"It's okay, I'm just sleepy. Little sister, go to sleep with mommy." Axue looked at her little sister and shook her head.
"Then... I'm hungry..." The younger sister took two steps and walked back, holding her stomach.
"Why don't you give the food to your younger sister? Do you want to starve your sister to death?" Jiang Minrou became more and more angry when she saw Axue like this.
She actually hates Axue.
I hated it before the end of the world.
After Axue was born, her son, who was originally very close to her, liked Axue even more.
He said Axue smelled sweet and he wanted to sleep with her.
But it was obvious that my son had slept with her before and said that his mother smelled good.
The son used to always cling to her, but ever since she gave birth to Ah Xue, he has loved Ah Xue even more. He doesn't want his mother anymore.
And her husband.
Her husband loved socializing. Before Xue was born, he would always stay out socializing until midnight, smoking and drinking...
But since Axue was born.
No matter how late it is, he will go home, bury his head, hug Axue, and say that Axue is his power bank.
After Axue said "stinky", he no longer came back smelling of cigarettes and alcohol, and he no longer drank except for necessary social events.
Axue took the high school entrance examination, and the father and son were extremely anxious.
I have to take leave, clean the house, and get up early to make breakfast.
Especially my son, a high school student who originally lived in the dormitory. In order to make breakfast for Axue, he actually ran back home and went to school as a day student.
She had asked him to go to school as a day student so many times before, but he refused. But when Ah Xue took a small exam for the high school entrance exam, he came back.
In his heart, his sister Axue is more important than his mother.
Jiang Minrou knew that there was something wrong with her mentality. She had been trying very hard to control herself and even went to see a psychologist.
She has been trying to change.
She tried to tell herself that this was her daughter, this was her daughter, and she couldn't be jealous.
She couldn't be jealous.
Things did get better after that, especially after the apocalypse, when she became pregnant with her younger sister.
When she was pregnant, her husband and son often had to go out for supplies. At this time, she would be afraid that something might happen to her husband and son.
At this time, Axue would comfort her, give her hot water, tell her stories, tell her jokes, and divert her attention.
At that time, Jiang Minrou truly treated Axue as her daughter, and she also truly believed that her illness was cured.
But all this was cut short when her husband and son died trying to save Axue.
Her illness did not heal but became more serious.
She once again clearly realized that in the eyes of her husband and son, Axue was more important than their lives.
When they rescued Axue, they didn't think of her at all, nor did they think of her younger sister who was only a few years old.
Jiang Minrou cried for three days and three nights, and her hatred for Axue reached its peak.
She even drew a knife on Axue's neck.
But every time she was about to operate the knife, she remembered that these were the lives of her husband and son.
She couldn't just kill Axue like that. Axue's life was saved by her husband and son.
She couldn't, she couldn't kill Axue.
Even though, she hated Axue so much.
A mother hates her daughter so much.
Jiang Minrou knew that her illness had penetrated deep into her bones.
Axue moved her fingers, raised her head slightly, and looked at her mother.
Hated her mother.
Jiang Minrou felt a pain in her heart when she was looked at like this, and she avoided her sight in embarrassment.
"Give the food to your sister quickly. She's hungry. As a sister, how can you bear to see your sister starve?"
"Mom, I'm not really hungry. I'm sleepy. I'll fall asleep. Then I won't be sleepy anymore." The little sister pulled Jiang Minrou's hand with her small hand.
"If you're hungry, then you're hungry. If you don't say it, your sister won't feel sorry for you." Jiang Minrou gave Axue a look.
I wonder how much resentment was contained in this glance.
When Axue saw it, her expression remained normal.
The mother who gave birth to her hated her.
She knows.
At first, she was in great pain.
She didn't understand, and she tried her best to find out the reason why her mother resented her. She wanted to change. She loved Jiang Minrou, she loved her mother.
She thought it was because she was not good enough to her younger sister, so she tried her best to be nice to her younger sister and tried her best to find supplies.
But later she found that no matter what she did, her mother still disliked her as always.
Because her father and brother died to save her, her mother could not forgive her for this.
She was in so much pain, so much pain.
However, as time passed and she stayed in the Hope Base for longer and longer periods of time, this pain seemed to fade.
Too tired.
She no longer had the energy to suffer.
She was already so tired that she really didn't have the energy to think about anything else.
That's it.
Hate it or not, it doesn’t matter.
At least, we are still together.
At least her mother didn't think of killing her.
Her mother just hated her like this.
Sometimes, hate is also a kind of love.
Right?
"Take it. Eat less, that's for tomorrow..." Axue just felt exhausted.
Before she could finish her words, Jiang Minrou took her little sister and turned out all the food left for tomorrow. Jiang Minrou fed her little sister while swallowing it herself.
In no time, he finished all the food that should have been saved for tomorrow.
The words that Ah Xue hadn't finished speaking were stuck in her throat.
What can she say.
What else can she say?
After Jiang Minrou finished eating, she glanced at her and said, "Axue, look how hungry your little sister is. You're still hiding this little bit of food."
Axue: “…”
Axue didn't want to talk. She was tired, really tired.
Sometimes she hated herself, wondering why she wasn't the one who died.
Obviously, she could have been the only one to die.
Why did dad and brother run back to save her?
Is there any need for someone like her to live?
If my father and brother were still alive, they would not be so frugal for a little bit of food and would never let my little sister go to bed hungry.
They like my little sister so much, they will definitely make sure she has enough to eat every day.
Unlike her, she only makes my little sister hungry every day.
Axue covered her stomach.
It’s not like her, who is busy every day and can’t even feed herself.
If only she had been the one who died.
This way, her mother would love her forever instead of looking at her with such hatred.
If it weren't for raising my little sister, my mother would probably hope that she would disappear from her sight forever.
Axue curled the corners of her mouth in self-mockery.
If only I could live at the age of 16 forever. Repeating the age of 16 would be boring but also very happy.
I was so tired. Although my stomach was still rumbling, Axue was used to falling asleep when hungry.
She closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Jiang Minrou ate something, and with food in her stomach she wasn't sleepy for a while. She coaxed her little sister to sleep, and looked at Axue, who had short hair and a dirty face, with disgust in her eyes that almost overflowed.
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