Luo's mother now was completely different from the one Luo Dan remembered. In her memory, Luo's mother was a punching bag, who took all the blame. She would only whisper at night, "Dandan has suffered."
But now she was crying like a baby.
She finally seemed to be showing some emotion.
Luo's mother, crying and laughing, stayed at the entrance of the village for a long time before she pulled Luo Dan forward.
Every step she takes next is her way home.
Every step you take is one less step.
She didn't dare come back these years, fearing that she would be forgotten.
In fact, she is more afraid of being forgotten than being sold.
Life at that time was really hard.
It's not easy to be alive.
So people's hearts change easily. Before, Luo's mother thought that they sold her for their brother.
But now she thought that her parents only wanted the two of them to survive.
So different times bring different thoughts. She was desperate and couldn't think about the reality at first, but now she is willing to think about it.
For example, if she had stayed, her whole family would have died together. She followed the Luo family, and she survived, and so did her family.
Luo's mother's eyes suddenly lit up, and her mind suddenly became clear. So this is why different thinking leads to different results?
She had been trapped in a dead end, feeling abandoned, and then sinking into this dark abyss, unwilling to come out.
I always think in extreme ways.
She feels that her parents don't love her and that she has been abandoned.
She felt that the Luo family did not treat her as a human being.
Feeling that everything is bad.
But at this moment...
Standing here, tears blurred her eyes. So close to home, she suddenly realized that it wasn't the Luo family, nor her father, nor her children, who were holding her back.
It's her.
She herself was afraid to face all this.
She was the one who couldn't get over it. She had always been very selfish, thinking only of her own feelings and thinking that the whole world was malicious.
I think Rodin has no conscience and actually divided the family business among himself.
But Rodin is so heartless that he would not bring her here.
In fact, it was her mother who did not set a good example for her. Instead, it was Rodin who dragged her here to face the past.
"Dandan, thank you! You made me realize how selfish I am."
She has been unwilling to let herself go for so many years.
Rodin looked at her, and she seemed like a different person. He knew that she had probably figured it out.
Just like in her previous life, she also complained that life was unfair and why she had to bear all this. She passively accepted it and never resisted.
Maybe life is just so unfair. But if you haven't tried to change it, how do you know you won't succeed?
Wouldn’t this life be different?
Rodin learned that it is better to rely on oneself than on others. If you want to get, you must first give.
No matter how unhappy life is, you must fight for it and try your best. If you lose, that's it, but if you win, it's a new beginning.
What traps us is never others, but ourselves.
"I didn't do anything."
Rodin really didn't feel that she had done anything, she just wanted to have a clear conscience.
The two walked forward, Luo's mother's tears still kept falling, but every step was so steady, no longer afraid.
The road to home gradually got closer, and she could see the pear tree in front of the door.
I can see the vegetables in the vegetable garden. These two days there are only Chinese cabbages, which look so delicious.
Lush and full of vitality.
Suddenly, Luo's mother saw an old woman. She was hunched over, gathering firewood. She looked very tired...
"mom……"
Luo's mother moved her lips, but found that her voice was very small, or even no sound.
She shouted again and again.
"mom……"
"mom……"
She was clearly trying so hard, clearly trying her best, but there was no sound. Luo's mother was so angry that she kept stamping her feet, wondering why she was so disappointing.
How come I can’t scream?
Rodin looked at Luo's mother's anxious look and wondered whether he should help her call out.
But that person, as if he had telepathy, turned around and saw Luo's mother.
The moment their eyes met, she kept waving.
Luo's mother also ran over, and fell to the ground after taking two steps.
She immediately got up and continued running. Rodin felt complicated when he saw this scene.
Be happy for her, she has been living a very depressed life. She always keeps all her emotions bottled up inside, which is actually very bad.
The result of this is often to force yourself into a dead end and never be able to get out.
Then, on the surface, he became a dispensable person, but in his heart he began to hate everything, including his own daughter.
Why in the same situation, Rodin could get out of it, but she could only accept reality.
Why can Rodin live his own life while she has to work so hard?
But is Luo's mother really that unfortunate?
At least she survived. Although her life was hard, she survived.
It was normal for people to die in that era, and countless people ate Guanyin soil.
Although Luo's father didn't speak, he didn't curse or hit anyone. If Luo's mother had been able to stand up for herself, the outcome would have been different.
As I said, you have to walk your own path, and it depends on whether you are willing to take the first step.
Of course, there are still problems with Luo's father.
"Second sister, you're back?"
The old lady looked at Luo's mother and tears suddenly fell. She touched her daughter's face with tears in her eyes.
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