Chapter 41 Psychological Problems

Wen Yan wanted to say it was okay, but she couldn't say it.

There was silence for a long time. It was impossible to explain things clearly between the two of them. However, Wen Yan knew that he had not been able to explain it clearly in the past, and he did not want to be involved in anything else in the future.

Qi Yu'an didn't expect to be forgiven now. In fact, he didn't know what to talk to Wen Yan about today. He just passed by a flower shop when he was out. The flowers inside were so beautiful that he remembered that Wen Yan used to like to grow flowers at home.

Wen Yan likes flowers of all colors, which are bright and bold. Qi Yu'an cannot recognize many types, but Wen Yan can match the various flowers just right. The living room, bedroom and study have different styles and scents, which are changed every few days, so the house is always full of vitality. Wherever you look, you can see Wen Yan's careful little ideas.

The originally cold house was gradually transformed into a cozy home by Wen Yan. Anyone who came to his house would admire and envy him for having a good companion.

He was secretly delighted, but never showed it.

Later, Wen Yan moved away, and the home gradually became a cold house.

Today he passed by a flower shop and walked in for some reason. He still didn't recognize many of the flowers, but he had seen them at home. He pointed at the flowers and asked the owner what they were called. The owner explained one by one. He nodded and pointed to several flowers of the most common colors that appeared at home and asked the owner to pack them for him.

The boss smiled and asked him, "Handsome man, you don't even know the names of these words, why did you think of such a combination?"

Qi Yu'an was very confused: "Is this a strange combination?"

The boss shook his head and reached out to take the flowers that Qi Yu'an had just specified: "Not strange, very romantic."

Qi Yuan: "Romantic?"

The boss laughed again: "I guess you don't understand the language of flowers. Different flowers have different meanings. Some represent friendship, some represent family, and some represent love. A combination like this is equivalent to a confession. It is more obscure than a red rose, but also more romantic."

The boss looked at him and started to wrap flowers for him with a gentle smile.

Qi Yu'an lowered his eyes, feeling happy and disappointed: "I don't know about this, it's just that my wife likes to grow flowers at home."

He added, as if to show off, "He likes to wear it this way at home."

The boss heard it, he smiled and praised: "Then you must be very happy."

Qi Yu'an said in a low voice: "Yeah, but now I made him angry and he ignored me."

The boss couldn't help but feel sympathy when he saw such a handsome guy looking so pitiful in front of him, especially since he was a loving wife man.

Boss: "So you bought flowers to apologize and make your wife happy?"

Qi Yu'an said nothing.

The boss was not embarrassed and asked with a smile: "Would you like me to help you enrich the flowers so that your lover can feel the love and apology at the same time?"

Qi Yu'an thought for a moment and said, "Then please help me wrap it up nicely."

Boss: “I’ll try my best.”

So there was the incident where Qi Yu'an came knocking on the door with flowers in his arms.

Now the two of them were talking to each other in Wen Yan's house, and the atmosphere had become awkward to a certain extent. Qi Yu'an still didn't want to leave. After all, he didn't know when he would come in next time.

Wen Yan sighed: "It's all in the past, Qi Yu'an, you should let it go too, let's all move forward."

Qi Yu'an shook his head, his expression very sad: "Wen Yan, I can't leave. I have tried, I have tried for several years, but it really doesn't work."

Wen Yan: "That's your business, Qi Yu'an, I'm already moving on."

Qi Yu'an knew it, so he became even more scared.

The two looked at each other for a while, and Qi Yu'an withdrew his gaze first. He understood that Wen Yan was too determined. He always thought that Wen Yan was a gentle and tolerant person, but it turned out that these were only obtained when he was favored by him.

How could he forget that Wen Yan was such a tough person. It was just because he was lucky enough to appear at his most vulnerable time and received the boy's sincere love that Wen Yan was a good person to talk to.

If she hadn't taken advantage of someone's misfortune to get him, if his mother hadn't been so seriously ill, a brilliant person like Wen Yan would have had a different perfect life.

Maybe, he doesn't even like men, but wants to meet a girl he likes, have a lovely child, and live a normal and happy life.

We don't cherish what we have, and we are obsessed with losing what we have.

He always thought that he was indulgent and partial to Wen Yan, but in fact, it was Wen Yan who raised him with love, so that he felt how precious he was, but forgot how the people around him hated to take advantage of him.

Wen Yan treated him as a treasure and obeyed him in everything. He also treated himself as a treasure and ignored Wen Yan in everything. Then Wen Yan left, and he was suddenly back to his original state.

It wasn't a big deal originally, as so many years have passed. But how could someone who had been loved well be willing to accept this?

He couldn't go back to his old life, and he didn't want to disturb Wen Yan's life again, so he could only torture himself.

He was like a perverted peeping Tom, secretly watching Wen Yan's whereabouts, not daring to let anyone find out. Wen Yan was very stubborn and rejected everything he offered, including TV series, movies, and business, anything that had anything to do with him.

He watched him play those small roles whose names people couldn't even remember. He even acted in soy sauce production and small web dramas, but in the photos taken by people, he was smiling happily.

As long as Wen Yan was happy, he would continue to endure it. When he couldn't endure it anymore, he would secretly take a look, then come back and endure it again.

Later, his hands began to tremble, and then he often felt dizzy. When the condition became serious, he had hallucinations.

He went to the hospital for a check-up and found nothing wrong. The doctor recommended that he go to the psychology department, so he went.

You are indeed sick, it’s okay, you can take medicine and continue to endure it.

He later decided to appear in front of Wen Yan again because he went to attend a friend's wedding. Originally, Qi Yu'an would have asked his assistant to prepare the gift and send it out.

This friend was someone he met when he was studying abroad, and over the past three years they had established a solid revolutionary friendship. However, they had been in touch less frequently in recent years, and their friendship had faded a little, so Qi Yu'an was hesitant about whether to go.

He accidentally opened the invitation and found that his friend was getting married to a man. At that moment, he decided to go for his friend's courage.

You should know that same-sex marriage is not legal now, so they can only get a marriage certificate in a foreign country. But he was not afraid of the eyes of outsiders and brazenly gave his lover a legitimate wedding.

Qi Yu'an himself is not happy, but he wants to witness his friend's happiness.

He took a day off to attend the wedding. His friends were very happy to see him come in person and excitedly introduced him to the other groom who was present.

His lover is a teacher. She wears glasses and is well-mannered. She has a gentle temperament. She smiled and nodded to greet Qi Yu'an. She makes people feel very comfortable.

After saying goodbye, he left, leaving time for them to reminisce.

The friend's eyes followed his lover until he saw him chatting with his friends, then he looked away.