"Now I understand a little bit how you felt at that time. Being alone, with no one in the world standing by me, how lonely and painful it was. So here, you smiled happily and did what you wanted. I know in my heart that I should really silently bless you."
Shi Yan understood, but he couldn't let go.
"I can't let you go. Without you, I'm nothing. I'm sorry for driving you here. I'm sorry. I'll wait for you."
When Shi Yan said this, he didn't expect Ying Kexin to open the door or respond.
After waiting for a while, he stood up and slowly walked downstairs.
Ying Kexin could hear him leaving, so she just turned around and leaned against the door.
the next day.
The sun shone in through the window, and when I woke up, I found that it was already past nine o'clock.
“Knock knock!”
There were several knocks on the door.
"It's me."
The landlord's voice.
Only then did Ying Kexin open the door with confidence.
The landlord held a plate in his hand with a smile on his face.
"You overslept today. You can't go hungry. This is breakfast. It's still hot. Eat it as soon as possible."
"Thanks."
Ying Kexin took it politely.
"That guy from yesterday, was he your boyfriend? Did you have a fight?"
"no."
"He wanted to spend the night outside yesterday. It was so cold, so I was nosy and called him inside. He left early in the morning."
"Where are you going?"
"Well, I didn't ask. It's not good. You should have a good rest and don't be too tired."
"Thanks."
Only after watching the landlord turn around and go downstairs did Ying Kexin close the door.
Wake up, what does it have to do with her where he goes?
Although what I said yesterday was sincere, even if it was sincere, it cannot resolve the knot in my heart.
Right now, I hope to not think about anything, not be noticed, and just live an ordinary life, alone. There is nothing wrong with that.
When she walked out of the room, Shi Yan was indeed not downstairs. She didn't think much about it and walked out.
As soon as I walked onto the street, I saw Shi Yan leaning against the wall alone, with a cigarette in his mouth, but as usual, it was not lit.
He used to smoke, but now that Ying Kexin is pregnant, he started to think about quitting smoking.
"where you go?"
Ying Kexin didn't answer anything and just walked past him.
Shi Yan didn't ask any more questions, but just followed her at a distance of about ten meters.
Where on earth were they following him to? He was a huge burden following behind him, and life here had become a mess in just one day.
Came to the cake shop and wanted to buy dessert.
Shi Yan reached out to pay and took the cake she bought.
He had been as quiet as a ghost, but suddenly he did this.
"What are you doing?"
Ying Kexin asked unhappily.
"Finally you're willing to talk to me."
As he said that, he handed the cake to Ying Kexin.
Ying Kexin frowned, took the cake, and said, "I want to be alone, don't disturb me."
Knowing this attitude, Shi Yan didn't get angry and just followed Ying Kexin.
Along the way, she stopped and walked, looked here and there.
Finally, when I wanted to go back, I stopped at a fruit stall.
I didn't have anything in particular I wanted to eat, but I still picked some simple ones.
Suddenly, I felt dizzy, my eyes went dark for a moment, and I fell backwards without any warning.
Fortunately, Shi Yan was watching her not far away. He noticed her abnormality and quickly supported Ying Kexin who was about to fall.
"Are you okay?"
Shi Yan asked worriedly.
Ying Kexin pushed him away, held onto the table of the stall, and shook her head.
"It seems not possible, let's go back."
Ying Kexin bought some fruits without saying anything. Although she didn't say anything, Shi Yan volunteered to take the fruits in his hand and followed her back to the house.
Because it was a sudden disturbance, but I didn’t want to leave Ying Kexin here alone.
It’s like when you’re buying fruit and it suddenly falls down, what do you do if there’s no one around?
So, he decided to live here too, even if it was just a small living room with no private space and sleeping on the sofa.
In order to avoid causing inconvenience to the landlord, he gave the landlord a stack of money that was enough for Ying Kexin to live here for a year.
night.
The landlord prepared the meal and brought it to Ying Kexin's room, but she didn't even touch it. After it got cold, the landlord brought it out.
"Are you boyfriend and girlfriend?"
In the living room, the landlord asked.
"Our relationship is complicated, but I like her and want her to stay with me forever."
"Did you upset her?"
"Um."
If their encounter hadn't been so melodramatic from the beginning, and he hadn't acted so frivolously, perhaps things would have been different.
Or, if his grandfather had asked him to return to the old house that day, perhaps things would have been even more different.
Or maybe, when he knew Ying Kexin was in a situation and wanted to escape, things would be different if he could give her a sense of security.
All of these things, accumulated together, have become the current situation.
Why is it so difficult to like someone and want to be with her?
"I can see that you like Ying Kexin very much."
"I really like her." Shi Yan nodded. "I've never loved someone so much before. I can give up everything for her. As long as I'm with her, nothing else matters."
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