The place they went to was the hillside that Dazai Osamu had once visited with Nakahara Chuuya.

It was another night like the previous ones, but the two people who were together this time were absolutely different from the past.

Dazai Osamu leaned against the car and looked up at the starry sky. The starry sky tonight was very kind to him. During his rare trip, the sky generously gave him a large and beautiful starry sky.

In the rapidly developing Yokohama, it is rare to see such a beautiful starry sky. Time passed slowly as before, and only the sound of the wind blew through Dazai's ears. Dazai listened to it for a while and said, "Today's wind seems very gentle."

Shui Jiangyi sat beside him, also looking up at the sky. He said, "The beginning of your sentence seems to imply that you want to talk to me about something?"

"From the very beginning when I was in the car, a lot of preparation had already been done."

Dazai Osamu said a little depressed: "Chuuya, why do you always like to expose me like this?"

But after he finished speaking, Dazai Osamu smiled faintly: "Fortunately, I like you to expose my personality like this."

Shui Jiangyi held his chin and said, "If I hadn't been waiting for you to speak to me, I would have thrown you out of the car when you told me those things."

Dazai Osamu said: "Since you came to this world, Chuuya, I have always been able to feel that Chuuya seemed to know all my thoughts from the beginning, as if he knew my fixed ending, just like I wanted to reverse my Chuuya's death, to reverse my death."

Shui Jiangyi was not surprised that Dazai found out about this, because with Dazai's intelligence, he would find out about this, Shui Jiangyi always felt that it was only a matter of time. Shui Jiangyi said: "So you think this is your illusion?"

Dazai Osamu shook his head: "If we really pursue this matter, it actually doesn't make much sense."

"I just need to know that no matter whether it's true or not, Chuuya is here for me, that's all."

Shui Jiangyi clenched his hands, and after listening to Dazai Osamu's words, he unconsciously let go. He said, "Is this matter important to you?"

Why is he so obsessed with the fact that Zhongyuan Zhongye came here just for him?

When asking this question, Shui Jiangyi's mind unconsciously flashed the memory of long-haired Dazai Osamu. In the past between Nakahara Chuuya and long-haired Dazai Osamu, Dazai Osamu had repeatedly asked Nakahara Chuuya whether he wanted to follow him or not, and repeatedly confirmed whether Nakahara Chuuya was really willing to stay by his side.

There is also Dazai Osamu of this world. No matter whether he says he is Nakahara Chuuya or not, he is willing to confirm that he is his own Nakahara Chuuya.

Is the existence of Nakahara Chuuya really that important to Dazai Osamu?

It is so important that I have to carefully confirm every time whether you are really willing to stay by my side.

Dazai Osamu nodded: "Yes, I feel it is a very important matter."

After all, Dazai suddenly remembered something and asked, "Didn't the Dazai in Chuuya's world tell Chuuya all the reasons?"

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Shui Jiangyi was silent for a while and shook his head.

He and Dazai Osamu had no time to talk about these things. To be honest, if we count Dazai Osamu with long hair, in his memory, there should be two ways of getting along with Dazai Osamu. One was to follow Dazai Osamu and fight against the whole world with all his might.

That time must have been the time when he and Dazai Osamu were closest to each other. They were both wandering outside the world, as if they were being abandoned by this world, but also truly integrated into this world. They were people who integrated into the crowd, not stray dogs wandering on the edge of life and death. Unfortunately, the years were too long, and both he and Dazai Osamu always felt that it didn’t matter if they didn’t talk today, as we still had an endless tomorrow.

One day, those words that cannot be said now, will be told to each other one day in the future.

Shui Jiangyi thought that he had this thought until Dazai Osamu opened the door to the leader's office, and then, unexpectedly, his life was completely changed.

One is like Dazai Osamu in this world. At that time, he just had the attitude of completing a mission. He would leave after completing the task. There was no more opportunity at all.

Shui Jiangyi said: "It seems that there is never a topic to discuss these things."

They always seem to like discussing more everyday topics, not about two people relying on each other, but about the world.

Dazai Osamu shrugged and smiled: "I guess I am a very boring person, but there is nothing I can do. In this world, it seems that apart from Chuuya, I can talk to him well and I can trust him well. There is no other person."

Regardless of whether Dazai Osamu is now estranged from Nakahara Chuuya, they have truly accompanied each other through the most difficult and long night.

Whether Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya are willing to admit it or not, they seem to be the most deeply bound existences among the three lines, as if they are tied together by fate. The long night is so silent, and only the two of them are responsible for finding the light separately.

Shui Jiangyi said: "But I think you haven't talked about similar topics with Zhongyuan Zhongye, right?"

Dazai Osamu nodded. "It's always embarrassing to tell this kind of thing to the person himself, right? Especially, that person is Chuuya."

Shui Jiangyi thought that he had really lived for a long time, so he could see everything. He could actually hear Dazai Osamu say the word "sorry" to him, which was really touching.

Shui Jiangyi said: "Then why did you tell me, am I not Zhongyuan Zhongye?"

Dazai Osamu answered politely: "That's not the case. It's just that to me, they are two completely different people."

Shui Jiangyi said: "Okay, then tell me your answer."

Dazai thought about it for a while and summarized his words. He said: "It's because Chuuya seems to be born as the opposite of me. Although he is not a human being, he is more eager to survive than anyone else."

Dazai Osamu said: "Even though he is a fighting beast and has been hurt by many people, he still trusts his companions."

"Sometimes, I really want to see what this world looks like from your perspective, Chuuya. I think Chuuya is really a stupid person who can't be any more stupid. But I also feel that if Chuuya is by my side, this ugly world won't be really ugly anymore, at least when you are by my side."

"No matter how ugly the world is, there is still a fool in the world."

When Dazai Osamu said this, his tone was exceptionally gentle, as gentle as if he was about to pick a blooming flower.

Shui Jiangyi raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "Although, I am not moved by what you said, okay?"

Dazai Osamu nodded with a smile: "I don't want Chuuya to be moved at all. After all, Chuuya is just a fool."

Shui Jiangyi said: "Perhaps you will get a good ending if you tell this world's Zhongyuan Zhongye. After all, the person who experienced this world with you was him, not me. I don't have those memories that belong to the two of you."

Dazai Osamu held his chin and looked at Shui Jiangyi and said, "Really not?"

Maybe there is, Shui Jiangyi lowered his head and thought, anyway, this body belongs to Nakahara Chuuya, maybe there really are some memories of Dazai Osamu in his body, but he doesn't know and doesn't intend to find out.

He whispered, "So, it seems like you're still absolutely going to die."

Dazai Osamu said: "Because I discovered one thing, if I don't die, the changes in this world will never disappear."

"As long as I am alive, no matter who I am or where I am, there will always be various crises. But if I leave this world, these things will disappear naturally, and I never seem to feel that I will die." Dazai Osamu said gently, "Maybe I will be like Chuuya, not really dead, but suddenly came to another world."

Shui Jiangyi said: "This is just an assumption you made."

Dazai Osamu said: "For me, as long as this hypothesis exists, it is something that can be tried."

Shui Jiangyi frowned and said, "Then why did you call me here? Is it because the scenery here is better? Is it more suitable for you to say these words?"

Dazai Osamu shook his head, stood up, and walked towards the cliff: "No, it's just that I suddenly want to be willful for once."

Shui Jiangyi didn't understand what he meant at first. He raised his eyes and glanced at Dazai Osamu, asking, "What do you mean..."

He watched helplessly as Dazai Osamu fell off the cliff in front of him. Almost instantly, Shui Jiangyi ran directly towards the cliff.

Then in the next second, the body flew into the air and fell downwards at a rapid speed.

This is such a beautiful night.

Dazai Osamu seemed to be supported by the moonlight and fell downwards. Mizue Yi tried hard to reach his fingertips.

Dazai Osamu's fingertips were too cold, but fortunately, Shui Jiangyi's fingers were still hot and almost completely warmed Dazai Osamu's fingertips.

Dazai Osamu, who had kept his eyes closed, smiled and opened his eyes and said to Mizue Yi.

"Look, Chuuya, you caught me again."

"As expected, it's best to be willful in front of Chuuya. I can fool Chuuya every time."

Shui Jiangyi lowered his eyes and held Dazai Osamu's hand tightly.

Let the two of them land slowly and heavily in the wind.

He said, "Because, every time, every time, I try to catch you, clumsy soul."

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