Dazai Osamu looked at the Heroic Spirit in front of him, "The Heroic Spirit, the Command Spell, and the wish that must be fulfilled are all fake. He himself is also fake."

“What?!” Nakahara Chuuya widened his eyes in surprise, “He clearly…”

Nakahara Chuuya seemed to suddenly think of something and swallowed the words he had not finished.

"You cannot know your own origin. You are false, living forever in the illusion of Zhongyuan Chuye. Gods exist because of faith, but what about you?"

Dazai Osamu looked into the lifeless eyes of the Heroic Spirit, "And you? Why do you exist?"

Dazai Osamu took two steps towards the Heroic Spirit, "Don't you feel that this feeling has been repeated many times? Don't you feel familiar? Don't you feel that my face is so familiar that you want to vomit?"

"You are not Nakahara Chuuya." Dazai Osamu said this, like a judge pounding the gavel and announcing the final verdict.

"You are like a wandering soul, with no past, no future, trapped in a cage all day long."

"Who did it?"

"Is that the leader?"

Dazai Osamu put down his hand. "The pain of his subordinates' death, the resentment of Dazai Osamu's irresponsibility towards the port mafia as a leader, the anger towards the people who attacked Yokohama... all kinds of emotions, [Arabato with a faint sense of emotion after Nakahara Chuuya's death], that Dazai Osamu thought so, right?"

"Even though the truth is right in front of him, he still deceives himself that Nakahara Chuuya is not completely dead and still exists in the world. He repeats this day after day, and the Command Spell is just a way to comfort himself. Look, he is still under my control! Is that what he thinks?"

"But it seems to me that you are created by something, a false mixture. You said you saw many Dazai Osamu, no, they are not, they are all the same person, they are all the same Dazai Osamu."

Ying Ling's eyes moved, and he frowned, looking a little uncomfortable.

"Leader Dazai summoned you to try to restore the individual Nakahara Chuuya. He has been trying, over and over again." Dazai suddenly remembered something and changed his words, "No, I was wrong before. It's not that you are trapped in the cage, but he is. He is trapped in that time forever, and he can't escape even death."

…

Very exciting, Arasuke thought, Dazai Osamu is worthy of being Dazai Osamu, he started to expose my secrets before I said anything, so now, how should I react?

Is it a repetition, or...

The Heroic Spirit raised his chin slightly, and looked at Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu standing in front of him with empty eyes. Suddenly, for the first time in this state, he told a story, "When I first met Dazai Osamu, he had a blank expression on his face. As soon as he saw me, he started crying. While crying, he said to me, 'Welcome back, Chuuya', but we both knew that no one would come back."

Nakahara Chuuya: “Hey…”

The Heroic Spirit continued, "I am indeed not Nakahara Chuuya. To be more specific, I am a mixture of a certain existence, the remaining power of Arahat, the reluctance of those who died in Yokohama in that battle, the Nakahara Chuuya in Dazai Osamu's image, and a bunch of other random things."

"You asked me why gods exist because of faith, but what about me?" the heroic spirit said to Dazai Osamu.

"I exist because of Dazai Osamu's wish. Only when Dazai Osamu's wish is fulfilled can I leave."

Dazai Osamu: "But that wish will never come true."

The spirit nodded. He looked much more relaxed now. "Yes," he repeated. "It will never come true."

"I can only be awake for a short time. I don't know why I was not disturbed by the so-called 'Nakahara Chuuya' personality this time, but I am not Nakahara Chuuya after all. It's very tiring, to be honest." The Heroic Spirit shrugged, "The mess of information in my brain is like a large program forced into it. It's more uncomfortable than a hangover."

"Oh no, I haven't had a hangover either. That was Nakahara Chuuya. Sorry I got a little confused." Ying Ling took a deep breath. "Anyway, anyway," he looked at Nakahara Chuuya and begged,

"If it is really possible to end it, please burn my body and scatter my ashes into the sea."

"Sometimes, I also want to be free." A smile appeared on the face of the Heroic Spirit. "I'm leaving soon. Let's say goodbye before I go. Chuuya, goodbye." The Heroic Spirit couldn't hide his longing for Chuuya Nakahara in his eyes. "I really hope I can live like you."

There is no past, no future, and the eyes of the young boy are filled with yearning.

A pile of dark clouds covered the distant sea surface, and the quiet river leading to the end of the world flowed under the overcast sky - like leading to the deepest point of endless darkness. *

The sky is getting overcast.

Well done!

Araki gave himself a thumbs up, his acting was amazing! Awesome!

Brothers, please type Kiyokisuke Arasuke on the public screen! Actually, the original script was not like this, but Dazai Osamu couldn't help but rush to submit the script!

In order to express his gratitude, he must of course accept it carefully!

Arashi blinked happily and greeted them: "Chuuya, when did you come? How come I didn't notice you?"

It looks really suspicious and sincere.

Nakahara Chuuya was silent for a while, then raised his hand to wipe his face, "What were you doing just now?"

Arashi got angry when he heard this question, "Dazai brought me here without telling me what he was doing and just let me see it. I don't know what he wanted to see!"

Dazai Osamu said aggrievedly: "I just suddenly felt like taking a walk, Chuuya is so fierce!"

"Ouch!" Arashi made a disgusted expression, "Dazai, have you eaten too many poisonous mushrooms? So disgusting!"

Dazai Osamu held his heart: "So this is what I am like in your eyes!"

Araki showed a suspicious look, and his tone was solemn, "Dazai, you..."

"What?"

"Have you finally eaten all those poisonous mushrooms and died?!"

"Pfft..." Nakahara Nakaya couldn't help laughing, and when he saw them looking over, he coughed twice, "Nothing, you guys continue."

Huang Jie frowned, "What happened just now? You feel something is wrong."

Nakahara Chuuya shook his head, "Nothing, I just got off work and wanted to come over to take a break and enjoy the scenery, but when I got here I saw you guys here and I don't know what you're doing."

Araki cast a suspicious look at Dazai Osamu.

Dazai Osamu looked innocent: "I didn't do anything, I just came here for a walk."

Nakahara Chuuya rolled his eyes implicitly and said, "You are never simple-minded."

Seeing that he couldn't get anything out of him, Araki simply changed the subject: "Have you had enough of your walk?"

"Is there anything wrong, Chuuya?" asked Dazai Osamu.

Araki raised his chin slightly: "I'm going to drink with him, if you're tired of it, leave quickly!"

Don't delay me, I'm drunk!

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