Chapter 449: Obsessions before death (5)
"What did Jiaojiao look like before? Was she like this?" Shu Jie asked, pretending to be nonchalant. But no one knew how distressed she felt when she asked this question.
Ruan Jiaojiao nodded vaguely.
In the beginning, she actually couldn't see what she looked like, because she drank water by licking the dew on the leaves. Later, there was a year without rain for a long time, and there was no dew in the morning. She was very thirsty and thought she might die of thirst. Then she found the wolf strolling slowly in the forest.
Unlike her, wolves are big and can't just drink dew. She thought he should know the water source, so she started to follow him. She thought it might take a day to find the water source, but she didn't expect that she was very lucky that day. After following him for more than two hours, she found a water source.
She watched him drink water in the river, and then went to drink water after he left. She also saw her own reflection in the clear river and knew what she looked like.
But when she saw it, she had grown up and had the same hair color as the cat in front of her.
"That must be very cute." Shu Jie said, picking up Sanmao from the ground and stroking him gently.
Ruan Jiaojiao turned to look at her, but her tone was angry: "Do you really think it's cute?"
In the past few days in the hospital, the relationship between mother and daughter has actually been quite harmonious. This was the first time that Ruan Jiaojiao spoke to Shu Jie in such a tone. When Shu Jie heard it, she was stunned for a moment.
Ruan Jiaojiao felt very uncomfortable when she saw her like this. She turned her eyes away and stood up to leave.
However, Shu Jie held her hand.
Shu Jie was sitting and Ruan Jiaojiao was standing. Their eyes were not on the same level. Shu Jie needed to raise her head, while Ruan Jiao was looking down at her.
Ruan Jiaojiao had tears in her eyes, Shu Jie saw it clearly, and the tears in her eyes also fell.
"I know, Jiaojiao blames mom." Shu Jie said.
"What do you blame you for?" Ruan Jiaojiao asked.
She hated herself now, and hated her changeable emotions towards Shu Jie. She couldn't let go of Shu Jie's gentleness and pampering, but at the same time, she couldn't accept her without any grudges.
This led to her being hot and cold towards Shu Jie every time.
Others felt it, but no one dared to say it, only today, Ruan Chi mentioned it.
Ruan Jiaojiao knew that he was doing it for her own good.
But Ruan Jiaojiao still couldn't let it go. She couldn't convince herself. In her heart... there was still resentment.
Even though, Shu Jie couldn't be blamed for all this.
Shu Jie looked at her with red eyes, and when she lowered her head, her tears fell faster.
"You blame your mother for not recognizing you, right?" Shu Jie said this sentence intermittently, because every time she said a word, her heart ached.
If everything she saw really happened.
She couldn't imagine the blow her daughter suffered at that time.
The whole world can't recognize the fake, but she is the only one who can't, but not only can she not recognize it, but she also held the fake in her arms in front of her, and she could only stay in the cold water and watch them go farther and farther.
"I'm sorry, Jiaojiao, it's mom's fault, it's all mom's fault..." Just thinking about that scene, Shu Jie's heart was broken, and she couldn't even forgive herself.
Ruan Jiaojiao tilted her head, trying hard not to let her tears fall.
"So you know."
You know what I care about.