It turns out that no matter how she tells herself not to care, she still cares.
Those concerns were suppressed in her heart when Feng Meng was not around. She felt that the two children were actually very sensible and she didn't need to worry at all. As for Feng Meng, she was just a person in her memory.
But when Feng Meng appeared, she realized that all her disguises were easily broken.
She cares, she cares a lot.
She saw Mulan and Feng Meng talking about their past and the things that happened in the past, and she was extremely jealous.
That was Mulan's past, a past without her. They also had a very happy past. There were many happy days and two children. The bond between them could never be severed. At that moment, she was really panicked.
She suddenly realized that she was afraid of losing Mulan, afraid that the man would keep making trouble here, and afraid that Rodin and the others would stand on the side of her biological mother. After all, she was just a stepmother, and a stepmother who had not yet officially become a stepmother.
So at that time, her emotions were actually broken, but she had been suppressing herself, thinking that she could bear all the emotions. But she failed.
She began to try every possible way to make Mulan stand on her side, and even let her emotions control Mulan. She wanted everyone to know that she was Mulan's wife at this moment, and she and Mulan were a family, and no one could ruin this matter.
In fact, this is a very normal thing! Aunt Xiyan just wants to protect her family. Luo Dan never felt that she did anything wrong, but under the circumstances at the time, when all her emotions were unstable, she would directly confront Xiyan.
Because everyone is in a different position, Rodin can actually understand that everyone has their own difficulties, but at that moment she was actually selfish. She selfishly stood on her brother's side because all she had to take care of was her brother.
"After Dandan talked it out this time, I felt much more relaxed. I think I won't be so cautious anymore and won't let my imagination run wild. I won't do that again in the future, don't worry."
Now that she understood what all of them were thinking, she wouldn't be so cautious anymore. In fact, Mulan also gave her a lot of trust and even a sense of security.
Mulan always stood by her side, protecting her with her actions, giving her enough sense of security and making her feel that she really did not make the wrong choice.
"As long as you two are happy, don't worry about anything else. Also, I think you two can have a baby. My dad has always felt guilty for missing out on our growth. I believe you two would be very happy if you could have a child."
Rodin noticed that when Xiyan saw Xiaoxiao, her eyes were always shining, as if she liked him very much, but she was cautious and didn't dare to go forward or touch him, as if it was a wound that she dared never to open.
No matter who you are or how old you are, as long as you are a woman, you hope to have your own child, see him grow up from a small child, always pursue your dreams, and watch him walk towards a happy life.
"I can't have children anymore. I was thinking that since your father already has you, I don't need to have another one. You know, getting pregnant at my age is impossible. Plus, I was injured during a mission, so I probably won't be able to get pregnant again in this lifetime."
After hearing this, Rodin grabbed her hand. Xiyan looked at Rodin in surprise, and then she remembered that Rodin was a doctor!
Could she still hope? Or could she really have any hope? She couldn't believe it.
She really couldn't believe it, because after experiencing so many disappointments and so many doctors telling her that she would never be able to have children again, she had forced herself to forget, numbly forget about it, telling herself that she didn't need to use a child to tie a man down.
But no matter how she deceived herself, she could not deny the fact that she wanted a child. When she saw other children running on the road, her eyes would subconsciously follow them, and when she saw the children's happy faces, the corners of her mouth would unconsciously rise.
She would also fantasize about what she would do if she had a child. If it was a boy, she would make him very strong. If it was a girl, she would dress her up cutely.
She wanted to be a mother, but she just couldn't become a mother. It seemed that she had no choice but to accept it.
"Your injury also causes a bit of uterine coldness, which is a bit troublesome, but not too serious. Let me prescribe some medicine for you, and you can take it first. For the rest of the time, I suggest you go see your aunt. She will arrange the rest of your treatment. Then, I think I should be able to see my younger brother and sister by next year."
Rodin said it seriously, and it was true.
Xiyan looked at Luo Dan in shock. "Dandan, many doctors have told me that there's no chance of me having a child."
Rodin smiled at her. The reason why the doctors told her that she couldn't have children was because she hadn't found a good doctor who was compatible with her, or even a good Chinese medicine doctor. But in their family, this was not a problem at all!
"That's because you haven't met us!"
"Wait, is what you said true?" Xiyan looked at Rodin with sobs, disbelief in her heart. She really couldn't believe whether what Rodin said was true. She was afraid that she had a little hope, which would eventually turn into despair.
"Of course it's true. You saw a Western doctor before, and you probably didn't have a systematic checkup, and then you were diagnosed. I think the most important problem is not your injury, but your uterine cold. It can be treated with acupuncture and some Chinese medicine. You can ask my aunt for the rest of the questions. In fact, my master is my aunt, and she is very knowledgeable about this.
If it were someone else's family, it would be unsuitable for you to have children at your age because your health is the most important thing. But in our family, I think this issue can be ignored because we are all doctors. How could we let anything happen to you?
Of course, if you don't want to have children, you can adjust your uterine coldness, because after all, it is a disease and must be treated."
"Yes, yes, yes." Xiyan was so excited that she was almost incoherent. How could she not want to have a child? She dreamed about it, but the doctor kept telling her that she would never be a mother again in her life.
Of course she wanted to have a child with Mulan that belonged only to them, a child that belonged to the two of them and looked like them.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so emotional right now and I don't know how to express my feelings."
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