looking at her face, she felt even more disgusted.
Qu Jing sent Li Miaomiao to the hospital. She had not eaten for so long that she was malnourished. Except for her weight, all her body functions were declining.
After staying in the hospital for a few days, Li Miaomiao had lost all the salary she had saved in the past few months, and she had to be discharged early. However, she didn't want to go back to her own place, and she couldn't always trouble Jiang Yin.
She returned to her shared apartment reluctantly, fearing to see Bai Xiaoxiao, but Bai Xiaoxiao's face, smiling like a flower, still appeared in front of her.
"Miaomiao, I heard you're malnourished. Are you okay? Eat well. But you look very healthy, you don't look malnourished at all. I'm the one with low blood sugar."
Li Miaomiao knew that she was implying that she was fat, but she didn't want to pay attention to her.
"If there's nothing else, then forget it. I'm going back to my room and sleeping." Li Miaomiao walked into her room, closed the door, and lay down on the bed.
"He's lying on the bed again. Be careful not to go to the hospital again." Bai Xiaoxiao muttered outside, but Li Miaomiao pretended not to hear.
This new roommate often brought different men back to the room, so Li Miaomiao simply stopped working and lived in poverty at home.
Her roommate's pua made her restless for a moment, and in the end she heard some very outrageous remarks. Bai Xiaoxiao said that she wanted to borrow the sperm of a handsome male colleague to have a baby.
Li Miaomiao felt like she had fallen into hell. She wanted to move out again, but she couldn't. First, she didn't have the money to pay the rent, and second, she was afraid that Jiang Yin would despise her and she wouldn't be able to stay anywhere.
"Oh my God, what on earth are relationships? Or what am I, that I can't get out of? Oh my God, why?
The immortal said I was the chosen one, but I think I am the chosen enemy."
Li Miaomiao was crying alone in the house, and because her crying was so loud, Bai Xiaoxiao heard it.
Bai Xiaoxiao knocked on Li Miaomiao's door: "Cry a little quieter, it's too noisy. We live together, and you can't even understand me. You're so selfish."
"Fuck? I'm selfish? You still have the nerve to say that. You know we're roommates. You know we're roommates, but you bring different men every day to influence me. Your voices are loud enough."
Li Miaomiao really wanted to say this, but she swallowed it back.
She really was being bullied wherever she went. She couldn't bear it any longer, so she took out her cell phone and wanted to find someone to talk to, but she didn't know who to talk to.
In the following days, Li Miaomiao had a high fever, runny nose, and sneezes. She felt that she was going to die and that her life would end in the spring when she was 23 and a half or 21 and a half, she didn't know how old she was.
She hadn't slept for a long time. Her dark circles were deeper and her eyeballs were more bulging. She looked like a ghost, a fat and ugly ghost at that.
The feeling of inferiority spread throughout her body. She curled herself up there, enjoying the loneliness of the world. This new roommate was the last straw that broke the camel's back.
It was another difficult night. Li Miaomiao made up her mind that instead of enduring the torture of poverty and illness, and being bullied by everyone, it would be better to leave this disgusting world.
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