Chapter 5 Refusal of Psychological Treatment

Although I feel confused, I should at least adapt to this place before considering these things.

Since I can't do anything about it, I have to go with the flow.

But the strange thing is that I didn’t even have the urge to go back.

Thinking carefully about Mo Chuan's question, Li Nuo sat up.

After careful consideration, he finally said: "I just have no recollection of everything..."

"You're not worried?"

"Because there's no point in worrying."

"...That's true."

Mo Chuan said with a smile.

He carefully observed Li Nuo who did not avoid his sight. The doctor said it was amnesia, but he did not believe it.

What new things do you want to try this time?

Although Mo Chuan didn't see Li Nuo very often, he could always tell that he was being pretentious every time he saw him.

I thought I was hiding well, but I looked like a silly little fox. Now I feel like a little cat.

I was very cautious and tried it out of curiosity, but I ran away after being frightened.

"Poor child, you must be very depressed."

Mo Chuan pretended to sigh with regret.

Li Nuo didn't reply. He pulled the quilt up, leaving only his head exposed, as if it was his life buoy.

In my heart, I was calling out to my brother to come back quickly.

........

On the other side, Li Yan and He Yan came to the clinic.

This is He Yan's clinic. Li Yan has been here many times and is very familiar with it.

He sat in a chair, his shoulders slumped.

Seeing him like this, He Yan sighed, "It's just a memory problem, don't worry so much."

"Don't worry about that."

"It's better than having another problem with your dirty mind."

"......All right."

Although it is comforting, the effect does not seem to be very good.

Taking a deep breath, Li Yan tried to calm himself down.

"This result...can't go wrong."

"Well, at least you should have some confidence in my colleague's medical skills."

"Yeah...you know what, I think it's my fault."

"There is no such thing. Doctor Zhou also said that this happened suddenly."

“Ahaha…”

Li Yan pursed his lips and thought about what to do next. The most confused and uneasy person right now should be Li Nuo, so he must be strong.

Thinking of what Dr. Zhou had just said, Li Yan asked He Yan again: "Is it really impossible to remember it again?"

"......I'd like to tell you that I will, but I can't really guarantee that."

"............"

"Li Yan," He Yan said in a serious tone, "Let him receive psychological treatment first. It may be effective. Although he is not depressed, he is indeed very anxious."

".....What if the memory can't be restored even after psychological treatment?"

"That's better than doing nothing. We should do it while he's still healthy," He Yan said as he took out a piece of paper from the drawer and handed it to him. "It's hard to say since Li Nuo was here just now. He's weak to begin with. You know what will happen if he doesn't take good care of himself."

Li Yan took the paper and scanned it. On it were the precautions after the valve transplant surgery.

The most important thing is that I will have to undergo another surgery soon, which is why I am worried.

It was for this reason that He Yan proposed to receive psychological treatment.

Li Nuo is not only weak in heart, he also had a severe flu when he was a child, which developed into pneumonia. Once the immunity is weakened, pneumonia is likely to recur.

Coupled with the congenital heart disease, if I get pneumonia, it would be really dangerous.

"I'll think about it."

"Um."

After putting away the note list, Li Yan walked towards the ward with a heavy heart.

I don't know what happened during the time I was away, and I suddenly lost my memory.

But I don't hate it...

He thought that generally after losing memory, everything would be unfamiliar to people and they would inevitably be wary of everything around them, but Linuo did not show such signs.

He should feel okay?

"call........"

Li Yan adjusted his expression in front of the ward, but after opening the door, his brows instantly frowned.

"Why are you still here?"

He had completely forgotten about these two people.

"Maybe he was planning to get off work here."

Mo Chuan's answer made him sigh briefly.

There would be no problem if I was away from the company for half a day. If there was an emergency, Secretary Yang would call me directly or come directly to the hospital.

But this does not mean that directors can leave the company at will, as this will cause work to pile up.

Secretary Yang is going to curse again, Li Yan thought to himself.

Secretary Yang is a typical worker who always keeps the slogan "Down with the capitalists" on his lips but always carries his resignation letter in his heart.

I guess he is probably cursing at his boss right now because he ran away from work without any reason.

Although he was not the one who felt sorry for Secretary Yang, he still had his share of complaints.

Next time, buy him a cup of coffee.

Li Nuo tilted his head slightly and looked at the gathered protagonists again.

It would be fun to be idols together.

Because they are handsome guys who won't be weird no matter who is the C position, and their characteristics and styles are different, it is sure to be a scene of the heyday of toxic fans.

I should have been worried about my own situation, but I had no such thoughts at all. Instead, I found the scene very interesting.

Li Yan walked to the bed and asked softly, "How do you feel? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"It feels great, there's no pain anywhere."

“That’s great.”

Li Yan sat on the bed, staring into his brother's wet eyes, and spoke carefully: "Actually, you can be discharged tomorrow, but I hope you can stay in the hospital."

Li Nuo was stunned: "Why?"

"When you go home, you have to be alone."

?

Although he didn't say anything, the expression on Li Nuo's face clearly said, what's the problem?

Li Yan said helplessly: "To be honest, I am very worried about whether you can eat on time at home, and whether something will happen if you stay alone."

"I'm not a child..." Li Nuo said angrily.

Looking at his childish look, Li Yan was speechless for a moment.

It's really different from usual. Li Nuo never looks like this before. He must have lost his memory.

Li Nuo held the hand of Li Yan, who had been staring at him. The hand was full of wrinkles and looked very tired.

"Let's shake hands again."

"Why?"

"Is it because I don't remember? You look sad," Linuo held his hand tightly and said word by word, "It's not your fault."

Li Yan looked like he wanted to cry but couldn't, so he forced a smile.

Seeing him like this, Li Nuo got a little anxious and repeated seriously again: "It's not your fault!"

The person who lost his memory was Li Nuo, but he came to comfort himself. Li Yan felt a little ashamed for not being calm, but was also happy for his brother's long-awaited comfort.

We had a very good relationship when we were kids, playing and laughing in the same bed, and sleeping in each other's arms. But at some point, a gap arose between us, and it has continued to this day.

He also held his brother's hand tightly, "Yes, I understand."

After a pause, Li Yan asked again: "Do you want to receive psychological treatment?"

Li Nuo felt the power coming from his hand and asked, "If I say I don't want to, will you agree?"

"If you don't like it, don't do it."

“Then I’ll give up psychotherapy.”

I don't really have amnesia, so why should I spend time and money on treatment?

In order to pay for Li Nuo's medical expenses and extravagance, and to repay his father's debt, Li Yan has given up his own life.

The reason he is still struggling in this difficult reality is his brother, Linuo.

Life was already so hard, and then I met Qin Xu. It can be said that I was forced into his hands.

The second male lead, Mo Chuan, is not a good person either. Although he did not bully Li Yan directly, he played a great role in isolating him behind the scenes.

When Li Nuo was reading this novel, he felt very sorry for Li Yan who was trying so hard to live. Now he didn't know what progress the novel was making, but he was still alive, so it should still be in the early stages and it was not too late.

Naturally, he didn't want to add to his burden because of unwarranted amnesia.

"Is this okay?"

"Of course, I don't think so."

Li Yan looked at the little white hand in his palm and almost felt like crying. He didn't know since when he had never had such an intimate contact again. Maybe he should thank this amnesia.

"You totally forgot I was here?"

Li Yan, who was temporarily sad, was brought back to his senses by the voice coming from behind and turned around.

Li Nuo also blinked and looked at the two people, wondering why they haven't left yet?

"No way, you're so big." Li Yan said nonchalantly.

"Then why do you only talk to Linuo?"

"Shouldn't he? He's my brother, and he's a patient."

Li Yan looked down at his watch and said, "The company should be very busy right now, aren't you going back?"

“It’s not time to get off work yet.”

Qin Xu looked like he didn't want to leave at all, his eyes fell on the brothers' tightly clasped hands.

He had never seen Li Yan holding someone's hand so tightly.

Qin Xu wanted to separate the two people's hands.

Very much!