Chapter 188 How long will you leave me this time?
"Xiyan, why are you—uh—"
Before An Ning could finish her words, her lips were blocked by the man who strode in from outside.
Before she could react, the man grabbed the back of her head and forced her to raise her head to receive his passionate kiss.
Lu Xiyan's kiss was passionate, domineering and wanton, like a long-trapped beast biting its hard-earned prey.
Xiao Anxian opened his round eyes wide, and suddenly everything went dark before his eyes, and a warm hand covered his eyes.
Zhao Li opened her mouth in surprise, but she quickly reacted. She covered An Xian's eyes, took the small schoolbag from his hand, whispered to him that she would take him out to play, and closed the door before leaving.
In the quiet room, heavy breathing could be heard.
Lu Xiyan's breathing was urgent and his kiss was domineering.
An Ning was pushed all the way to the sofa and fell down, and Lu Xiyan leaned over and supported herself on top of her.
His kiss was different from usual one that was filled with lust. This time, it was filled with an overwhelming and indescribable love.
Also, a deep sense of grievance.
An Ning was momentarily stunned by the kiss. She had never been able to resist Lu Xiyan's kiss.
She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and felt his hot breath and frantic heartbeat.
She was almost unable to breathe from the kiss, so she reached out and gently pushed his shoulder. Only then did he let her go and moved away from her lips a little.
Without looking up, he brushed his lips against her soft lips, tilted his head, and buried his head in her neck.
"...Western Banquet."
An Ning was about to ask him what was wrong when her breath suddenly stopped and her heart skipped a beat.
Her neck was wet.
It was so hot that it almost burned her skin.
She felt the body lying on top of her twitch slightly, and even the broad back was trembling slightly.
Lu Xiyan's low sobs came to my ears, suppressed and painful.
The sound was very low, but she heard it clearly.
Is he crying?
An Ning felt a pang of pain in her heart. She put her hands around his thin waist, pinched the corner of his clothes, and hugged him gently.
Feeling his strong emotions, like a helpless child, she retracted her arms and hugged him tighter.
"Xiyan...what's wrong?" An Ning said softly, "What happened?"
Lu Xiyan buried his head in her neck, opened his mouth and bit her fair neck hard.
Although he said it was very hard, he didn't use much force.
An Ning still gasped in pain and shrunk her shoulders.
Then I thought, I don’t know why he is so wronged now, so I should just let him bite.
Lu Xiyan's breathing was trembling. He leaned against her neck and spoke in a hoarse voice.
"Are you planning to sneak away again? Where are you going this time..."
"Am I trash? How can you just throw me away whenever you want..."
The hand supporting the side of her face was clenched into a fist, so tightly that her whole body was shaking.
Lu Xiyan pressed his lips against her beating pulse, his voice trembling with grievance, "An Ning, this time, how long are you going to leave me alone? How many more years do you want me to wait?"
He raised his head, his eyes were red, and tears fell on An Ning's cheeks.
When An Ning met his gaze, she shuddered suddenly, her heart aching as if it was being squeezed to pieces, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.
"I beg you..."
Lu Xiyan choked up and spoke with great emphasis, "Even if you want to leave, can you take me with you..."
An Ning felt a lump in her throat. She opened her mouth and tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I won't leave..."
She stretched out a finger and touched the corners of his dark red eyes. "I'm not leaving. I'm not going anywhere... Don't cry..."
Lu Xiyan looked at her deeply, his eyes full of disbelief, "You lied to me!"
"No, really not." An Ning suddenly realized that he saw her packed luggage, so he thought she was leaving?
Did he think she would leave him again like she did four years ago?
An Ning held Lu Xiyan's face with trembling hands, "Didn't Uncle Quan tell you?"
Tears slid down his tall nose and hung on the tip of his nose, looking like they were about to fall off. It was so pitiful. Lu Xiyan asked with a sob, "What did you say?"
An Ning gently wiped away his tears, "Uncle Quan said that you stayed with me all night. He said that since your father passed away, he hasn't seen you so lonely and desolate. He said that every time you can't sleep, you will miss your parents..."
Lu Xiyan's whole body froze, and he saw his own face covered in tears through her clear eyes.
"So I was thinking, you live alone in the house your parents left for you. It's so big and so empty. How lonely you must be every night."
An Ning raised her lips slightly, "So I wanted to come over and pack my things before you go back."
"Pack your things?" Lu Xiyan asked uncertainly.
"Yeah." An Ning held his face and nodded, "Pack up your things, move over, and stay with you. Are you willing?"
As An Ning finished speaking, another tear fell on her face.
"Don't cry..." An Ning's heart ached, "I didn't explain it clearly and made you worry."
Lu Xiyan seemed to come alive at this moment, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is that true?"
"That's true." An Ning smiled gently, "I promised you that I would never leave you secretly again."
"You still lied to me." Lu Xiyan asked her, "You promised not to leave me, why did you go to the beach?"
We agreed not to be separated in life, can we be separated in death?
An Ning's heart skipped a beat, "I...I..."
She opened her mouth, wanting to explain, wanting to find an excuse, but she didn't know what to say that would make sense.
"I might have...maybe..." She avoided the question and couldn't come up with a decent reason for a long time.
"Ningning, how many times has this happened?" Lu Xiyan suddenly asked her.
"Huh?" An Ning didn't react for a moment, "What, how many times?"
"Since you returned to Jinghai, how many times," Lu Xiyan asked with red eyes, "do you not want to live?"
An Ning's lips trembled slightly, and she stared at him with wide eyes, with unconcealable panic in her eyes.
"I know everything." Lu Xiyan met her panicked eyes. "I know everything. An Xian is my son. I have also met Xu Zhijun. Everything is clear."
An Ning suddenly felt that all the blood in her body had frozen.
Her whole body was numb, even her fingertips were numb.
He knows everything?
What do you know?
Do you know that her departure was forced?
Do you know how she got through these four years?
What does he know?
An Ning looked into his deep, dark red eyes, trying to see what she looked like at the moment in his eyes.
Suddenly, a huge sour feeling came over me in my chest, and I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. The strong sense of grievance burst out like a floodgate opened.
She folded her arms in front of her, shielding her face, and burst into tears.
She could finally let go of all her defenses and disguises and cry in front of him, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances and hardships.
She really, really lasted too long...
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