Suspenseful
629.
How could a perfectly healthy, living person just disappear out of thin air? Life is filled with mystery.
I searched the past, clueless. I could only speculate and reason over and over again at the places we'd been together. Where could he be now? Where would he go? When would he appear again? Was there still a chance for us?
630.
I sat down at my computer and logged into my account. I had a habit of documenting my life on my space message board. A quick browse through it might reveal some key clues. Could those dates prove he'd been there? Even if I couldn't produce a single photo of us together?
Stumbling: I received a lot of strange text messages today, I have to find out who this person is. 2007\11\9
Stumbling: I went to a class reunion yesterday and saw Dongdong. He was very cold to me. Maybe we can no longer get along like we used to. If I didn't have extra feelings for him, would it be better? Or would it be better if I hid it a little more? I don't understand. I know I'm wrong, but I don't know where. After I got home, I received another text message. This time, the number was changed. 2008\1\2
Stumbling: Today I went to the swimming pool and was pushed into the water by Qiu Yang. It turns out I can swim. Life is really absurd. I would rather not remember anything. He texted me again. This time I called and the answer went through. How did he know I can swim? People like this are scary. If left untreated, they may become a big hidden danger. 2008\1\15
Stumbling: I found him, a senior from high school. As long as he's not the one looking for me, it's fine. Many times I feel that being found is a matter of time, but every day of delay is a day of delay. 2008\1\19
Stumbling: There are a few pieces of clothes missing from my home. 2008\1\19
Stumbling: Why isn't he afraid of being exposed? This guy is really weird. 2008\1\19
631.
Seeing this, I think An Jin exists. He may not be called An Jin, he may not be my senior, it doesn't matter, at least he exists.
Take a deep breath, put out the cigarette in your hand, and continue to slide the mouse down.
Stumbling: He still follows me and talks to me these days. 2008\2\24
Stumbling: The eraser he used had my name on it. 2008\3\11
Stumbling: Why do I always forget to return that eraser? 2008\3\14
Stumbling: I know his name. 2008\3\17
Stumbling: He said he used to live on Xixiang Road and that he knew everything about me.
Stumbling: Today at the weekend ice cream shop, I treated him to shaved ice. Negotiations were fruitless. 2008\5\1
Stumbling: He told me a lot of stories during this holiday. 2008\8\13
Stumbling: I asked An Jin to cry, and he cried. He cried for a long time. 2008\8\21
Stumbling: He said he really liked me. 2008\8\27
Stumbling: The fairy tales he made up were not particularly beautiful. 2008\9\3
......
Stumbling: Today I had a small hot pot meal with An Jin in the back street. He also brought two test papers. 2008\10\17
Stumbling: He seems to like eating bubble gum very much. 2008\10\23
Stumbling: We celebrated our birthday together and received a card. [Happy]\[Happy]\[Happy] 2008\11\8
There was an internet cafe right outside the apartment complex where I lived during high school. Initially, I just wanted to keep up with Xu Jiaheng's updates, so I'd pop in for a few minutes whenever I passed. I don't know when, but then I strayed from my original intention. An Jin kept showing up, and the section about Xu Jiaheng seemed to have been taken over.
632.
Stumbling: My phone was confiscated, so annoying. 2008\12\4
Stumble: I didn't replace the card, I got a new one. The new one can connect to the Internet, which is more convenient. 2008\12\24
Stumbling: He is so busy that he has not been with me recently. We haven't eaten together for a long time. 2009\1\8
Stumbling: Let's go to the beach today to catch crabs. I woke up late a few days ago and didn't make it. 2009\2\3
Stumbling: I stopped taking the medicine for a while and felt uncomfortable. I decided to continue taking it.
Stumbling: We almost had a fight today, he got angry. We were planning to be together, but his phone ran out of battery. 2009\5\2
Stumbling: He hasn't been around much lately. Why is he so busy even on holiday? It's so hard to see him. 2009\7\23
Stumbling: Together. 2009\8\30
Before turning the page, I thought about the course of our love affair. It's like eating a bunch of grapes: after a few are sweet, one turns sour. Sometimes it's so unbearably sour, so sour that I hesitate to continue. Never mind, I'll move on, and maybe the next one will be sweet again.
633.
Stumbling: I hope he will take the initiative to look for me more often, and not appear for such a short time each time, like a dream. 2009\9\28
Stumbling: disappeared again, appeared again, appeared again, disappeared again... 2010\2\1
Stumbling: Only Saturday is happy. 2010\3\11
Stumbling: I haven't been taking medicine regularly lately, but it's best not to. It's too early to start studying. Senior year is a chore. 2010\4\7
Stumbling: Meet once and then leave again, leaving so quickly. Part-time job is a hundred times more important than me. 2010\6\8
Stumbling: Fortunately, the provincial capital is very close to Xiangyun, so it shouldn't be difficult to meet in the future. I feel like he doesn't like me as much as before, otherwise why doesn't he come to see me? He always appears suddenly and then leaves in a hurry. 2010\8\7
Stumbling: One year anniversary, I guess he doesn't remember. I give up. 2010\8\30
There are still many pages to turn, and many experiences to be told. Every word on the screen begins to blur because of the tears in my eyes.
634.
My friend message flashed, it was Xu Jiaheng who sent me a message.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: Hours?
Red Bean Shaved Ice: You haven’t been online for a long time, I thought your account was hacked.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: Happy Graduation!
Red Bean Shaved Ice: How have you been these past few years?
Stumbling: Long time no contact.
Stumbling: I graduated last month.
Stumbling: Not bad.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: I heard you’ve been looking for someone recently?
Stumbling: Yes.
Red bean shaved ice: Is it someone important?
Stumbling: Very important.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: I suggest you ask Qiu Yang, he knows a lot of people.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: But Brother Ju said that you blocked Qiu Yang after you graduated from high school. Why don’t you block him again?
Red Bean Shaved Ice: Be careful with your attitude when talking to him, otherwise both parties will definitely feel awkward.
Stumbling: Let’s meet.
Stumble and fall: meet first.
Stumble and fall: say it to your face.
Red bean shaved ice: OK.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: Are you on the island or in Wulin?
Stumbling: I'm at home.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: Got it. I’ll buy the ticket first.
Red Bean Shaved Ice: It’s too late now, see you tomorrow.
Stumbling: See you tomorrow.
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