"Come in, it's okay."
"Thanks."
It was so cold that even Shi Yan couldn't bear it.
When you enter the room, you can clearly feel the warmth.
"There are no rooms left now. Can we go to the living room?"
"OK."
He lay alone on the sofa, looking at the ceiling.
He promised to give Ying Kexin happiness, but he let her spend so many nights like this alone.
After meeting, if I get this close again, I feel like I'll run away even further.
Shi Yan didn't want to be abandoned and didn't want to miss her.
I couldn't sleep, and there were so many thoughts running through my mind.
Finally, he sat up from the sofa and slowly went upstairs.
The light was on in the room and could be seen through the crack in the door.
"It's me, can I come in?" Shi Yan knocked on the door, but there was no response from inside. "I was wrong, Ying Kexin."
After saying this, Ying Kexin could be seen coming behind the door after a while.
But she just stood there without responding to Shi Yan.
"From the beginning, I regretted not understanding you and not cherishing you. I should have understood earlier how eager you were to leave. I thought that as long as we were together, there wouldn't be any problems as long as I was around."
“…”
Ying Kexin didn't say anything.
"No matter what others say, nothing else matters except you. When I think of how happy we are together, I feel that the world is beautiful. You know, I have lived a confused life since I was a child, so I have never thought about how much pain and sadness you would feel."
Still no response.
It was as if Shi Yan was talking to himself.
"The happiness you want can only be found by leaving for a deserted place like this. I'm like a fool. I'm so selfish."
How could Shi Yan say such words before he met Ying Kexin?
He slowly squatted down, grabbed his hair with one hand, and sighed in distress.
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