Chapter 47
Yael thought he would be embarrassed.
After all, they both scared each other when they confessed their love, and for the first time ever, they couldn't control their emotions and cried their eyes out... Although the result was not bad.
In short, his face was burning with anger after he came to his senses. He prepared himself mentally for a long time the next day before he opened the door and walked out.
A familiar sound came from the kitchen. Yael poked his head out and saw the busy figure of the female insect, while 015 was helping her.
He sat down at the table in silence.
Caesar put a breakfast on a plate, hesitated for a moment, and did not hand it to 015. Instead, he untied the knot at the back of his apron and took it out himself.
"Ah? Yes, thank you."
Yael took the plate from the female insect with both hands with some timidity and stuttered.
"You're welcome, Lord."
Xi Ze whispered, his eyes moving away from the male insect's trembling eyelashes, and his Adam's apple moved.
Hmm... indeed.
They didn't look at each other the whole time. Yer noticed that the female insect stopped beside him for a moment, then went back to the kitchen. He was trying hard to suppress his heartbeat that was about to jump out of his throat.
But it didn't seem that bad, like a mellow soup simmering over a low fire, bubbling away.
An inexplicable feeling of anxiety and peace of mind quietly permeated the air around me, filling every panicked breath.
Yael couldn't help but look up at the female insect, but he found that the female insect in the kitchen reached out and picked up a can of sugar, then put it back after a moment's pause and opened the salt jar.
Whether it was because of the military wife's serious demeanor or her own strict behavior, Nishizawa never got the seasoning wrong, and those things were all placed in fixed positions.
Although it was just a little chaotic, Yael somehow sensed a sense of panic and unnaturalness from it.
For example, when faced with something unfamiliar, although I can rely on my experience to remain calm, I will still accidentally reveal a little bit of my youthful side.
So this is how it feels, he thought.
They want to look at each other but don't dare to. They make cute little movements when they are embarrassed. They may even be more unfamiliar and restrained than before the relationship was confirmed.
But the atmosphere is completely different now, and I can feel it naturally without having to explain.
Yael pursed his lips and couldn't help but take another look at the busy back of the female insect.
Hmm... that apron does seem a bit too tight. Let's go out and buy a new one together.
I don't know if the department store I went to last time has been repaired yet. It has a pretty complete range of things.
"Why don't you eat?"
When Caesar brought out his portion, he found that Yael was sitting upright, staring at the food on the plate. He waited until he sat down before picking up the cutlery.
"I'll wait for you."
Xi Ze was slightly startled, as if the tip of his heart was poked softly, and the corners of his lips could not help but curl up.
This was the first time he heard this sentence. Since he was not recognized by the mainstream society, he was really... a little too obedient.
Whether they are female slaves or female servants, they cannot eat with the male master. Generally, they need to stand aside and wait after the meal so that they can take care of the male insects at any time.
Only the female can eat with the male, but it is impossible to make the male wait specifically to eat together.
There are also a variety of strict rules, all written in the manual distributed when the relationship is established.
But Yael never cared about these rules. He did whatever he wanted and allowed his female insects to move completely freely.
They sat together and communicated on an equal footing, as if they were close and reliable friends or partners, without any need for unnecessary testing or requests.
It was really comfortable to be with Yael, but he himself didn't seem to know it.
Aren't you a little too lucky?
Xi Ze couldn't help but think.
Among countless male insects with different personalities but actually similar, among countless hypocritical or arrogant humiliations and charity, I can touch this only gentle and sincere moonlight.
Maybe he was in a trance for too long, Yael looked at him with some confusion, "Why don't you eat?"
Xi Ze coughed softly and picked up the tableware as he was told. "Let's eat now."
The meal was a silent one, with no further communication other than some subtle chewing sounds and brief requests and thanks.
015 felt a little uncomfortable and kept looking at the two insects with a strange atmosphere.
"Are you guys having a conflict?"
015 couldn't handle the overly complicated emotions. Considering that Yael hadn't been home for several days and now refused to say a word to the female insect, he could only come to this conclusion.
Yael was caught off guard and snorted. His face started to heat up for no reason and he whispered, "...No, stop guessing."
"Oh." 015 nodded, not quite understanding.
But it seemed as if some barrier was broken, and the air began to flow slowly again.
After finishing his breakfast in silence, the plate in front of him was taken away, but Yael suddenly reached out and grabbed the hem of the female insect's clothes.
Xi Ze turned his head and looked at him, and like a snow leopard whose most sensitive tail was pulled, he immediately stood still obediently, "What's wrong?"
Yael's heart skipped a beat and accelerated, hitting his chest again and again, making a rumbling sound deep in his ear.
He almost suspected that the female insect would hear the sound.
But 015 looked at this side with a pair of bright eyes. Yael licked his lips and let go of his hand, whispering, "It's okay, go ahead."
The female insect seemed to sense something and coughed nervously, but still went into the kitchen first after hearing the words.
Usually, after breakfast, Yael would go back to his room to organize some documents or do something else, but today he never left the stool in front of the dining table.
He waited until 015 left to go somewhere else before he stood up quietly and went to Xi Ze who was dealing with the aftermath.
The automatic dishwasher is working diligently. White foam is constantly generated and swept away by the water. The machine emits a steady and subtle hum that melts into the tranquility of the early morning.
Xi Ze is preparing the ingredients for the afternoon. The meat of this star beast is very special and needs to be marinated for three to four hours in advance to make it flavorful.
Yael couldn't remember some other things to note. The salesperson talked a lot about it, but it was too difficult to understand for a kitchen black hole.
“Creaky…”
The slender and powerful fingers rubbed the raw meat, evenly marinating the seasoning. Before cooking began, the soft and vigorous fragrance had already emanated.
"Well, what should we do then?"
Yael's Adam's apple rolled, and he thought for a long time about how to bring up the topic, and finally asked honestly.
"First, marinate it with sauce. I remember I have some wine at home..."
The female insect's voice was steady, and her warm breath swept across the tip of her ear, bringing a slight tingling sensation.
Yael looked at it carefully for a while, and his eyes unconsciously turned to Caesar's profile, where he happened to meet a pair of soft golden eyes.
The bright golden eyes reflected the morning light, as if they had merged into the bright sky.
And in the very center was reflected a small figure, which was surrounded by the sunlight in those eyes, like a silent and pious pilgrimage.
There was a sudden roar in Yael's heart, and his originally restless mind went blank. The only thing left in his ears was the clear sound of each other's breathing.
He wasn't sure whether he approached first, or the female insect closed its eyes and lowered its head first, or whether both parties reached a consensus at some point -
The hot breaths intertwined and blended together. At first it was just a gentle test, but the moment they touched, they stuck tightly together, as if they were born to be together and inseparable.
The sweetness of the caramel diluted the bitter taste a little, making it less bitter for the female insects to eat.
It's like a whole piece of hard candy with maple syrup flowing in it. I roll it around in my mouth, and I'm reluctant to swallow it all in one gulp.
Yael didn't know what kind of magic there was in kissing before, that was worthy of the protagonists in those idol dramas kissing again and again, twisting 360 degrees in various ways to force a kiss, and looking like they were savoring it after the kiss…
Other people's saliva is so sweet, right?
But now - Yael thought without any bottom line: Well, it is indeed sweet.
"Remember to breathe through your nose."
The tightly pressed lips separated slightly, and soon pressed tightly together again. Caesar lowered his eyes, nibbled and rubbed the thin lips lightly, and spoke in a low voice.
The military has training on lung capacity and holding breath underwater. The male insects are definitely no match for him in this regard. If they don't work hard to learn to breathe through their noses, they will have to stop and rest after kissing for a while.
Yael's breathing was hot and rapid, and the tears that came out when he was suffocating wet his eyelashes, making him look like he was kissed and cried, "...Yeah."
Caesar lowered his head and traced the gentle ups and downs of the male insect's face with his lips, finally stopping at those beautiful eyes and kissing away all the wet and salty liquid.
This kind of intimacy without any other meaning was something that Yael liked more than kissing with his lips and tongue.
Like a gentle mother womb that nurtures life, it gently places a goodnight kiss on the forehead to soothe the anxiety and panic.
"My Lord..."
Yael closed his eyes slightly and was kissed until he made a sticky nasal sound. Like a cat whose fur had been smoothed, his belly was exposed under the skillful fingers, and his tail swung leisurely.
His waist was pressed against the hard surface. The cold touch penetrated his clothes, creating a sharp contrast with his gradually hot skin.
Soon, the trembling part was held by a pair of freshly washed hands, isolating the uncomfortable coldness.
"Do you want to clean the master bedroom today?"
015's voice suddenly came from the living room, accompanied by a familiar rumbling sound.
The sound, which was not loud at first, now seemed to explode right next to his ear. Yael was startled by the noise and his eyes widened slightly. He immediately distanced himself from the female insect.
He soon realized that his clothes were in disarray and straightened them quickly.
"Yes, please."
Seeing that 015 was about to break into the "aftermath scene", Yer quickly cleared his throat and shouted outside.
Caesar was calmer than him. He tugged at his wrinkled apron, washed his hands again, and combed the messy hair on the male insect's forehead one by one.
"OK."
After receiving the response, the sound of the sliding wheels immediately turned back and went to the master bedroom next to it.
Yael breathed a sigh of relief, but when he came to his senses he felt it was both strange and exciting.
Why do I have this inexplicable feeling of...having an affair behind my child's back?
As soon as this thought came to mind, the heat that had just disappeared from the tips of his ears immediately returned, even brighter and hotter than before, and looked completely cooked.
"It's okay," Caesar lowered his head and rubbed him, his voice a little hoarse, and he spoke softly in the tone of coaxing a cub.
"My Lord, please go watch some TV first. I'll be back soon."
"OK."
Yael licked his lips subconsciously and walked away from the female insect as he was told. He didn't realize that his expression showed reluctance. The corners of his drooping eyes were red and wet.
The cat seemed to have walked away obediently, but it still wanted to hook its fluffy tail around the calf of the keeper. I wonder how much this tests its willpower and endurance.
Xi Ze's fingers moved, then restrainedly tightened, and he lowered his eyes to hide the growing obscure desire.
*
Yael gave Cézanne access to the bedroom, including the bed.
Although he was a little uncomfortable, he thought that if he decided to give it a try, he would talk to her properly and just try to overcome the psychological barriers.
But when it comes to pretending to sleep and fooling the pillow bug, and judging whether one is asleep or not, Yael is far from being as professional as the military woman, so he was caught the first time he pretended to sleep.
After that, Cesar refused to sleep in the same bed with him.
"I'm just a little uncomfortable with it. I'll be fine if we sleep together a few more nights."
Yael insisted, trying to seem sincere, but was still ruthlessly rejected by the female insect.
"I noticed you were taking sleeping pills. If you have sleep problems, you can't break the habit. The quality of your sleep is very unstable, and it can't continue to be affected because of me."
It was the first time that he received such a firm rejection from Cize. Yael narrowed his eyes and launched a series of tactics, including but not limited to repeated requests, refusing to get off the sofa, and kissing the female insect.
The female insect could never resist him, but she could only hold out for an hour under this kind of attack before she reached her limit and was forced to compromise and soften her tone.
"I can take a nap with the Lord, but not at night."
The nap usually lasts from one to one and a half hours. The curtains in the room will be drawn, and no sunlight from outside can penetrate at all. It is as dark as night.
Yael wasn't used to sleeping with another breath beside him.
But I don’t know if it’s because of the pheromone blending, but when I’m enveloped by the familiar bitter scent, the uncomfortable feeling of having my private territory invaded disappears a lot.
"Still can't sleep?"
There was a rustling sound behind me, followed by a hot breath sweeping across my neck, and the somewhat hoarse voice of a female insect.
"No." Yael said stubbornly, "I will fall asleep within five minutes."
He heard the female chuckle.
Then a hand reached out from the side, first tucked his quilt, then covered his chest through the quilt, and patted him gently in a certain rhythm, which was completely the method of coaxing a cub to sleep.
The bitter scent that belonged exclusively to female insects grew stronger and stronger, spreading across the pillows and quilt, making me feel warm and comfortable, like a cozy and safe fortress.
The long breathing that was originally just pretended became real unknowingly, and then slipped into a sweet dream.
There will be a certain distance between them, so that Yael can get familiar and adapt, but that is only the initial state. When he falls asleep and wakes up, he will find that he has rolled into a ball without realizing it.
The first time, Yael felt very embarrassed.
He never thought that his sleeping posture was bad. After all, he always followed the doctor's instructions, lying flat on his back to induce sleepiness, and then woke up after a few hours of light sleep.
But when I slept with Caesar, I realized that he would actually kick off the quilt, or roll away most of the quilt on the female insect's side, wrap himself up into a ball, and then roll into the female insect's arms.
Although it was more difficult to fall asleep, once he actually fell asleep, he was able to do a set of radio gymnastics without waking up, which really overturned Yael's previous understanding of himself.
“It’s really cute.”
At that time, Xi Ze held back his laughter, patted the spring rolls on his body, and coughed softly.
"I didn't expect that the Lord would be so coughing and active after falling asleep."
Yael felt his face getting hot. He buried himself in the quilt to calm himself down for a while, then got out of bed, walked barefoot on the floor, and pulled open the curtains.
The brilliant sunlight that had been blocked outside poured in, casting a warm shadow on the bed, giving me a peaceful feeling as if I had slept until the end of the world.
…
But it is undeniable that Yael has a big problem sleeping.
Sometimes I am not in good condition and need to take sleeping pills to fall asleep. The basic medical care of the Zerg Tribe is very well developed, and these drugs are no longer addictive or have particularly serious side effects.
Many times, Yael would skip meals out of resistance, tossing and turning in bed for hours, and then get up the next day as if nothing had happened.
But after Cesar knew about this habit of taking medicine, it became a daily task, just like the milk that Yael forced the female worm to drink every night.
However, Yael basically tries to get away with it whenever he can. The female insects have no resistance to his coquettishness and rogue behavior, and their stance is very unstable.
"What is this?"
Yael was lying lazily on the sofa, spinning the long puppy pillow out of boredom. When he saw the female insect coming over with a small plate of food, he raised his eyes with interest.
"Night snack."
Xi Ze said gently, picking up the small dessert with chopsticks and pressing it against Yael's lower lip, "Only one bite, eat it and go to sleep."
Eating sweets before going to bed is not good for the teeth. Yael was confused for a moment, but quickly fell in love with the sweet smell and ate it in one bite.
It's okay, just brush your teeth well and you'll be fine.
The toothpaste of the insect tribe is particularly magical. Yael sometimes suspects that its production standard is to make it convenient for female insects to use it directly to brush their steel teeth that can penetrate the skull when they transform back to their original form.
As usual, it was a goodnight kiss, soft and hot on the cheek.
Yael went to wash up with a dazed look on his face. As he brushed his teeth in a daze, he suddenly felt that he had forgotten something.
...What did you forget?
It was not until he lay down on the bed and covered himself with the quilt that he suddenly realized that he seemed to have forgotten to take the medicine. However, waves of sleepiness came over him, which was a pharmacological reaction that would occur after taking the medicine.
He licked his lips and could still taste the sweetness lingering between his teeth.
It’s really sweet, so sweet that it makes my teeth hurt.
Not the snack.
…
Occasionally, some insects may become females if something goes wrong.
Yael originally thought that his nightmare had been cured. After all, he had received many mental counseling sessions, and his rebuilt mental picture had absorbed sufficient nutrients, and he was currently in very good condition.
But memory and emotion are not equal to mental strength. They can be repaired and intervened by external forces. Otherwise, the post-traumatic stress disorder of the female soldier would not be so difficult to deal with. This is something that Yael realized only later.
It was just a normal afternoon.
Nothing special happened in the morning, and there were no other plans for the afternoon. Everything was on track. Even the sunlight outside the window was soft. It was very safe and leisurely.
But without any preparation, Xi Ze's breathing gradually became rapid, and when it reached the critical point, he suddenly convulsed for a moment, causing the bed to shake violently.
"Ahem... Hehe... Ugh!"
He seemed to be in a deep nightmare, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his eyeballs were trembling nervously under his eyelids, and a trickle of blood flowed from the corner of his tightly pursed lips, scaring the awakened Yael.
"Caesar?!"
It is very difficult to wake up the female insect at this time, probably because she is trapped in certain scenes, and a thick wall has been erected outside her mental picture, which cannot be broken through by force.
Only pheromones were of some use. The smell of caramel seemed to penetrate into dreams, bringing a sense of comfort.
Cize would rely on instinct to approach Yael, grab Yael's hand as if it were a life-saving straw, and could hardly stop shaking all over.
"!!!"
Then he suddenly woke up, his eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was dazed and tired.
The first thing she did after she came to her senses was to kiss Yael's red wrist repeatedly. She ignored the cold sweat that seeped into her eyes and apologized in a hoarse voice.
"It's okay, it's all over, don't be afraid."
Yael coaxed in a low voice, pulling the quilt over the female insect to wrap it up.
The body in my arms was no longer as hot and soft as usual, but extremely alert and tense, even trembling slightly.
He didn't ask what happened.
What the female insect didn't tell him on her own initiative were probably memories that she didn't want to mention.
Anyway, everything is in the past, just heal slowly, there is no need to dig out the wound and endure the harshness of the sun and eyes.
This too shall pass.
Yael said silently.
He released pheromones into the female insect's body, then lowered his head and gave her a soothing kiss on the face.
*
Movements around the bed not only help with sleep, but also provide reproductive cavity therapy and mental energy.
During the time when Yael was busy trying to find a way to get the chip that would contact the female slave's neck ring, he kept going out early and coming back late, sometimes not going home for two days in a row, so these comfort measures were naturally neglected.
Female insects will not take the initiative to ask for it, and Yael has little impression of this common sense. It was only after Cesar had another estrus disorder that he realized that he still had the responsibility of being a male insect.
After finally releasing her surging desire, the female insect on the bed is already rolling around, her beautiful body lines rising and falling softly, her wet honey-colored body emitting a vigorous and warm breath.
It was like a large piece of melting maple syrup, which became sweet because it was covered with the scent of Yale from the inside out.
Yael was held in his arms, and he secretly buried his face in his arms. He was almost drowned by his overly soft chest muscles, and he finally got up.
He hugged Caesar back and whispered, "Remember to tell me next time. I don't quite remember this... or you can set an alarm."
The female insect beside my ear seemed to softly, as if satisfied and relieved, and reached out to touch the back of Yael's neck.
"If there's a next time, I will."
Then it became an evening activity after 7 or 8 o'clock.
It's basically just routine counseling, or if it gets a little too much, they'll help each other a bit, kiss each other after they're done, and then wash up and go to bed.
…
Another night activity ends.
Yael pulled at his sticky clothes and decided to take a shower before the female insect.
After hearing the sound of water running in the bathroom, Xi Ze closed his eyes, felt his lost strength recover, and got out of bed wearing his clothes.
He wandered around aimlessly.
The layout of this room is very simple, and there is basically no decoration. There is only a bed, a desk and a chair, and at most a small sofa and some sundries.
It's not even as big as the storage room in the admiral's residence, but it feels particularly lovely, exuding a unique sense of warmth and security, like a small nest built in the corner of the heart.
The window might not be closed tightly, and a gust of cold wind blew in, and the sound of pages turning suddenly rang out.
Xi Ze's eyes moved slightly and moved towards Xiong Chong's desk, where a thick book was spread out.
I haven't seen it before. Maybe the male insect forgot to take it back.
He hesitated for a moment, then took a closer look.
The next second, his pupils shrank slightly.
There were densely written words on the pages. The handwriting was vigorous, powerful, elegant and graceful. The whole article was well-organized and very comfortable to read, but... he couldn't understand it.
Diplomacy is a very necessary part of being a general. Xi Ze has some knowledge of the languages of various common races in the interstellar space, but he can't understand what the male insect is writing at all.
Maybe it's some rare language... Some insects are interested in unpopular languages and will even study and research them.
The rustling sounds in the bathroom did not fade away. Xize hesitated for a moment, picked up the laptop beside the bed, and scanned the words on the paper.
【Warning! Unable to identify! Unable to identify! 】
【Please scan the correct language——】
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