But madness is contagious.
The students are going crazy, so it's normal that the teachers are infected.
Anyway, Su Yinhe thought it was quite normal.
She also likes watching them go crazy and finds it very interesting.
"Don't you think they crawl with grace?"
Lin Murong: "???"
What the hell.
What temperament?
What did he hear?
Did he hear it wrong?
Even when crazy, he still has temperament. Where does this temperament come from? Did he steal it?
"No feeling." Lin Murong thought for a long time and replied with three words.
"That's because you have no artistic taste." Su Yinhe looked at him with a little disdain.
Lin Murong: "???"
What?
Are you speaking human language?
"Yinhe, do you know what artistic taste is?"
"I know. But I don't think you have it very much." Su Yinhe really enjoyed watching them crawling. She stared at them intently and didn't even raise her head when she replied to Lin Murong.
"Your feeling is wrong." Lin Murong was very angry. He also had good taste.
Su Yinhe turned her gaze to him. She stared at him for a long time, then let out a long sigh.
Lin Murong: "???"
No, that's what you mean.
Speak clearly.
Su Yinhe didn't seem to want to explain things to him clearly. She sighed and left.
Lin Murong couldn't catch anyone he wanted to catch.
I can only feel helpless and furious.
After I calmed down and got angry, I saw a group of my students crawling in a dark corner, and suddenly I felt very tired again.
hateful.
Let's destroy it.
…
Hope Base, it is clearly called Hope, and it should be a place that brings hope to people.
But Axue felt that there was only despair, no hope, in the Hope Base.
Axue is 26 years old this year. At the end of the world, she was only 16 and was still studying.
My biggest worry at the time was that my grades were fine during regular exams, but they dropped when it came to major tests. There was also endless homework, endless papers, and endless classes.
She dreamed, dreamed that one day she would no longer have to live like this.
She wanted to turn eighteen quickly, graduate, travel, chase stars, and have fun everywhere.
Life at the age of sixteen is always repetitive, repetitive, and repetitive.
She hated days like this and longed for every day to be different.
Suddenly one day, something happened that broke her 16-year-old repetition, and from then on, those repetitions no longer existed.
She began a new repetition.
Going out repeatedly, looking for food repeatedly, being robbed repeatedly, repeating, repeating, repeating.
And this kind of repetition is not like the repetition at the age of 16.
The repetition at the age of 16 is full of hope.
The repetition of 16 years old, although boring, is occasionally interesting, and sometimes I feel a little happy.
And now it is repeated without any hope.
The repetition now seems to be just for the sake of survival.
However, she didn't even know the meaning of living.
She is already 26 years old and has lived in the apocalypse for so many years. She looks very mature and she does things very maturely.
How can I be immature? Doing the same thing every day.
But Axue always felt that she was still a child in her heart.
She is still at the age of 16.
Being 16 wasn't so boring.
The chirping of cicadas, the iced cola I bought from the canteen during physical education class, and... that unfinished letter.
The letter is not finished yet, but it can never be finished.
Now she doesn't have a piece of paper or a pen in her hand.
She even had a hard time remembering what the words looked like.
The days at the Hope Base were too boring and always repetitive. Such repetition was tiring. Apart from repeating herself, she was sleeping. But no matter how long she slept, the tiredness that penetrated deep into her bones could not be dissipated.
Her mind couldn't hold any more things.
There is no other way. At Hope Base, at this time, just staying alive is already exhausting.
She is already very tired.
She really wanted to have a good sleep, a deep sleep that would last forever, the kind of sleep where she didn't have to worry about going out to find food the next day.
The kind of sleep where you don’t have to think about anything and just sleep.
"Sister, I'm hungry."
Axue's thoughts were interrupted.
She looked down at her little sister who was holding her belly, a barely visible smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, then she slowly reached out and gently hugged her.
"Be good and go to sleep. You won't be hungry when you sleep."
There was actually some food at home, but she couldn't take it out.
That was reserved for the next day.
If she doesn't find anything the next day, she can use it as an emergency measure.
You absolutely cannot eat it today.
"Sister, I'm so hungry that I can't sleep." The younger sister covered her stomach. Her stomach kept rumbling and felt sour. She wanted to sleep, but she couldn't.
I'm so sleepy.
So hungry.
She only ate a little bit of hard food today.
She drank a lot of water, and the water kept gurgling in her stomach, making her belly hurt.
She wanted to sleep, but her stomach kept growling.
"Axue, your sister is hungry, just give her something to eat." Jiang Minrou was unhappy when she saw her eldest daughter treating her younger daughter like this.
This is her daughter who she gave birth to with great difficulty. You know how difficult it is to give birth to a child in the end times. When she was pregnant with her younger sister, she thought she was going to die countless times, but her younger sister was very strong and survived.
She was so small, yet she was so strong and survived.
When she was pregnant with my younger sister, she had nothing to eat, which made my younger sister suffer a lot.
After she gave birth to my younger sister, she had no milk and she could only eat rice porridge. Her life was really hard.
My little sister has a hard life. Now she is so hungry that she can’t sleep. What’s wrong with wanting to eat some food?
It's not like there isn't one at home.
Axue's eyes darkened. It was like this again and again.
Why is it always like this.
"Mom, that's tomorrow's food..." If she eats it now, what if she can't find food tomorrow...
"Tomorrow is tomorrow, tomorrow's problem can be solved tomorrow. Why did I give birth to a loser like you? I have such a miserable life... Why wasn't it you who died? If your father and your brother were still alive, I wouldn't be so hungry that I can't sleep..." Jiang Minrou thought of her husband and son as she spoke.
Her husband and son are amazing. She knew several pregnant women like her, but in the end she was the only one who gave birth.
Her husband and son are capable.
The conditions were difficult, but she was able to give birth to her little sister safely.
tired.
I was already tired, and now I'm even more tired.
Axue slowly withdrew her hand from her little sister.
She is so tired.
yes.
Why wasn't she the one who died?
It should have been hers.
Why did dad and brother push her away?
Wouldn't it be better to let her die?
This family needs them even more.
She is alone and so tired.
Why am I so tired?
Hadn't she shed all her tears the day her father and brother died? Why were her eyes still sore now?
"Sister, what's wrong with you?" The younger sister didn't quite understand why her elder sister, who had just hugged her, didn't hug her anymore.
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