Chapter 450: Obsession before death (6)

Yes.

Ruan Jiaojiao smiled, but her smile was uglier than crying, with tears in her eyes.

She said she hated Shu Jie, but how much could she hate him? It was just because she cared too much and shouted out angry words.

She never hated Shu Jie, but felt resentment towards him.

A resentment that lasted for two lifetimes!

No one in the Ruan family recognized her at the time, but she didn’t blame them, didn’t hate them... After returning to this body, she remembered everything, but she never thought of hating them.

The destruction of the Ruan family was brought about by the fake one.

It wasn’t Shu Jie.

Even if she wanted to hate, she would hate the soul that occupied her body.

But Ruan Jiaojiao couldn’t forgive Shu Jie, and the grudge in her heart could not be eliminated.

It's just because, in her heart, everyone can fail to recognize her, but not her.

Memories can be long-lasting, but feelings cannot, just like her feelings for the Ruan family, which have been so natural from the beginning to the end.

The blood ties between her and the Ruan family cannot be blocked by the loss of memory. As soon as she came into this body, she naturally became close to them, because it was a blood tie that could not be severed, never.

The same is true of her feelings for Shu Jie.

Because she cared too much and loved him too much, more than she loved anyone else in the Ruan family, she couldn't accept that she couldn't recognize him, couldn't accept that she took the fake her away so gently in front of her.

She froze to death in the water, and her wandering soul stayed in the ditch for a year, unwilling to leave. It was an obsession, an obsession that she carried with her during her lifetime, and she could not leave until it was completed after her death.

So she kept waiting, spring passed and autumn came.

Even though it was cold, even though she was lonely, she was unwilling to leave, just because she was waiting, she was waiting for her mother, the mother she loved the most.

This was her obsession.

She waited for a year.

She got it.

But what she waited for was that Shu Jie picked up the fake one in front of her and then walked away. The blow that scene gave her was something that others could never imagine.

She knew that Shu Jie could not see her.

No one could see her.

The core of her body was replaced. How could ordinary people imagine such a thing? This is too unbelievable, so it's not surprising that she can't recognize it.

She knows this very well and is very rational.

But she still blames her, why? Because emotion and reason are different.

Intellectually, she can figure it out, but emotionally, she can't accept it.

So her resentment is just because she is the person she loves the most.

Because she cares too much and resents too much, even if she returns to the starting point of her life, she will block all the memories about her and is unwilling to remember a little bit.

The words "it turns out you know" really broke Shu Jie's heart.

She looked at Ruan Jiaojiao's smile, which was heartbreaking. She covered her face and sat there crying uncontrollably.

Ruan Jiaojiao didn't stay by her side, but got up and left.

She didn't go back to Ruan Lin's room, but went upstairs and entered her own room. Xu Xu followed her and wanted to come in together, but was stopped by her.

Ruan Jiaojiao stood at the door, holding the door, and said to him tiredly: "Brother Xu, I want to be alone for a while, can I?"

Xu Xu looked at her pale face and the tears that were almost unable to be contained in her eyes, and nodded silently.

Ruan Jiaojiao lowered her eyes and was about to close the door, and Xu Xu stretched out his hand to block it again.

Ruan Jiaojiao looked over.

Xu Xu said: "No matter what you look like, I can recognize you."

"???" Ruan Jiaojiao.

What do you mean?

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Regarding Jiaojiao's resentment towards her mother, many girls expressed their incomprehension.

In fact, this happens to all of us. Some things happen to the people closest to us. We all know that she is right to do so and we cannot blame her, but we still can't help but blame her. That's because we love her too much. We can be rational, but we can't accept it emotionally. Jiaojiao is currently in this state with Shu Jie.

But don't worry, there won't be any entanglement, Kaka will soon make them truly reconcile~

Okay, today's update ends here, see you tomorrow, and I'll quietly explain that Kaka has updated a lot, there are ten chapters~~So you still have to love Kaka, because Kaka loves you so much, muahoo噠o(￣ε￣*)

By the way, there is one very important thing that I almost forgot. At the request of the website, Kaka changed the title of the book. From now on, the title of the book will be "After Transmigrating into the Book, Fat Cat Became a Group Pet in the 1980s". Darlings, please make sure to find it, don't lose it.